C97 Read It You and Me
Ji Nian cried at the top of her lungs and fainted uncontrollably in Mu Tingye's arms. She was too excited. During this period of time, her nerves had been stretched too tight. Exhaling all of a sudden would overdraft her physical strength.
When she woke up, it was already noon the next day. She suddenly sat up. The first thing she said was, "Xiangxiang." She lifted the blanket to look for Xiangxiang but did not know that she did not have any strength at all. He could not stand properly and fell to the ground.
Gu Chen, who walked into the ward, was shocked. He hurried over to help her up. "Nian Nian? Why are you in such a hurry? Your body is very weak right now. You can't ignore your own health like this. "
Ji Nian did not seem to hear his words and just anxiously asked," Where is Xiangxiang? Is the treatment done? I will go and see her."
Gu Chen frowned. No matter how much pain he felt towards the departure of the child, he could not watch Ji Nian continue to numb himself. He could not help but shout, "Ji Nian, Xiangxiang has already left us yesterday. Don't be stubborn!"
Ji Nian was stunned by his shout and suddenly fell to the side, "Yes, Xiangxiang left us and went to see her mother. The mother and daughter could finally meet and they were reunited. That's good, that's good." They were reunited, and she was the only one left.
Gu Chen looked at her confused look. After a long time, he sighed. He knew that saying these words to her now was very cruel, but he still had to say, "Nian Nian, what do you want to do with Xiangxiang's funeral?"
Ji Nian's eyelashes moved slightly and she finally came back to her senses. After the funeral? Now, she wanted to see another family member buried in the dirt. Who said that the heavens were not cruel? If they were to leave her side one by one, wouldn't it be her turn next?
"I want to bring her ashes back and bury her with her mother." Ji Nian said softly.
Gu Chen knew where she was talking about. Ji Nian's grandmother, mother, and sister were all buried in that cemetery, in her hometown, the Qingzhu Cemetery in Phoenix City.
"I will accompany you back." Gu Chen said.
"No need. I want to go back by myself. I haven't seen them for a long time. I might stay for a while when I go back this time." Ji Nian flatly refused. She just wanted to go back and have some quiet.
Ji Nian quickly finished everything and applied for leave from the radio station. She did not care whether the radio station approved or not and brought Xiangxiang's urn back to Phoenix City.
Other than Gu Chen, no one knew where she went.
Phoenix City was a small county town, a place with beautiful scenery.
Ji Nian used two days to settle Xiangxiang's funeral. In the Qingzhu Cemetery, her grandmother, mother, and elder sister were all here.
She placed a handful of lily in front of their gravestones and looked at the newly built gravestone for Xiangxiang. She said in a low voice, "Xiangxiang, you go home. You will not be lonely when you are with mother."
Ji Nian looked at her mother's gravestone. There was a picture of her mother when she was young on it. It was the image of a quiet woman with a faint smile.
She and her sister had never seen her mother. Her mother passed away not long after giving birth to the two sisters. Her grandmother said that her mother was not in good health and did not have the fortune to see her daughter grow up.
Regarding their father, they did not know who it was. Her grandmother had never mentioned it, but she remembered that her father had sent them living expenses when they were young.
At that time, Grandma had always scolded him with a solemn face, "Does this heartless person still remember that he has a daughter?" She scolded him, but she was unwilling to use any of the living expenses that she had saved up. She said that she would leave it for them to protect themselves in the future.
Later on, she did not know why, but she did not send any living expenses over, nor did she receive any news from her father.
Fortunately, her grandmother's family was rich, and the two sisters didn't care about their young age. No one looked down on them. They were sisters without parents, and they had to rely on their grandmother, the young lady from the Shuxiang family, to maintain their reputation.
Although his grandmother's family had declined, her foundation was still there. In Phoenix City, Grandma's family was an independent courtyard. A wise woman was always someone that people did not dare to look down on. The neighbors were more or less respectful towards Grandma. After all, she was the only woman who could support the husband's family.
It was also because of Grandma's presence that Ji Nian, who was a child, would be so unbridled and lawless.
She and her elder sister were twin sisters. Ji Zhiliang only got the title of elder sister before she got out of her mother's body. The strange thing was that the personalities of the two sisters were very different. The elder sister, Ji Zhiliang, was quiet and quiet. The younger sister, Ji Nian, was very active.
When Ji Nian and the neighbor's child were fishing for bird eggs outside, the older sister was reading a book in a hidden place. When Ji Nian climbed up the tree to steal the fruits, her older sister was still reading a book. Only when Ji Nian quarreled with the neighbor's child and even got into a fight would her elder sister come out to help her solve the problem.
Ji Nian could not help but sigh. How powerful was Lu Shaocheng's family to grind away her sharp personality?
Even if the difference in personality between the two sisters was huge, their hearts were interlinked. As long as they looked at each other, they would know what the other was thinking. This might be the tacit understanding between the twin sisters.
Therefore, Ji Nian understood very well why her elder sister did not stop Dr. Gu and insisted on protecting Xiangxiang.
Older sister said that she loved that man. This child was her and that man's bloodline. It was her wish. It was already impossible for her to get married and only wanted a child.0
They all knew that this child was very likely to be unhealthy and she could not stop her elder sister's crazy obsession. Su Zhiliang hugged her and cried, "Thoughts. I can't care that much anymore. There's no marriage and no love. Just let me have a child selfishly. "
Ji Nian tugged at her lips and smiled. Her hand touched her elder sister's tombstone. On the photo, Su Zhiliang's smile was brilliant. When she left, she was still that brilliant age.
Ji Zhiliang, you are really selfish. Giving birth to this child is just making her suffer. If you knew earlier, you wouldn't have had this child. You don't even want marriage and love, what kind of child do you still want?
After giving birth and leaving early, why did you throw this child to her?
She looked at them and smiled bitterly. "You don't know how cruel you are, but you want me to send you off one by one."
She and Ji Zhiliang did not dare to have a marriage, and not long after her mother divorced, she found out that she was pregnant with them. Her mother was still immersed in the grief of divorce, and when she was carrying them, she was depressed. Her mother didn't even want them. If it weren't for Grandma's interference, the two sisters probably wouldn't have been able to come to this world.
As a result, the two of them were born with poor health. Their inborn insufficiency wasn't obvious when they were young. They only realized it when they grew up. The innate insufficiency brought by the mother caused problems in the heart, and how long they could live became a problem.
This was also why her elder sister said that she had no marriage or love. After falling in love with a man, she risked her life to give birth to a child for him. She was also awkwardly unwilling to tell the existence of that man's child.
Ji Nian initially did not have any meaning to her grandmother arranging for her to marry Lu Shaocheng. She only thought that... Anyway, she would not meet someone she fell in love with at first sight and would not break up in a relationship. That would be good. Constructing a marriage was not bad for her.
After marrying Lu Shaocheng and learning about the matter between him and Qiao An'er, she felt guilty. It was she who stopped them, and she also felt guilty. She endured Lu Shaocheng's dissatisfaction and made things difficult for her. She even prepared to wait for Lu Shaocheng to bring up the divorce. Who knew that their marriage would last for two years?
She had originally thought that it would be good if Lu Shaocheng did not mention the divorce. He was outside with Qiao An'er. She could just turn a blind eye to it. It was good that she had a marriage that existed only in name. At least, she was the same as everyone else. There was a marriage and a family.
Who knew that in the end, it would only turn into self-deception? This marriage still needed to be divorced. Her family still did not exist.
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