3593: C3593 Let's Talk about the past

C3593 Let's Talk about the past

"At that time, Xiao Ya was lost and the elders carried Xiao Shu over. They said that she was Xiao Ya and that they really looked alike, but it was also true. A few years old child who did not have facial features could not be differentiated. "

"But I knew at first glance that she was not Xiao Ya. " Cheng Xuduo smiled and said, "I also do not know why. I was still young at that time, but I knew. "

Fei Jiayang looked at Cheng Xuduo and listened to him quietly. He didn't doubt his words.

"Xiao Shu is very timid. When she was young, her constitution was very weak, but her family treated her very well. " Cheng Xuduo said, "Me too. "

"Xiao Ya was lost, and another Xiao Shu came. I don't know what other people think. I just feel that God gave me a younger sister. " Cheng Xuduo said.

"They all said that she was Xiao Ya. I also called her Xiao Ya, but I feel that since I am the only one who knows that she is not, it means that I am special to her or to me. "

Cheng Xuduo sighed and said, "Later, she had a small accident. It was not a big deal, but she was found in the hospital that she was not Xiao Ya. "

"Seeing matriarch's shock at that time, I was still secretly laughing in my heart. " Cheng Xuduo said, "I knew it long ago, but matriarch only found out now. "

"But she was sent away very quickly. At that time, she really had her own name - Cheng Xushu. " Cheng Xuduo said, "Regarding this younger sister, I love her the most. "

"Although Little Lishi is also my younger sister, she is arrogant and despotic. Although I do not like it in my heart, I also tolerate it at all times. "

"In the end, I could not hold Xiao Shu back. Little Li. . . Also died. "

"When Xiao Shu was sent away, I could still comfort myself. I am still young and my crying would not change anything. "

"But when Little Lishi died, I was no longer a child. Other than watching her die, I could not do anything else. "

"At that time, I was thinking about how good it would be if I could be a little stronger. How good would it be if I could protect them?"

"It's not your fault" Fei Jiayang looked at Cheng Xuduo and said.

"I know these things happen for a reason. You shouldn't blame me. " Cheng Xuduo said, "But when I found out that matriarch was willing to break off relations with the Ye Family in order to protect her brother, I brought her brother and left the family that refused to accept her brother. "

"I felt that I had failed too much. "

"!" Fei Jiayang was slightly stunned. Matriarch of Cheng Family's younger brother. . . Wasn't that her grandfather?

Fei Jiayang could not help but recall Matriarch of Cheng Family's appearance in his mind. He was indeed a little surprised.

He did not expect Matriarch of Cheng Family to do this for her grandfather.

"I have always admired matriarch since I was young. I have always thought that as long as matriarch can do it, I will also do it. Even if I cannot do ten points, I will still do six points. "

"But after I found out about the things matriarch did for her brother, I knew that I didn't even do a single point. "

"I am destined to disappoint matriarch in my life. I am not a good heir. Maybe matriarch will talk about me in the future, just like how she talked about my father. "

"As long as I think of this, I am inexplicably afraid. I can't sleep all night. I live in worry and fear every minute and every second. "

"I am afraid that matriarch will discover my incompetence. I am also afraid that matriarch will look at me in disappointment. "

It seemed that this was the first time Cheng Xuduo had opened his heart to talk about these things. The fear in his eyes was not concealed at all.

"Fei Jiayang did not know how to comfort Cheng Xuduo.

Just listening to it made her feel uncomfortable. Cheng Xuduo should have been suppressed by this pressure to the point that he could not breathe.

If it was in the past, Fei Jiayang would definitely say something positive. Even if he knew it was useless, she would still say it.

However, after experiencing so many things, Fei Jiayang could clearly see his capabilities.

Anyone could say empty words, but those words that could not be said would only make the listeners feel even more uncomfortable.2

Then it would be better not to say anymore.

The first person to teach her this was Yi Lanyou.

For some reason, he thought of Yi Lanyou again. Fei Jiayang was slightly stunned and his heart was somewhat flustered.

"So, I want to treat you better. " Cheng Xuduo said, "I cannot rule out that it is because of your grandfather. Matriarch risked everything to protect him. I also want to protect you well. "

"I want to treat you better. At least you have to do 60% of what matriarch did back then. " Cheng Xuduo said, "Maybe that's the only way matriarch won't find out my incompetence. "

"Although it is a little self-deceiving, it is the only way I can make myself feel better. " Cheng Xuduo looked at Fei Jiayang.

"Does it sound like I am selfish and despicable?" Cheng Xuduo asked with a smile.

"No. " Fei Jiayang shook his head and said, "Thank you for being so good to me. I am very grateful to you. "

"That's good. " Cheng Xuduo looked at Fei Jiayang and said, "I hope you can help me keep what you said today a secret. "

"Okay. " Fei Jiayang nodded and hesitated for a while. He said, "I'm really sorry. I can't help you. "

"Accept my good intentions. That means you are helping me. " Cheng Xuduo reached out his hand and rubbed Fei Jiayang's head.

Fei Jiayang did not dodge. He just subconsciously made a comparison.

When Yi Lanyou made this move, she seemed to be more gentle. . .

Cheng Xuduo did not know what Fei Jiayang was thinking. He withdrew his hand and said, "You should eat some desserts first, but don't eat too much. Otherwise, if you can't finish lunch, I will go back to my room. "

"Okay. " Fei Jiayang nodded and answered.

"Jiyang, take good care of yourself. " Cheng Xuduo said, "You have to take good care of yourself. "

"Yes. " Fei Jiayang nodded. She would work hard.

Although she felt a little pressured for some reason, she would still do it.

When she heard Fei Jiayang agree, Cheng Xuduo also felt relieved and returned to his room with a faint smile.

Cheng Xuduo felt much better after he shut himself in his room quietly.

These things had been pressing on his heart for too long. To be able to say it out loud was also a way to relieve his stress.

After having lunch in the room, Cheng Xuduo prepared to contact Patriarch Fei. After all, Yi Lanyou's matters had already been done, and it was time for Patriarch Fei to let him contact her.

Just as he took out his phone and had yet to dial a number, Cheng Xuduo, who was leaning against the window, saw a car parked downstairs.

Wu Sanshao got off the car and strode into the Cheng Family.

His eyes narrowed. Cheng Xuduo didn't know why Wu Sanshao would suddenly come, so he put aside the matter of the phone call and went out to welcome him.

In the living room, Cheng Xuduo saw Wu Sanshao who had just come in. The corner of his mouth rose slightly. "Why is Wu Sanshao here?"

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