C4130 External Head a Phone Call
Because Gao Feifei lost control of her emotions and couldn't carry on with the rest of the tutoring, Gao Fei took her home first.
The picture in her mind could not be erased. Gao Feifei locked herself in the room.
She did not know what was wrong with her.
She had clearly seen Shen Xiangyang's picture. She clearly knew that Shen Xiangyang wasn't dead yet. She should be relieved now.
Why, why was her heart so painful?
In the picture, Shen Xiangyang's smile was still so gentle. She just sat there quietly and it was already a very beautiful painting, right?
Why. . .
Why hadn't Shen Xiangyang given her a phone call after so long?
Why did Shen Xiangyang disappear from his world after such a long time, leaving her alone?
How many times did she dream back at midnight? That heart-wrenching pain made her unable to sleep all night.
How much courage did she use to firmly believe that Shen Xiangyang was still alive?
Gao Feifei herself didn't even know.
Gao Feifei had always felt that as long as she worked hard to survive and get into Beijing University, Shen Xiangyang would appear in front of her.
They could read and study together like they did when they were in middle school.
But. . .
When she saw Shen Xiangyang's photo, Gao Feifei realized that the pain in her heart was far greater than joy.
How good would it be if Shen Xiangyang was willing to give her a call?
Even if it was just a How are you? A text message with three words.
All these years, she would not have endured so much pain and suffering.
Why?
Gao Feifei really wanted to know why. Did she do something wrong?
Or was it because Shen Xiangyang had already started a new life and she was no longer needed?
Then, did Shen Xiangyang still remember the agreement between them?
Will she come back?
Gao Feifei was not sure. She felt as if a hole had been dug in her heart. She felt pain, uneasiness, and fear.
At the same time, Shen Xiangyang, who was in the research room in L City, suddenly felt a dull pain in his chest, accompanied by soreness and uneasiness.
This was a feeling that he had never felt before.
This kind of pain was so strong that it almost made him faint.
"Fei Fei. . . " Shen Xiangyang curled up in the wheelchair and couldn't stop shaking.
"Yang!" Zhang Ya, who had come to deliver the book to Shen Xiangyang, panicked when she saw this scene. She quickly ran to him and put her hand on his wrist as she said, "Yang, relax, take a deep breath! Take a deep breath!"
Breathing heavily, Shen Xiangyang only felt that feeling gradually disappear after a long while.
The pain faded, and what was left was uneasiness and an indescribable emptiness.
He wanted to see her. . .
Shen Xiangyang felt like he had gone crazy and wanted to see her.
It didn't matter even if he wanted Gao Feifei to see his pathetic and weak appearance. It didn't matter even if Gao Feifei disliked him sitting in a wheelchair.
As long as she could let him look at her and hear her call him Xiangyang.
Just one sentence. . .
"Xiangyang, I'll do a checkup for you right now. Don't worry, nothing will happen. " Zhang Ya said nervously.
"Yes. " Shen Xiangyang answered weakly.
After checking and making arrangements, Zhang Ya frowned.
After Shen Xiangyang woke up with medicine, all his bodily functions were slowly recovering, which made him very vulnerable. His pain would be magnified infinitely, and if he did not handle the cold properly, it might kill him.
Zhang Ya had always been afraid that Shen Xiangyang's genes would become disease-ridden again. One should know that Shen Xiangyang could not bear any blow right now.
Finally, after confirming that Shen Xiangyang's index was normal, Zhang Ya let out a sigh of relief. She reached out and rubbed Shen Xiangyang's head and said. "It's fine. You should have a good rest tonight. "
"Yes. " Shen Xiangyang lay on the hospital bed and looked out the window at the dark night and the bright moon.
After a while, the sky turned dark.
"Call me anytime if you need anything. " Zhang Ya held Shen Xiangyang's hand and said.
"Okay. " Shen Xiangyang nodded and showed a shy smile.
After Zhang Ya left, Shen Xiangyang lay alone on the bed. He touched the phone on the bedside table and swiped the screen. Shen Xiangyang looked at the countless times he had been pressed on the phone and hung up before he dialed the number. It showed the number not connected. There was a flash of sadness in his eyes.
Finally, he pressed it. This time, his finger moved to the disconnected button, but he did not press it for a long time.
He wanted to hear her voice, he wanted to hear her go crazy.
[Beep -]
. . .
The sound of the phone ringing woke Gao Feifei up from her sleep. She reached out and took the phone.
It was an unknown number from L City.
Her heart tightened, and Gao Feifei's hand trembled.
She didn't know why. She didn't even need to answer to know who had called her.
Different from the expectations she had when she answered the phone every time, this time, she knew.
She had this premonition.
With trembling fingers, Gao Feifei pressed the answer button and placed the phone by her ear. Her voice was hoarse and she cried, "Xiangyang. . . "
The voice that he had been thinking about day and night appeared beside his ear. Shen Xiangyang's eyes immediately turned red. He opened his mouth and felt as if there was a ball of cotton stuffed in his throat.
"Xiangyang. . . I know it's you, I know!" Gao Feifei held her phone and cried Shen Xiangyang's name again and again.1
Unable to make any sound, Shen Xiangyang heard Gao Feifei calling his name. His hand holding the phone was shaking, and his other hand was reaching for his lower body, which he had not felt until now. He felt a pain in his heart.
Although Zhang Ya said this was only temporary, Shen Xiangyang did not know how long it would take for this to happen.
She had not felt anything in her legs for so long. Even if Zhang Ya comforted her this was only because of the medicine's effect and it would be alright, in Shen Xiangyang's eyes, this hope was too slim.
Should she appear in front of Gao Feifei like this?
Shen Xiangyang did not know if he had the courage.
In Gao Feifei's eyes, he was perfect.
But now, the word perfect had become a joke to him.
It would be fine.
It was a promise that was so far away that he couldn't easily believe it.
Every day of rehabilitation was painful for him, but he persisted every day.
Because he hoped that he could stand in front of Gao Feifei with his legs on the day of the agreement. He told her that he had abided by the agreement and that he could stay with her forever.
But now. . .
Shen Xiangyang's eyes became dimmer and dimmer.
At this moment, a short beep could be heard, and the screen of the phone dimmed.
The call ended, and his phone automatically turned off.
On the other side, Gao Feifei immediately called but only received a voice message that the other party had turned off his phone.
"Xiangyang. . . " Holding the phone, Gao Feifei curled up into a ball.
Her heart ached so much that it felt like it was suffocating.
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