1842: C1842 Feng Mo Liang's Inner World

C1842 Feng Mo Liang's Inner World

Liu Yiheng said indifferently: "world of strength of heart is just a person's inner world, what you mean by 'one heart, one world', that is to say, your heart, is also your world of strength of heart. A person's inner heart is simply too complicated, all sorts of emotions arise from within the inner world, all kinds of dark, cunning, and scheming come from within the inner world.2

"In fact, when a person was just born, whether it was personality or human nature, they were all the same. They might be influenced by their parents, but it wouldn't be too big, and the reason why there would be such a huge difference when they grow up was because the environment they were in was different from what they encountered when they were born."

"Especially when you were young, at that time you were a person slowly forming your spiritual sea and establishing your world of strength of heart. If you were a regular factory director, then it would naturally be nothing, but can there really be a person who could grow up normally? spoilt, doted, dark, tormented, humiliated, cold, abandoned... All these emotions would fill up the majority of a person's childhood. The reason that Miss Feng had become so cold and detached was because she could imagine the circumstances of her childhood. Especially now that it was a red lightning tribulation.

While Liu Yiheng was speaking, the second lightning tribulation of the seventh and ninth tribulations had yet to come, and were only constantly brewing, yet Feng Moliang did not explode like before, nor did she appear as relaxed as the previous lightning tribulation. This was because Feng Moliang's current expression was extremely ugly, but this was not because she had received an extremely strong attack, but rather, it was because her heart had been greatly affected.

At this time, Feng Moliang had already fallen into her own world of strength of heart. She saw her childhood, how she was abandoned, and how she was picked up and adopted by an ordinary carpenter in a small mountain village. But when she was three years old, her adoptive parents were actually killed.

The three-year-old Feng Moliang could only barely survive by relying on her own strength and the help of the people around him, but in the process, it could be imagined what kind of thing Feng Moliang had received. If a three-year-old girl wanted to live on her own, what he had received, would be humiliation, abuse, and beatings;

At the age of eight, the little mountain village that he was in had a sudden plague and at the same time, some people thought that she was an ominous person. This time, Feng Moliang was unable to continue staying in the little mountain village any longer and in the end, had no choice but to leave the little mountain village.

After leaving the little mountain village, Feng Moliang did not have the ability to continue living. After all, she was only eight years old at the time, and did not have the ability to live on her own. Although he had struggled on her own when she was three years old, that was after all under the care of the villagers.

When he had no other choice, Feng Moliang could only beg along the street. However, because she was a single girl, she was often bullied while begging, and even got stuck with some people.

However, Feng Moliang's luck was not over. When she was nine years old, she was taken away by a seemingly kind person, but this person was a pervert who had strong thoughts towards girls. Because Feng Moliang's development was not good, she looked like she was six or seven years old, but her appearance was extremely beautiful.

But in the end, the heavens still saved Feng Moliang one more time. When she was about to be destroyed, she was saved by a old beggar, but the fear, hatred, helplessness, and pain she endured did not diminish at all.

After old beggar saved her, he began to teach her about cultivation slowly, but he didn't take special care of her life. So she was still a single person, still a little beggar, and still had to endure endless eye rolling, ridicule, abuse and humiliation.

When Feng Moliang was fifteen years old, she was already very beautiful. Even if she was wearing a beggar's outfit, it wouldn't be able to stop her peerless talent and power, at the same time, Feng Moliang's strength was already very strong. However, because she trusted the wrong person, she was drugged and knocked unconscious.

When Feng Moliang woke up, what she saw were more than ten boorish, complicated men laughing loudly towards a madman with ill intentions. The sight of drooling saliva, with blue eyes, made him feel disgusted, and even extended her hand to touch her at the same time. This caused her to immediately fall into a state of great fear and despair, but her body was controlled by the medicine and she couldn't move at all, which made him feel even more helpless and indignant, and at the same time caused her to feel a huge amount of hatred towards the world.

Just as Feng Moliang was about to lose her innocence, a ball of flame suddenly appeared on her body, then she regained her ability to move. Very quickly, the people who were still scheming against her, all laid at her feet.

This was the first time Feng Moliang had killed someone, but she wasn't afraid at all. Or rather, she no longer felt anything about this world, and was already numb.

After Feng Moliang had recovered, she had killed everyone in the bandit's nest overnight without leaving a single person alive. After this matter had ended, old beggar appeared once again, and only then did he formally bring her to his side. It also allowed her life to return to normal, but her heart had undergone a huge change.

But that moment of darkness, hatred and indifference had already been deeply buried in her heart, so her personality had also undergone a huge change. In the end, she had finally become the current Feng Moliang, and perhaps after knowing Liu Yiheng, her personality had even changed a bit, becoming even more cold and detached, and she would definitely not show mercy when killing someone.

At the same time, it was because she had experienced too much, and both times she had almost lost her innocence, so she was especially disgusted by this matter as well. This was also the thing that she had always remembered that Liu Yiheng had done to her back then.

The current tribulation of thunder was like a movie, causing all the things that she did not want to think about to be shown, causing her to once again feel an inexplicable sense of fear and despair.

To Feng Moliang, the current tribulation of lightning was definitely a difficult time to endure. It could be said that in a situation like this, there was still a gloominess in her heart that seemed to be carried along with it: lightning — humiliation, lightning — grief, lightning — fear, thunder — fear, lightning — hatred, darkness — and despair. The confused voice kept saying, 'It's so hard for you to live, why don't you just die, then everything will cease to exist, and you will truly be free from it. Give up, life to you is already completely meaningless, give up, living to you is a form of torture and suffering, give up.

Feng Moliang was also unable to face the feelings in her heart, and her body was trembling even more intensely.

Liu Yiheng and the others saw Feng Moliang at this moment, which made them feel even more anxious, because every lightning tribulation would cause Feng Moliang's expression to change greatly. Sometimes she would twitch in pain, sometimes she would gnash her teeth in anger, and sometimes she would cry from grief.

As for the lightning strikes, although the speed of the lightning strikes were not very fast, it was still the most tormenting.

When the eighth lightning tribulation descended, Feng Moliang's blue colored face became even paler, and her expression became even more terrified and desperate.

When Liu Yiheng read up to here, he thought to himself: "Not good, looks like things are not going well. The power of this lightning tribulation is really strong, but Miss Feng … Could he really hold on? But if at this time … No, this won't do, if the world of strength of heart can't be built well, then how would he continue to cultivate in the future? "Miss Feng, you must hold on."

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