2707: He's selfish and never perfect

He's selfish and never perfect

"You said that what I've done to Xia rushuang has gone beyond the scope of my authority. I should be more conservative and more tolerant of her so that others won't have anything against me. But if I'm already in this position and I can't willfully avenge my sister, then what's the use of this position to me? What Xia rushuang did to Xiao' AI, even if I killed her ten times, it wouldn't be enough. What I did to her today was already the greatest forgiveness I could have. If I didn't control myself and let my emotions run wild, then everyone who's related to Xia rushuang would've been in trouble. "2

The Secretary didn't know why, but he felt that his words were cold.

He had always thought that he was someone who understood Xia Anlan very well. After all, he was Xia Anlan's big secret who had been with him for many years.

Who didn't know that he was Mayor Xia's confidant? he had always thought that he was the closest person to the mayor, and only he could somewhat understand the mayor's feelings.

However, he now realized that he had never understood Xia Anlan's inner thoughts.

He had always been mistaken about what Xia Anlan wanted. He thought that Xia Anlan wanted power, but he did not.

Xia Anlan did not mind avenging nie qiuping at all. He did not care about what others said, nor did he care about what others thought.

If she really wanted to hide it, no one would know that he had caught Xia rushuang.

Xia Anlan shouted,"you have to remember one thing. What do you want? what are your intentions? you only want power. That's the simplest."

Xia Anlan had never cared about what power could bring him. What he wanted was what power could bring to his family.

Back then, when Xiao' AI went missing, Xia Anlan watched helplessly and could not do anything to help. There was a period of time when he hated the police. At that time, he felt that it would be more useful to F * ck the police, as long as his sister would not die.

Thus, from then on, Xia Anlan had always wanted to become stronger, even stronger. When he was so strong that no one could shake him, he would be able to do whatever he wanted.

At that time, Xia Anlan had only thought that he would definitely re-investigate Xiao' AI's kidnapping in the future and arrest all the people responsible.

He had never expected that Xiao' AI would come back alive after more than 20 years.

Xia Anlan felt that this was the most worthwhile wait he had made all these years.

The Secretary felt that Xia Anlan's words today contained too much information and were too meaningful. He must remember them well as they would be of great use in the future.

The Secretary said,"I'm not you. As an outsider, I can only see the surface of this matter. I'll probably never be able to understand your heart. I'm sorry."

Xia Anlan did not say anything. He closed his eyes.

The Secretary thought he was asleep and didn't dare to say anything.

To Xia Anlan, they naturally could not understand his thoughts. They also could not empathize with him and understand his hatred for Xia rushuang.

It could be said that even if he were to burn his bones and scatter his ashes, he would not be able to vent his hatred.

No matter what position he was in, he would always consider his family first.

Xia Anlan had never been perfect. He was a selfish person. Everything he did was based on the premise that his family could live a better life.

He was too lazy to say anything about serving the country and the people. Of course, he would do those things, but the premise was that his family had already gotten the best.

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