C395 You Said the Child Wasn't Dead?
Gu Sang glared at him. "Me? I don't like it."
Duan Jingnian frowned. "What do you like when you are in a bad mood?"
Gu Sang thought Duan Jingnian wanted to know her, but she was surprised.
"When I am in a bad mood, I like to do nothing and find a corner to sit quietly."
Duan Jingnian looked at her with a serious expression. He could not think of any reason for her to lie to him. He could not tell that she was a person who knew how to dance and liked to go to bars.
From what he knew, Gu Sang did like to be quiet.
"What did you do after I left that day?"
"Which day?" Gu Sang looked at him in confusion, not knowing what he wanted to ask.
"The day before yesterday, we were at odds."
Gu Sang lowered her head. They seemed to be at odds all the time. "I did not do anything. I sat quietly in the room. Then at night..."
Gu Sang thought about the night she stayed at Shen Shaochuan's house. If Duan Jingnian knew about this, he would definitely be mad at her.
"So what?" Duan Jingnian frowned, thinking that she was going to say it.
"I'm going to bed." Gu Sang pursed her lips and smiled.
Duan Jingnian really could not bear it. He hated her lying to him the most. He reminded her, "I have a friend who said he saw you at the bar that night. Do you have anything to say?"
"At the bar?" Gu Sang looked up in surprise and shook her head, "Absolutely not. I hate that kind of place. In my life, I only went with you to that kind of place."
Duan Jingnian looked at her and narrowed his eyes. He did not suspect Gu Sang but rather that picture. He remembered that there was a picture of her on the phone in the corridor. The phone in the picture was in Gu Sang's hand. It was not the one he had bought for Gu Sang.
In addition to Gu Sang's eyes in the picture, he could not associate her with Gu Sang in front of him.
"Why are you looking at me like that? You don't believe me, right? I can swear that I have never been there."
Gu Sang raised three fingers as she spoke. "If I went to the bar that day, let me... let me never find my child."
What she cared about the most was the child. What she wanted the most was to find the child. Now she swore on the child, hoping that Duan Jingnian would believe her.
"You can't find the child. You can't find any child."
When the child was mentioned, Duan Jingnian immediately had a different reaction.
What kind of children was she talking about? What child was she looking for?
Didn't Grandpa tell him that the child was already dead?
Gu Sang's eyes paused, "Our child was lost by me."
"Isn't that child already dead?"
Duan Jingnian stood up, his entire mind in panic.
He always thought the child was already dead, but now she said he was just missing.
He was not dead, but lost?
Gu Sang looked up at him who was suddenly agitated at this moment. He was at a loss as to what to do.
"I have never said that the child is no longer alive. I do not believe that I absolutely do not believe that my child's life is so shallow."
Duan Jingnian's body froze. This meant that his flesh and blood was still alive.
He shook his head in disbelief. Then why did Grandfather tell him that the child was already dead?
"How did you lose the child?"
Gu Sang nodded and her tears flowed out. "I took the child for a walk in the park. A child came to ask for directions. I pointed the way for the child and turned back to find that the child was missing."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Duan Jingnian glared at her, his anger rising.
"I thought you knew all along. I always thought you hated me so much. You insisted on tracking me to the ends of the earth because I lost my child."
Duan Jingnian fell into the chair and shook his head. "It was my grandfather. He told me the child was gone."
Duan Jingnian probably already understood what his grandfather meant.
His grandfather had told Duan Jingnian that he would never admit the child was his great-grandson. He told Duan Jingnian to forget about him as soon as possible.
Losing the child might be great news for Grandpa. Otherwise, he would not have taken the opportunity to tell Duan Jingnian that the child was no longer alive.
But Grandpa, why did you do that? That is my child after all.
Duan Jingnian felt gloomy.
Gu Sang also lost all her feelings and sat there sadly.
The two of them faced each other face to face. Their hearts were so close, but they were speechless.
After a long time, Duan Jingnian sat up straight and said, "We need to find that child. That is my child. I cannot let him wander outside."
Gu Sang nodded, but her heart was full of helplessness. "I have thought of all the methods I can think of. I have looked for the police and published the newspaper, but the world is so big. How can we find him?"
"Is there any special birthmark on that child? Or is there any characteristics of his appearance?"
Duan Jingnian shook his head when he mentioned his appearance. It had been five years. Even if Gu Sang had engraved the child's appearance in her heart, the child's appearance would still change in the end.
"That child was as white as snow when he was born. There was no birthmark on his body. The only thing that existed was that I accidentally scalded a rhombus scar on his arm. When the child was lost, the scar had not fully healed. I do not know if the scar is still there."
Gu Sang suddenly became a little excited. If Duan Jingnian was willing to help, Perhaps she really had a chance to hold the child in her arms again.
"Does he have any other characteristics?"
Gu Sang shook her head.
Duan Jingnian lowered his head in disappointment. He could not find a child that had been lost for six years.
The child was still alive, but he could not see him. Was this the punishment God gave him?
He stood up and returned to his room. At this moment, his heart was truly filled with mixed feelings.
He had never expected that child to be like this. But when he first heard that the child was already dead, he really became absent-minded.
It was already his regret that he did not stay by his side like other fathers, ever since their lover was pregnant.
He knew that he had a son. Although this child wasn't blessed, there was no need to mention how happy he was.
Even if it was the child of his enemy's daughter, this child still had his blood flowing from his body. He excitedly knelt in front of his father's grave and confessed for the entire day, but he still could not suppress the joy in his heart.
Later on, his grandfather said that the child died. He painfully committed this debt to Gu Sang.1
He hated her to begin with. Because her father had killed his parents and she had killed his child, he hated Gu Sang even more.
In his lifetime, his only wish was to torture her. Even if they tortured each other until he was sick and unhappy, he still wanted to torture her.
But he did not expect that in the end, his child did not die.
If he wanted to find that child, no matter how difficult it was, he still had to find him.
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