C1365 Still Free to Self(part Ii)
Zen Master Fa Zhao was stunned again. If these people didn't die, then Chu Yang would have died just now. Perhaps he only saw the corpses one by one and didn't see that Chu Yang was also likely to turn into a corpse.1
The victor was the king, and the loser was the bandit. It had always been this way, and between life and death, who would care about being kind?
Mercy, could sometimes only become more evil, after today, Zen Master Fa Zhao believed that the image of people fighting Chu Yang would no longer appear on Heavenly School. If there were any, they would all have died.
Zen Master Fa Zhao didn't know if he did the right thing today, but one thing was for sure, if he got involved, he would have already become a corpse. Previously, Chu Yang's argument with him was absolutely a form of kindness to him.
"Almsgiver Chu, you better take care of yourself!" Zen Master Fa Zhao felt that he might not be able to hold back from making a move against Chu Yang. He was going to send himself to his death. As a result, he left quickly with a complicated feeling in his heart. His figure seemed very lonely.
For a Buddhist, this was a benevolent act. Seeing so many people die in front of him, his heart was utterly defeated.
Of course, Chu Yang knew what Zen Master Fa Zhao was thinking, and due to Zen Master Fa Zhao, his heart was very touched. He couldn't help but ask himself, "Did I really do wrong? Did I really become a murderous demon king?"
However, he slowly calmed down. It was impossible for him to feel guilty because too many of his enemies had died. It was a form of cruelty to himself. Even if he had committed a great sin, he would forgive himself, right or wrong. His first step would definitely be to forgive himself.
It was not the first time that he had done such a thing.
Naturally, Chu Yang also understood that his current life was completely different from his previous one. In his previous life, he was just a nobody fighting against a small civilian, and he would never bear a great responsibility. However, he was different in this life. There were many people who placed their hopes on him and walked with great weight on their backs.
Such weight made him somewhat at a loss. He felt that his intelligence was somewhat inadequate, that right or wrong suddenly became very vague and indistinguishable.
"Damn the monk, this is truly giving me trouble!"
Chu Yang cursed out loud. After that, he began to explain to himself. Regardless of right or wrong, whether or not he acted according to his own intentions was the most important thing.
As for whether it's right or wrong, it doesn't matter. At most, he'll be covered with meat, and if you want to cut him up, I want to make an egg out of it.
Imperceptibly, Chu Yang's mentality had undergone a great change. At the same time, he realized that his situation was a little too small.
"I am not a great man after all!"
This was the voice from the bottom of his heart. In the end, he wasn't confident in his own abilities. Just a great man, did he know from the very beginning that he was a great man?
Although Chu Yang admired and worshiped a great man from the bottom of his heart, if he was allowed to be a great man, then he could only say one thing — F * ck you, second lord.
Cui Xinhou and the other two naturally had some feelings towards Chu Yang's current thoughts. They couldn't help but clench their fists tightly, Chu Yang had shouldered too many Eastern Wasteland.
They cursed Zen Master Fa Zhao in their hearts: "Damn you, monk, to hell with your mercy. You can't bear to see these people die in vain, but how can you endure the slaughter of people with Eastern Wasteland like pigs and dogs!"
The parrot quietened down strangely. If one were to say that it understood Chu Yang, then it should understand him the best — This swindler was not black-hearted enough!
If it were to die in more places, it would not have any feelings for it. It would take it as its own pride, and flaunt it everywhere.
Anyway, it wasn't a bird that died!
"Wa, ka, ka!" The parrot suddenly burst into laughter. Finally, it rolled on the ground and laughed out loud. "This godly bird is too happy right now. It's too happy. Chu Keng actually has a guilty conscience — Wakaka!"
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