209: C209 A Painful Memory

C209 A Painful Memory

Fenng Yan had yet to recover from those beautiful memories, but he suddenly remembered something bad.

He turned his face and looked at Ye Han, who was looking at him with gentle eyes. He suddenly had the courage to tell Ye Han everything.

Although what happened in the past was very painful, it was different now. He already had Ye Han by his side. He would not be alone anymore.

What happened in the past kept replaying in his mind. Fenng Yan felt as if his heart was being squeezed by a hand, making him almost unable to breathe. He looked at Ye Han and whispered to her in a low voice.

"Ye Han, do you know. . . "

Ye Han also turned her head to look at Fenng Yan gently and silently gave him support. Fenng Yan seemed to be asking her, but also not. After saying this, he continued without waiting for Ye Han to speak.

"My mom never knew about Hee Hui's existence. Before she appeared, she didn't even hear anything about it. She only gently took care of her husband and son and gave her everything for her own family. "

This memory was too painful. Fenng Yan couldn't help but clench his fingers into a fist, and his eyes were misty.

"But. . . But how could a smart person like her not know anything? She actually knew everything, but she did not tell me anything. "

"She is still as gentle as always, accompanying me. She will cook delicious food for me to eat and make me laugh. But Ye Han, I once heard her crying when I woke up in the middle of the night to drink water. She is crying, Ye Han. "

Fenng Yan's emotions had gone out of control.

"My mother is a child from Shuxiang Family. She is well-educated and does not allow her to make a big fuss like a country bumpkin. So she will always bear with it. The next day, she will appear in front of me as if nothing had happened. Later, Hee Hui came looking for me. . . "

When mentioning Hee Hui, Fenng Yan's eyes flashed a moment of ruthlessness. The disgust on his face was not concealed at all.

"She, a third party, actually dared to come and find me. And the last straw that crushed my mother is Fenng Qi. "

Fenng Yan continued to recall the past. Ye Han wanted to interrupt him, but she also understood that perhaps it would be better for him to say it out loud.

"Ye Han, when Hee Hui brought Fenng Qi here, he was already three years old. At that time, I was only six years old. How old do you think Fenng Peimin was when I was young? He had already raised these two people outside. "

"My mother fell ill all of a sudden, like a landslide. At that time, her body was already riddled with holes. Later, at Christmas, I still don't understand what happened between them. I just happily pulled her along. I want her to celebrate my birthday with me. She agreed, and she said, She'll sleep for a while before getting up to celebrate my birthday. After that, she'll never wake up again. "

These unbearable memories crushed Fenng Yan. His tightly clenched hands couldn't help but tremble. His face was also tortured by the despair in his memories until it was as white as paper.

Now that he mentioned Fenng Peimin and Hee Hui, he even wanted them to go down and apologize to his mother. However, people like them didn't deserve to disturb her peace and quiet.

Ye Han looked at Fenng Yan who was like this. Her heart felt like it was being stabbed by needles. She did not want to see Fenng Yan torture her like this again. Ye Han turned towards where Fenng Yan was. She stretched out her arm and wrapped it around Fenng Yan's neck. She hugged him tightly and softly comforted him.

"Fenng Yan, stop talking. Please, don't think about the past. It's all in the past. I don't want to see you be so sad. . . "

Feeling the warmth coming from Ye Han who was hugging him, Fenng Yan felt that the force that had been holding him up earlier had been vented all of a sudden. He reached out and hugged Ye Han tightly. Tears unconsciously flowed out of his eyes.

When Ye Han felt the cool water on her neck, she panicked. She reached out and pushed Fenng Yan, wanting to see his expression. But Fenng Yan did not want Ye Han to see such a fragile self. He tightly buried his face behind Ye Han's neck, silently venting his emotions.

Such a low atmosphere enveloped the two of them. Ye Han reached out her hand and gently patted Fenng Yan's back, letting him hug her without saying a word.

After a while, Fenng Yan's mood calmed down a little. He was a little embarrassed in his heart, but he did not show it on his face at all. Fenng Yan stretched out his hand and let go of Ye Han. He looked back at the picture of Shen Yuzhu on the tombstone and said softly:

"Mom, don't worry. I won't let them have a good time. In the future, with Ye Han around, I won't be alone. "

Ye Han blushed a little when she heard Fenng Yan's sworn words. She glanced at Fenng Yan, who was kneeling beside her. She stretched out her hand and pressed his fingers together. She looked at Shen Yuzhu with a determined gaze.

"Mom, don't worry. I will accompany Fenng Yan on your behalf in the future. I will love him and take care of him in the future. You can feel at ease. "

Ye Han's "mother" caused Fenng Yan to be stunned. He held Ye Han's hand and was stunned for a while. He suddenly turned his head to look at Ye Han. His eyes could not hide his touched and strong love.

It was not early anymore. The moon had even appeared from behind the clouds. Fenng Yan and Ye Han exchanged a few more words with Shen Yuzhu in the cemetery before getting up and preparing to leave.

The things that had happened today were really complicated. Fenng Yan and Ye Han did not speak much on the way back. Instead, they quietly thought about their own matters.2

Just as they were about to reach the door of their house, Fenng Yan suddenly parked the car by the side of the road. The dim lights of the street lamps shone in. Ye Han turned her head and looked at the gloomy Fenng Yan under the dim lights.

"What's wrong?"

After hesitating for a while, Fenng Yan reached out his hand and broke Ye Han's shoulder, making them sit face to face.

His eyes flashed with a bright light as he stared at Ye Han.

"Han, when my mom was still here, she had always called me Yan. When she is no longer around, you can call me Yan, okay?"

Ye Han made his way of addressing her a little red, but she did not avoid Fenng Yan's gaze because she was shy. Instead, she looked at Fenng Yan with bright eyes and called him softly.

"Yan. "

After hearing this familiar and intimate way of addressing again after so many years, Fenng Yan felt warm in his heart. The tense mood because of what happened today immediately relaxed. He turned around and leaned against the chair, his head still leaning towards Ye Han's direction.

"Han, luckily there is still you. "

"There has always been me. "

Ye Han was also a little tired from what happened today. She stretched out her hand to pinch Fenng Yan's arm. An indescribable sense of happiness surged in her heart. Today, Fenng Yan took her to see his mother. From now on, She would take care of Fenng Yan. Thinking of this, Ye Han could not help but laugh. The smile on her face made Fenng Yan's heart itch.

Feeling Fenng Yan's undisguised gaze, Ye Han turned her head with a smile on her face and looked in front of her. Her hand was still on Fenng Yan's body.

"Let's go home. I will cook tonight. I will cook the dishes I bought for you at noon. "

Seeing Ye Han like this, Fenng Yan felt that life was already very good for him. At the very least, when he was in such a difficult time, Ye Han was still by his side.

Thinking about this, he couldn't help but reveal a gentle smile. Hearing Ye Han's words, he nodded at her.

"Okay, let's go home. "

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