C1081 Seventeen Years Old(1)
But she can pretend she can't see, and if the 999 pills are over and he still hasn't come, then, me and him, are completely... It's over!! "
The last sentence made Su Mo almost cry.
She... was still trying to give him a chance!!
But why didn't he look for her?
Could it be that he really didn't love her and didn't care about her? !
"Mo..." When he saw how focused she was on that heartless man and how she spoke, he felt his heart ache!
He wished he could pry open her little head and see if there was only that man inside her!
She had been here for half a year, but she seemed to have changed into a different person!
She had been stimulated!
She would always date different men, but she knew how to control herself. She would never let herself be at a disadvantage.
Actually, Wenn Weichen knew her. She wanted to vent her anger, and she wanted to play with her life.
However, she was not suitable! Not suitable at all!
He had advised her countless times!! He even told her that those words in the past were only used to deceive fools, but she still believed them, and even believed them without a doubt!!
She said that she was that fool, only a fool would be deceived, only a fool would believe it, and only a fool would carve such a man in his heart, so deeply and deeply...
Because those men who were with her, he had fallen out with her many times, many times!!
But she was very determined! Her personality was originally like this!!
Therefore, every time, even if he ignored her for ten days, she would not take the initiative to speak to him!
As a result, every time, the one who surrendered was him!!
He was helpless...
In front of this little guy, he had always been the weaker party.
Although sometimes, he really wanted to slap her a few times, but he couldn't bear it!
"Little Mo... you are very strange! Why not nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine stones? Isn't nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine considered eternal?" Wenn Weichen looked at her with a funny look and tried to... extend this time, and extend it further...
Su Mo smiled lightly, but it was full of bitterness.
She threw the lucky star in her hand into the glass box and looked at Wenn Weichen who was smiling in front of her.
"You also think that he won't come to find me, right?"
He was afraid that she would be sad...
So, he tried to help her extend the time!
Until... Until she forgot that man!!
A touch of heartache obviously passed through Wenn Weichen's eyes. He raised his hand and knocked heavily on her wooden fish head.
"I really should find someone to marry you, this woman!"
Su Mo did not say anything and just put the wooden fish head on her knee. She was stunned by herself...
So it was her. She was just lying to herself!!
Other people had already understood. But she was still pretending that she was in the middle of it!
As expected, she was a fool! The most foolish one among all the fools!
One year and one hundred and thirty-four days later!
Las Vegas, United States
She was seventeen years old!
So fast...
What a coincidence, today was her birthday.
But, also... the day of her 500th lucky star being born!
Only Wenn Weichen accompanied her on her birthday.
She leaned against him and sat blankly on the lawn outside the courtyard. She counted the little stars in the sky one by one.
She counted to five hundred...
She was tired!!
She lowered her eyes and rested.
"Chen, I think we were all wrong..."
Su Mo tilted her head and leaned on his strong shoulder. Her soft voice was like a mosquito whispering.
Wenn Weichen did not understand. He just tilted his head and looked at her in confusion. He did not say anything.
He waited for her to continue...
"I always thought that there was a man called Yu Zihan missing in my world. The Earth that belongs to me will stop spinning! So... the me of the past, foolishly committed suicide and foolishly begged. But what happened in the end? When I woke up, I realized... that without him, my Earth was still spinning. The night is here, and the day is still here!"
Su Mo tilted her head and cast a profound glance at the bright starry sky above her head...
"I always thought that he was the love that I wanted... But, I was wrong again!" Su Mo continued, her voice carrying a maturity that never belonged to her.
"Love does not equal to possession, much less dependence! But I always thought that possession is love, reliance is just a necessary process of love..."
Staring at the starry sky, her eyes unconsciously became misty and confused.
She took a deep breath and continued.
Because, she knew that the people beside her would listen very seriously!
"I rely on him and want to take him by myself. So, I don't want to see him get closer to Older Sister Manwen... I thought it was love!! However, after settling down until now, it was a laughable discovery... That was perhaps just a child who did not have a sense of security. That was just his desire for a mature and steady sense of security!!"
A drop of hot tears fell on his shoulder, burning him to the point of hurting.
"Maybe, that really wasn't love... It was just a paranoid reliance, a paranoid possessiveness. It was just like a fatherly complex! He was the first man who treated me well, so... I was deeply infatuated with him, obsessed with a man who was thirteen years older than me... but, maybe that was just a infatuation, that's all. And not... Love!!"
The little head on his shoulder let out a deep sigh.
His heart was in pain, but somehow, it felt even more painful!2
She was comforting herself, constantly comforting herself!
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