2318: Don't torture yourself

Don't torture yourself

Yun Bilu's heart ached when she heard that. She raised her head to look at Huang yize and realized that his eyes were filled with pain. His heart ached for her.2

Looking at his expression, Yun Bilu felt as if her heart had been dug out. She couldn't help but feel sorry for him. What should she do?

She could not be willful at all.

Yun Bilu's eyes suddenly reddened. She didn't know why, but her heart ached for him, and she couldn't help but want to cry.

Seeing that Yun Bilu's eyes had reddened, Huang yize panicked. He asked anxiously,""What's wrong? You can hit or scold me, but don't torture yourself, okay?"

Yun Bilu pursed her lips and didn't say a word, as though she was sulking.

Huang yize sighed."You clearly know that I'll feel terrible if you do this, but you just have to do it. What do you want me to do?"

He couldn't let go of her, but he couldn't bear to see her sad. For the first time, he realized that even after watching so many idol dramas, romance novels were useless.

Hearing Huang yize's words, Yun Bilu felt even more upset. She hit Huang yize and said,"it's all your fault. It's all your fault. Why did you join the Black Dragon Gang? I didn't ask you to do anything. What were you guys asking me to do? I'm still traumatized. You don't know how dangerous that night was. Why are you all forcing me? I just don't want you to return to the Black Dragon Gang. What's wrong with that? who can criticize me now?"

"What right do you have to talk about my feelings for you? what right do you have to look down on me? what's wrong with me, Yun Bilu ..."

"I'm on good terms with you, not with them. You don't know, you don't know the problem between us. It was the same when I was in the Black Dragon Gang. You didn't understand me, and you were the same. You took everything for granted, and you didn't care about my feelings at all ..."

"I've been working hard for you. I've been getting stronger ... It's all because of you, it's all because of you ..."

Yun Bilu didn't know why, but the more Huang yize pampered and coaxed her, the more she wanted to cry. She was clearly a very strong person, so why was she crying today?

Yun Bilu didn't even know that she was actually crying. She felt like a stranger.

She wiped her tears and said helplessly,""I didn't want to cry. I ... I didn't want to lose my temper at you. I wanted to calm down for the night, but you just had to wait for me. I couldn't help it ... I don't know myself ..."

Yun Bilu was a calm and rational person, but she was forced into a corner, and that was why she lost control of her emotions.

In particular, it was a woman's nature to be weak in front of the person who doted on her and loved her. This was a very natural mentality, and even she didn't realize this change.

Huang yize's heart ached for Yun Bilu as he looked at her. He wiped her tears away. He understood what was going on from her intermittent words.

He sighed in his heart. It was his family who had made her suffer again. It was his fault. He had clearly made up his mind not to let her suffer any grievances, but he had not done a good job.

At that moment, Huang yize felt that even if he said sorry, it wouldn't make up for the hurt Yun Bilu had caused. That was why he wouldn't let go of her no matter what. He would use his love to soothe her hurt.

However, he was very happy that the happy girl was angry at him.

He knew that Yun Bilu was an extremely calm and rational person. She was used to hiding many things in her heart. Since she could vent it out on him, it meant that she treated him as the closest person she could rely on.

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