1288: Only Allowed to Throw a Tantrum at Him

Only Allowed to Throw a Tantrum at Him

Looking at how Huang Yize sighed dejectedly, Yun Bilu pouted unhappily. "You actually don't want to tell me at all."1

Yun Bilu stayed on the sofa as she pouted, unwilling to go over to eat.

She felt that even her emotions changed. When she was alone and missed him, she could logically persuade herself to understand him.

But now that he was by her side, she could not help but throw a little tantrum just to see his reaction to prove to herself that he cared for her.

She realized that her emotions were becoming weirder and weirder.

Huang Yize looked at how his girl was throwing a tantrum. His heart ached for her. He returned to see her, so how could he bear to upset her?

Just making her wait in school alone for such a long time riddled his heart in guilt.

Huang Yize walked over and pulled Yun Bilu into an embrace. "Aren't you a mature lady? Why are you throwing a tantrum this time?"

"You're my boyfriend. If I don't do it to you, who should I do it to?"

Huang Yize's indifferent features tinged with a trace of a smile. "Okay, you can only throw your tantrum at me."

"Huang Yize, do you not trust me? Why are you always unwilling to tell me about your family? Before, it was okay with me, but ever since you went back and I heard gunshots that time, I would worry every day. Whenever I dreamed about it, it would scare me."

Yun Bilu, who feared nothing in the past, became fearful now because she felt that people could die at any time.

Grandfather was always so healthy, but he… She was afraid to lose any more.

Even if she pretended to be happy and strong, pretended to be free of worries, at the deepest corners of her heart, she would feel fear and worry too.

Huang Yize said in a low tone, "It's not that I'm unwilling to tell you. I just don't know how to. It's not something that could be summarized in a few sentences. You only know that you want to know, but do you know how I feel about it?"

Hearing his words, Yun Bilu raised her head to look at Huang Yize's expression in confusion. "What do you feel about it?"

Huang Yize gave up immediately as his brows furrowed. He used his fingers to hold it down as it twitched.

"Huang Yize, I'm not a parasite in your stomach, so I won't know what you're feeling."

Huang Yize tugged her hand. "Let's eat. I will tell you as we eat."

If he told her now, lunch would drag till who knows when. It would be alright for him, but he did not want her to starve.

Yun Bilu ate absent-mindedly. She kept looking at Huang Yize, wanting him to speak up as she waited. The dishes, which usually tasted delicious, tasted all the same when they were placed in her mouth.

Frankly speaking, she was nervous that he would say something that she could not accept, but she had already mentally prepared herself.

For love, she would be brave.

Also, seeing how exhausted Huang Yize was during this return, she felt that her knowing might help to share his burden.

Huang Yize kept adding dishes to Yun Bilu's bowl, nagging her to eat more.

Although he was eating, his gaze and attention never left Yun Bilu. According to his calculations, Yun Bilu should be full about now.

He used a tissue to wipe his mouth, pursing his lips before he spoke up, "Bilu, I think that you've already mentally prepared yourself. The reason why I didn't tell you about my family matters is because I'm afraid that when you find out, I will lose you."

Yun Bilu widened her eyes and looked at Huang Yize. When their gazes locked, this time, she could tell the truth in his eyes, telling her that he was genuinely afraid as well.

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