4020: C4020 External Head External Head She Is Not Pitiful

C4020 External Head External Head She Is Not Pitiful

"If I was Shen Xiangyang, I wouldn't be like this. " Chen Shanshan glanced at Yu Jiajia.

"Like I said, you will never be Shen Xiangyang in your life. The two of you are fundamentally different!" Yu Jiajia rolled her eyes and said.

"Because I am not as smart as her? But I am working very hard! " Chen Shanshan said, "I admit that I'm not as pretty as her. I don't have a good temperament like her. I'm from a poor family. I'm not the heiress of a rich family. I don't know how to talk like her. I know how to interact with people. I. . . "

"These are all external reasons that can be changed. But what about the things inside? " Yu Jiajia said, "It is not that you are not as smart as Shen Xiangyang. It is just that you are not as smart as many people. Your hard work will allow you to catch up to many people who are smarter than you but not as hardworking. However, your hard work will not allow you to surpass those who are smarter and more hardworking than you. "

"Don't talk about Shen Xiangyang anymore. How was your result for the monthly test this time? How many people are ahead of you? " Yu Jiajia said," You can't even beat me, so how can you be so confident that you can surpass Shen Xiangyang? "

. . . ". . . " Chen Shanshan pursed her lips. Her hands were on the side of her body as she pulled on the blanket.

"You targeted Shen Xiangyang so much. You wrote curses in her book, spread rumors about her, and even participated in the kidnapping. " Yu Jiajia said, "Shen Xiangyang was seriously ill and did not come to school today. However, she was still the first place holder. She scored full marks in her exams. You are angry that she is stronger than you, and you are angry that her grades are better than yours. "

"And then?" Yu Jiajia said, "Now, it is just that everyone knows your true colors. You cannot take it anymore. "

"When the storm comes, Shen Xiangyang will become braver and braver the more he fights. " Yu Jiajia spread out her hands. "What about you? You collapsed the moment the storm arrived. You did not even need Shen Xiangyang to do anything before you became a pile of mud. You said you can become Shen Xiangyang? Who gave you the courage? "

"Shut up!" With a hideous face, Chen Shanshan struggled to get up. "I just don't want to accept my fate! What's wrong with me! "

"Chen Shanshan, people have to learn to accept their fate. If you don't want to accept your fate, then go against the heavens and change your fate, and pull those who are stronger than you to step on. It's not that you don't want to accept your fate, but that you have accepted your fate. You know that this is all you can do. That's why you don't want others to treat you well. " Yu Jiajia continued, "However, those who are stronger than you. . . Even if you were to trip him for a moment, he will still be stronger than you in the future. At the end, you will be the only one. . . Like a clown. "

" Shut up! Shut up!" Chen Shanshan shouted at the top of her lungs. Half of her body was leaning on the bed and half of her body was suspended in the air. She wanted to grab Yu Jiajia, but she failed.

"What a pity. " Seeing Chen Shanshan like this, Yu Jiajia understood for the first time why Shen Xiangyang wanted her to delete the recording.

This person was extremely pitiful.

Now, she could foresee her future.

In this lifetime, it was nothing more than this.

Thinking of this, Yu Jiajia did not want to waste any more words with Chen Shanshan. She turned around and left the infirmary.

. . . ". . . " Seeing Yu Jiajia leave the infirmary, Chen Shanshan felt as though she had been struck by lightning.

Pitiful?

Chen Shanshan suddenly thought of her aunt and uncle. . .

No, she was not pitiful!

She was not pitiful at all!

No one could say that she was pitiful!

She was not pitiful!

No!

"So many ants. . . " Muttering, Chen Shanshan curled up into a ball and hugged herself tightly. She shivered and said, "Don't bite me. . . "

. . .

Mother Chen received a call from her form teacher. She said that Chen Shanshan had rushed over after she fainted in the classroom.

First, she saw the form teacher. The teacher told her that Chen Shanshan did not get into the Important Class next semester and also talked about the downgrading of the scholarship. However, Chen Shanshan hid her doubts and only said, "Students are under a lot of pressure now. Parents also need to give more patience and support. "

"Okay, I got it. Thank you, teacher. " Mother Chen was burning with anxiety. She nodded at the teacher and led the way to the infirmary.

As soon as she entered the infirmary, Mother Chen saw Chen Shanshan curled up into a ball with trembling hair. Instantly, her entire heart trembled with pain.0

Mother Chen felt that it was all because the pressure she gave Chen Shanshan previously was too great. That was why she made Chen Shanshan like this.

"Teacher, I want to stay with Shanshan alone for a while. " Mother Chen's eyes were hot.

"Okay. " The teacher nodded and said, "Then I'll go back to the office first. Take her back to rest for a day today. You can also come back to make up for the leave. "

"Yes, thank you, teacher. " Mother Chen responded and then walked to Chen Shanshan.

"Shanshan, Mom is here. " Mother Chen reached out her hand to Chen Shanshan.

"Mom. . . " When Chen Shanshan heard Mother Chen's voice, she looked up shakily. Her lifeless eyes gradually became focused when she saw Mother Chen. Her eyes were hot. "Mom!"

"Shanshan. " Mother Chen pulled Chen Shanshan into her arms. Her voice was choked with sobs. " Shanshan, be good. Mom is here. "

"Mom. . . " Lying in Mother Chen's arms, as if all the grievances had erupted at this moment, Chen Shanshan burst into tears.

It was only after she had completely vented her emotions that Chen Shanshan sobbed and apologized, "Mom, I didn't do well in the exams. . . . I'm sorry. . . My, my scholarship has been downgraded. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. . . "

These words of apology caused Mother Chen's heart to shatter.

It wasn't easy to coax Chen Shanshan. When her mood calmed down a little, Mother Chen said, "Shanshan, I've always wanted to tell you something. "

"What is it?" Chen Shanshan's eyes were red and swollen. She looked at Mother Chen.

"It's like this. Your Uncle Shen wants to take us with him. Back to L City. When the time comes, you can study in L City. Mom has already inquired about it. The schools in L City are also quite good, and the pressure of studying won't be so great. Shanshan, let's go to L City, okay? " Mrs. Chen looked at Chen Shanshan and asked carefully.

. . . "" Looking at Mother Chen in a daze, Chen Shanshan opened her mouth. She wanted to ask Mother Chen if she wanted to go to L City?

She wanted to leave Jingdu and the place where they depended on each other.

But looking at Mother Chen's eyes, Chen Shanshan could not ask. After hesitating for a while, she said, "Okay. "

"Good boy!" When Mother Chen heard that, her hanging heart immediately relaxed. "Your Uncle Shen said he would take good care of us. He has a son but no daughter, so he always wants a daughter. He will be very good to you. We can have a new life and a new home. "

. . . "" Chen Shanshan's head was pressed against Mother Chen's chest. She really wanted to ask Mother Chen, didn't Uncle Shen have a wife?

The last time they went out together, she heard Uncle Shen call his wife at the door of the bathroom.

She believed that Mother Chen knew about this. But now, they went to L City just like that. What did that count as?

Chen Shanshan didn't know. She only knew that she was going to leave Jingdu.

Leave this city that she and Mother Chen had lived together for 14 years.

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