385: C385 I Once Had a Child

C385 I Once Had a Child

"Why? Do you think I don't deserve it?" Shen Shaochuan frowned.

Gu Sang did not stop. She focused on wiping his hand.

"I am not worthy. I am not qualified to have someone else's love. That kind of thing is too extravagant for me. I cannot afford it, and I do not dare to try."

"Why don't you dare? As long as you get rid of the man beside you, you will have the chance to have love. The important thing about love is not about qualifications, but about fate."

She pulled the corner of her lips bitterly. "Matchmaker fell asleep on the day I was born. He forgot to tie the red line for me. So in this world, "she said. I have no fate with anyone. I don't have any fate with you either. You are my savior, the person I will be grateful to for the rest of my life. "But that doesn't mean that something else will happen to us."

Shen Shaochuan reached out and held her hand. He was a little flustered. "Sang," he said. What have you been through? Why are you so pessimistic and negative? You get rid of a man who hurt you and come to me. Is this so difficult for you? Even if you don't like me, you can let yourself go. You can go to other men to find love. People only have one life. Don't force yourself like this. "Don't you want to be saved?"

Gu Sang pursed her lips. She could not let him have any more hope. She had to cut off all of his thoughts today.

"No one can save me because I sentenced myself to a life sentence. I deserve it."

"Why?"

Gu Sang suddenly cried. "I once had a child. I love that child. He is more important to me than my own life. " I was ten months pregnant and the baby I gave birth to was lost by me. "

Like a child who had lost the rainbow candy, Gu Sang could not stop crying.

When Shen Shaochuan heard Gu Sang's words, he was so shocked that he could not move.

She once had a child who had been lost for five years.

Sang was 25 years old this year. This meant that she was pregnant at 19 years old and gave birth at 20 years old?

It was hard for him to believe that a girl with Sang's personality would do such a thing.

He wanted to comfort her, but he did so. He couldn't say a word.

Perhaps it was because her words had shocked him so much that he didn't know what to say for a moment.

"Does Duan Jingnian know about this?"

Shen Shaochuan put aside the temporary unhappiness in his heart and patted her back, hoping that she could feel the warmth that he had passed on to her.

Gu Sang nodded lightly, "I know."

"When did he know? Before or after marriage?"

"He knew it before the wedding."

"So... he clearly knew that you were a single mother, and he even married you. But after he got married, he didn't cherish you. " He's not a man at all. If he couldn't accept this from the start, then... Then he shouldn't have married you at all. Since he has married you, he should love you. "This is something that he can choose before marriage. Why did he wait until now to hurt you? He is a bastard."

Thinking about how Duan Jingnian had just returned home with another woman, Shen Shaochuan clenched his fists tightly. His heart was full of hatred.

Gu Sang saw that he misunderstood and quickly shook her head to explain, "No, it's not that he doesn't love me because of this. A lot of things have happened between us. We can't fall in love at all."

"If that's the case, why are you guys getting married? Is he crazy or are you stupid? "

Shen Shaochuan held her arm and said sternly, "Divorce him."

Gu Sang shook her head and turned to keep some distance from him.

"This is what I owe him. I should pay him back. The bad fate between Duan Jingnian and me. I will never be able to break it in my life. Since it is a bad fate, then let's live in sin. In this lifetime, I accept my fate. Now, I only pray that my lost child can live healthily and happily in a corner of the world. That's all. "

Shen Shaochuan looked at her intently. He saw that her firm expression was not fake.

His heart ached and he reached out to hold Gu Sang's hand.2

Gu Sang replied with an indifferent smile.

Shen Shaochuan looked at the woman in front of him who was only 25 years old. What she had experienced in her life must be beyond his imagination.

He wanted her to leave that man now. He wanted her to forget the past. This seemed to be impossible for her.

He could not save her, could not help her, and could not love her.

More importantly, she didn't need all the care and love he gave her.

How could he help her and love her?

"How did you lose the child?"

Shen Shaochuan asked.

She covered her heart sadly and wanted to cry. "In the evening, I pushed him to the park for a walk. A child came to me to ask for directions. I just turned around and pointed the way for her. My child was gone."

"Have you looked for him?"

"I've been looking for my child like crazy. I've thought of all the ways I could think of, but I still couldn't find him," Gu Sang said, shaking her head.

"What about your child's father? Does he know that you are living such a life now? Or... does he not know about the existence of his child at all?"

Gu Sang could not even shed tears. She pursed her lips and did not smile.

"I really hope that he will never know."

What she was experiencing now was more or less related to that child.

"He actually knows? Then... has he never cared about you? " If it wasn't for him, you wouldn't have become like this. Who is that man? I really want to beat him up. "

Shen Shaochuan clenched his fist. He was so angry that his teeth itched.

Gu Sang stood up in a panic.

In order to divert her attention, she pointed at a flower pot pattern of a shapeshifting wood on the table. She smiled and walked over. She squatted down. "This flower pot is really pretty."

Seeing that she liked the Little Parasol Tree that he bought for her, Shen Shaochuan squatted down in a good mood. "You like it?"

Gu Sang nodded and moved forward, wanting to see the whole picture clearly.

Shen Shaochuan immediately smelled the shampoo fragrance coming from her body that belonged to him.

His body stiffened and he tried hard to resist the impulse in his heart. He looked at her in a daze.

Gu Sang heard his breathing slowly quicken. Thinking of her current posture and actions, her face heated up and she quickly backed away.

"Yes, I quite like it."

"This flower pot is indeed more attractive than flowers. It is because of this flower pot that I bought it." Shen Shaochuan looked at her flustered appearance and lifted his lips in amusement. Fortunately, he had great self-control, otherwise he would really have gone mad.

"When I saw this flower pot, I thought of you."

Gu Sang looked up at him.

"Sang, do you like me a little bit? If possible, can you leave Duan Jingnian and come to my side? "I am not just saying. I will take responsibility for my words. I will take care of you. I like you. I am sincere. "

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