C375 The Letter Left for Ovens
The handwriting on the paper was delicate, but there were even shallow tears on it...
He began to recall the summer he met with Lu Fei. He remembered the encounter with Lu Qian during that hot and sunny day. It seemed that their fate was destined to be filled with entanglement.
Zhang Muye was not like a woman who carefully remembered the details of the two of them being together. He had long forgotten the warm scene of them being together. But he also vaguely remembered the scene when Lu Qian was jealous for him, and the occasional unruly and unruly behavior of this girl. However, because of him, she became more and more gentle, virtuous, and attached to him.
But what he remembered the most was that on the night of his birthday, Lu Qian had given up everything for him. Zhang Muye had once thought that he and Lu Qian would eventually become old as she had longed for.
However, everything seemed to be unable to match the secular world.
Just as Zhang Muye thought that he would eventually end up meeting this girl by accident and marry her, just like she had hoped, with a head full of white hair and a head full of old age, Lu Qian seemed to have played a huge joke on him.
There was no address and no signature on the letter, but Lu Qian had personally written it.
Steamed Bun:
When you open this letter, perhaps I am already on a plane to the capital, or perhaps when I step onto the Songjiang again in the future, I will be purely a passenger, but I do not know when that time will come.
Yes, I am leaving you. As for how long I will be leaving you, it is uncertain. Perhaps a month, perhaps a year, perhaps ten years, or perhaps -
Don't be sad, okay?
Promise me that you will finish reading this letter with a smile.
Just like how even the most beautiful moon has its flaws, the perfect banquet also has to end. The song ends with people scattering, but I don't want to end with a sad song. So I hope you can finish reading this letter with a smile.
First, forgive me for being so distant to you during the few days I left, because I'm afraid that the longer I stay with you, the harder it will be for me to give up on this relationship and eventually do something that we can't change.
I've even been thinking about whether I should write you this letter or not. But in the end, I couldn't resist the longing for you, so I started writing! Please forgive me for not leaving you any more contact details. I'm afraid that when I hear your voice, I'll never be able to leave you again. Remember when I said I would make you the perfect boyfriend?
At that time, I was thinking that you would become the most perfect lover. A perfect husband and a father... I even looked forward to our future when I interacted with you countless times, but later on, it turned out that I didn't have to modify it... Because you used your ability to prove that you had the ability to create a beautiful sky for me and our future children.
You are my peerless hero!
I once naively thought that we would be able to help each other in the end, but that was just a dream, and in the face of reality, we could not even withstand a single blow.
I still remember that simple and honest smile of yours when we first met. I admit that I felt that you were different from the rest when I first saw you. I remember the first time you accompanied me shopping, and I also remember that snowy night when you drove the Bentley Winds to Wind Walk, and you told me about your career outside the school... And that night that I will never forget...
But in essence, we are all mortals, aren't we? Mother said that you can have ten billion and she promised us to go out with you, but it's a pity that it's impossible!
Please forgive me for retreating first. It's precisely because we all described the future too beautifully that I don't dare to believe it anymore.
I was going to leave Songjiang, and I wanted to take away my dream. But I realized that my dream had become heavy because of you. Perhaps I will forever be left behind in this land. I was even thinking about how long it would take for me to return to Songjiang? Five years? Or ten years? Is my dream still there? When we meet again, can I still peacefully caress your face like now?
Don't chase me, alright?
I look forward to when we meet again in five or ten years. You can stand in front of me like a peerless hero, and you can have the power to suffocate me. You can break through all the obstacles between us and fulfill our promise.
Although I know that it may be a dream that will never be fulfilled, because the obstacles in the middle are too deep and unattainable, just like the Pacific Ocean.
I'm leaving! The Steamed Bun that once belonged to me, goodbye!
In the end, there was a picture of a girl crying.
Zhang Muye held the letter that carried a faint fragrance in his hand. There were traces of wetness on the envelope. Zhang Muye could imagine the tears in Lu Qian's eyes when she wrote the letter. He could also feel the helplessness in Lu Qian's words, as if there was an insurmountable ravine between them. It was so huge that even though she knew Zhang Muye was so outstanding, it still filled Lu Qian with despair.
Zhang Muye looked at the sky. That was the direction Lu Qian left for the capital. Zhang Muye wanted to find out what made Lu Qian give up in the end. But he could not verify it in the end, because when Lu Qian boarded the plane to the capital, she had cut off all contact information between the two of them. When she asked for confirmation again or a few years later?
Zhang Muye did not know.
What Zhang Muye knew was that Lu Qian would never have the chance to share the joy of her Dahua Company's great success.1
In the dormitory of Songjiang University, Zhang Muye was a strong man, but at this moment he suddenly wanted to drink, so he went downstairs to buy a box of beer by himself. He moved to the rooftop of the dormitory and drank bottles after bottles. When he drank, he did not have any emotional fluctuations. No one knew what Zhang Muye was thinking.
As he drank and looked at the sky, Zhang Muye realized that this girl had unknowingly left a deep impression in his heart. However, it was all over! Zhang Muye sprinkled the wine on that piece of paper made of smoked grass. The words on it began to blur and finally, nothing could be seen anymore. Just like the love between Zhang Muye and Lu Qian. It seemed to have ended in the beginning.
This night, Zhang Muye could not sleep. He tossed and turned and could not fall asleep. He had suffered many blows from love, but when he thought that his relationship with Lu Fei was about to end, he realized that this was the one that hurt him the most.
Only then did he realize that the love between men and women was not groundless. When love reached the depths, love to the extreme, that was the reaction.
In the middle of the night, Zhang Muye could not sleep and simply got up from the bed. He ran to the rooftop and smoked one cigarette after another. It was not until dawn that Zhang Muye crawled back to his dormitory and fell into a deep sleep.
When Zhang Muye woke up again, it was past two o'clock in the afternoon. His heart was still full of sadness, but he knew he had to pull himself together. He needed to make his Dahua Company successfully listed. Only then would Zhang Muye have the confidence to face Lu Fei's mother in a fair and square way.
After waking up, Zhang Muye returned to normal. He asked about Chen Kai's situation. Chen Kai was a talent that Zhang Muye had recruited. Zhang Muye hoped that Chen Kai would not disappoint him.
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