C1057 You Don't Understand My Happiness
The last time she passed by Cao Ying on the Songjiang University campus, Xue Bijun was even stunned by Cao Ying. Why did she feel that there was such a beautiful and elegant woman? That was why she left an impression.
At that time, Zhang Muye also looked at Cao Ying a few more times. Xue Bijun thought that Zhang Muye was also amazed by Cao Ying's beauty. But at this moment, Xue Bijun noticed that Cao Ying and Zhang Muye kept looking at each other and felt that the two of them were not simple.
Could it be that... Zhang Muye had an affair with Cao Ying? And then Cao Ying helped him buy clothes and then went to the lingerie store? Xue Bijun's imagination ran wild.
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Zhang Muye denied it but his gaze was still cold as he looked at Cao Ying.
Cao Ying felt Zhang Muye was angry! It was not just anger! He was even furious! She suddenly felt a little uneasy. Especially when Wang Zhongshi's hands started to be dishonest. He even wanted to touch Cao Ying's skin a step further, causing Cao Ying to have goosebumps all over her body.
"Sorry, I'm a little uncomfortable. I need to go to the toilet." Finally, Cao Ying could not take it anymore. She politely apologized and ran to the bathroom.
Wang Zhongshi frowned. Although he was annoyed, he did not say anything.
Zhang Muye saw Cao Ying walk to the bathroom and stood up as well. He went over to take a look. Xue Bijun asked, "Where are you going?"
"Go to the toilet." After Zhang Muye finished speaking, he ignored Xue Bijun's angry expression and walked towards the bathroom.
This was an independent bathroom. After seeing Cao Ying go in, Zhang Muye smoked outside and waited for Cao Ying to come out.
Not long after, with the sound of the door being opened, Cao Ying walked out. When she saw Zhang Muye, she was only slightly stunned but was not surprised. In fact, she had already guessed that Zhang Muye would follow her.
Zhang Muye flicked the ash from the cigarette and asked lightly, "Why are you at this kind of club?"
"Why are you asking this?" The subtext was that he felt that Zhang Muye did not have the right to ask.
However, Zhang Muye's gaze was sharp and Cao Ying felt a little guilty from Zhang Muye's gaze. Finally, she still said, "Today is Yiming's birthday. Invite our classmates to come together. He said that this is the best nightclub in Songjiang. My classmates have never been here before, so I followed him."
After thinking for a while, he added another sentence. "This is my first time coming to a place like this."
Zhang Muye threw the cigarette into the trash can and approached Cao Ying. "Then you came and said it was his girlfriend? When did you agree to it?"
Cao Ying was driven mad by Zhang Muye and finally became angry. "Zhang Muye, this has nothing to do with you."
"Yes! It really has nothing to do with me." Cao Ying's tone was cold, and Zhang Muye's heart suddenly hurt. He said lightly. But you shouldn't have let that kind of stinky man get close to you, right? You actually let him hug you? You weren't like this in the past. Why have you become someone I don't even know now?"
Her tone was heavy. Cao Ying's body trembled and she said coldly, "What about you? You told me that the woman who accompanied you was just a stranger. Why did you come to the club for a drink today? After drinking, a man and a woman were alone. Do you have a good show?"
Zhang Muye shook his head. "She can be considered a relative of mine! It's not what you think. "
"This is all your one-sided statement. You lied to Chu Chu and Fei Fei, and now you still want to lie to me?"
Hearing what Cao Ying said, Zhang Muye's heart ached. Cao Ying was right. He had been lying and he really did not have the right to care about Cao Ying. It was just that he could not let go of this obsession in his heart, right?
Therefore, Zhang Muye said, "Sorry. Actually, I should have realized that Xu Yiming could ski with you. I could not. Xu Yiming could give you complete love. I could not. I'm sorry, you can leave! "
Unexpectedly, Cao Ying turned her head and said in a deep voice, "I didn't ski with Xu Yiming. I also did not go skiing! I also did not agree to be his girlfriend!"
Zhang Muye was stunned. "Then who are you going skiing with?"
"I said I didn't go skiing. Xu Yiming invited me, but I didn't go." Cao Ying replied with a question. "If you don't have anything else to do, I will go!"
Zhang Muye nodded. "You can leave! I apologize for my past selfishness. I have never cared about your feelings. But don't worry. After you leave this place today, I will not disturb your life from now on. "
After saying that, he closed his eyes. However, in his mind, he recalled the memories of the ten years he had known Cao Ying since junior high school.
From junior high, Zhang Muye and Cao Ying had been classmates. From the first time he saw Cao Ying, the shadow of Cao Ying was deeply engraved in Zhang Muye's heart. He also liked to do all kinds of actions to attract Cao Ying's attention. However, Cao Ying only disdained Zhang Muye in junior high school. In high school, Cao Ying's feelings for Zhang Muye also slowly changed. Perhaps the change from quantity to qualitative change or even sublimation started from the time when Southern Rivers saved her at all costs.
When they were in university, their relationship had been further consolidated. They had each other, but no one dared to poke a hole through this paper window until Zhang Muye accidentally picked up the diary left behind by Cao Ying.
Along the way, the two had unknowingly known each other for ten years. Their relationship was like the gentle and silent spring rain, slowly achieving sublimation. But how did they come to this stage?2
He didn't know! I don't know! But Zhang Muye knew that the responsibility was mostly on him because he could not give Cao Ying happiness. He could not stop Cao Ying from pursuing happiness. For a moment, Zhang Muye fell into self-blame, and he did not come back to his senses for a long time.
Finally, Zhang Muye sighed and wanted to smoke a cigarette. When he came back to his senses, he found that Cao Ying was still standing in front of him and did not leave. Her gem-like eyes were misty.
"Why are you still standing here?" Zhang Muye was stunned for a moment.
Cao Ying stared at Zhang Muye coldly. "What did you mean by that sentence just now?"
"What did you mean?"
Cao Ying said, "You said that you will not disturb me after I leave this place. Do you mean that we will be like strangers in the future? We will never get to know each other again? "
Zhang Muye suddenly understood. He finally understood why Cao Ying had not left. It turned out that... it was because of what he had just said.
Zhang Muye said, "What I mean is that I shouldn't be so selfish. You have the right to pursue your happiness. I don't want to disturb your happiness because of my mistakes."
Who knew that Cao Ying's tears would flow more and more. "Zhang Muye, you have made a mistake! And it was not a mistake, but thousands of mistakes. What you said just now, do you think I will walk out of here? Do you think that I would be happy?"
"Don't you understand my happiness? Why don't I go skiing? Don't you understand? How many times have I told myself that I will no longer be in contact with you in the future? But every time I see you, I throw my promise to the back of my mind. Don't you understand these things? "
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