C328 You Are Shining in My World
Ji Nian felt that Su Shan seemed to have something to say to her. She did not have anywhere else to go now. Furthermore, Mu Tingye would come back to find her after buying lunch. She sat back down and did not have any intention of talking to Su Shan.
Su Shan was silent for a while and looked at her son with a slight light gaze. As if recalling something from a long time ago, she said faintly, "I only gave birth to Chengrui when I was 37 years old because it did not go smoothly when I was too old. It almost cost my life. I will never forget that kind of pain in my life. Actually, I am a person who remembers pain very well, whether physically or mentally. Especially those who have given me pain, one by one. I still can't forget it. "
Su Shan suddenly started talking to herself. The light in her eyes would occasionally disperse and gather. When she talked about people and things that made her suffer, the light in her eyes was very sharp and cold.
Ji Nian did not expect Su Shan to tell her about her past experiences. She talked about her family background, parents, relatives, miserable and strange.
Her father was in prison for drugs, her mother was being hunted down for gambling. Until now, she did not know whether she was alive or dead. Su Shan had been looked down upon and mocked by her neighbors since she was young. Everyone despised her. If she said that her parents were cowards and trash, then she was trash's daughter.
Even though Su Shan was brought to her uncle's house by her grandmother later on, she could not help but be mocked and ridiculed by her relatives. Every day, her aunt would either beat or scold her. She would say that she was a worm and eat their entire family until they were poor.
Aunt's temper was very violent. Su Shan was not allowed to eat with her uncle's family. Her seat was with Ah Hua, and Ah Hua was a dog raised by her aunt's family.
Sometimes, her aunt would quarrel with her uncle at the dinner table. When she got angry, she would throw the chopsticks. At that time, the countryside used large and heavy porcelain bowls. These large porcelain bowls would fly over and hit Su Shan's head. The hot rice and the green vegetables, which had no oil, were all over her head and face. What was more serious was that her head was bleeding from the smash.
This still could not change the concern of her uncle and aunt. In the end, she was still the one being scolded.
How could Su Shan, who walked out from this kind of environment, have any simple thoughts? In the midst of scheming how to avoid her aunt's punishment time and time again, as well as groveling to her aunt, her mind was naturally more mature than other children of the same age.
As a result, later on, she was very good at looking at people's expressions and talking. She really wanted to get rid of the poverty.
So when she met Ji Xiangjun, it was all about the matter between him and Zhuang Yuqin, and when she saw how infatuated he was with Zhuang Yuqin, her heart was filled with envy and jealousy. Why didn't the man who had such a long relationship with her, Su Shan, belong to him?
She even felt that Zhuang Yuqin was not worthy of Ji Xiangjun at all. With this kind of thought, her heart was like a devil. She started to use Ji Xiangjun's trust to secretly separate the two of them. She wanted to monopolize this man by herself.
Later on, she successfully separated the two of them. It was just that Ji Xiangjun's heart towards Zhuang Yuqin was too hard to break. She worked hard for many years before she got Ji Xiangjun's recognition. That was why she gave birth at such an old age.
Ji Xiangjun was really good to her. She said she wanted to change her name and did not want to be associated with the past, so he helped her settle it. No one knew about the past Jiang Lotus.
She said she wanted a hospital. When she was a nurse, she was always ordered around. Now she wanted to be the owner. Very quickly, Ji Xiangjun got her a private hospital.
She seemed to not lack anything. She only lacked others who did not know how well she was living, especially those relatives who used to look down on others. She encouraged Ji Xiangjun to return to her hometown, C City, and live there. She changed her ways every day to let people know how good she was living.
People said that she was vain and liked to show off, but that was her goal. She wanted to make those who bullied her regret it! So on that day, her aunt came to beg her. She saw the person who beat and scolded her every day when she was young kneeling in front of her and begging her. She was extremely happy in her heart. She admitted that there was something wrong with her heart. That was why she kicked the woman who begged her so crazily.
Ji Nian's appearance had indeed made her afraid. She was afraid that everything that she had spent so much effort to obtain would end up in vain. That was why she had the thought of letting Ji Nian die.
Su Shan never would have thought that Ji Nian would save her son. After all, it was because of her that Zhuang Yuqin died of depression.
"I'm sorry. I apologize to you for what I did previously. I already said that if you want to take revenge for your mother... I can let you do whatever you want. " After experiencing a car accident, Su Shan, who had just woken up, seemed to have become a different person all of a sudden.
She only thought that Ji Nian could disregard her past grudges and save her son. What else could she not say and apologize for?
Ji Nian frowned. Su Shan had done a lot of wrong. But this was all related to her childhood experience. Su Shan's apology could not erase the harm she had done to her and her mother. But if she really wanted to take revenge, she did not know what to do. Kill Su Shan directly? It was too unrealistic.
"I told you, if you are really sincere, then go to my mother's grave and kowtow to her and admit your mistake. As for me, I really can't accept your apology, and I can't do anything to hurt you. We will treat each other as strangers."
Ji Nian said lightly. She once thought that she would lose her life and was indifferent to all kinds of grudges and grudges. Now, she also did not want to be blinded by hatred.
"You accompany Chengrui. I will go out for a walk." Under Su Shan's stunned gaze, Ji Nian got up and walked out.
Su Shan really did not expect Ji Nian to be so calm and collected. She was even more ashamed of what she had done in the past. Carefully holding her son's hand, she suddenly felt that everything else was false. Only her son was the most real. This was her heart.
Mu Tingye carried the lunch he just bought back and saw Ji Nian walking out. She smiled at the man who was walking towards her.
He walked towards her and she walked towards him. When the two of them met, she took the initiative to stretch out her arm to grab his arm. She slightly tilted her head to look at the man who was more than a head taller than her and said in a rare gentle voice, "Ye, I want to go to the garden to eat."
Mu Tingye raised his eyebrows and looked down at the woman who suddenly became obedient. "What good things have you encountered that you are in such a good mood?"
She held him and walked out with him. Standing beside the tall man, she looked even more petite. In the long corridor, they heard voices coming from behind them.0
"Because I saw you, I was in a good mood."
"Hm? Did I really affect you that much?"
"You only know now? You've already been shining brightly in my world for a long time"
"Ji Nian, have I ever told you that if you speak too nicely, I will not be able to control myself from kissing your little mouth?"
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Ji Xiangjun and the doctor discussed the time again. They left Su Shan's hospital and went to another bigger hospital for surgery.
Su Shan and Chengrui stayed in the hospital and did not come with them. Ji Xiangjun sent many subordinates to watch over them and their mother.
The doctor did a full examination for Ji Nian and gave her a day to prepare in her heart. Ji Nian knew that this artificial heart was only temporarily replacing a person's heart. They would not give up on looking for another person's heart to transplant to her.
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