C1793 Luo Xiu's Matter(part Ii)
He kowtowed three times. He did not promise nor did he say anything like 'repay'. The words he asked for were definitely not sincere enough. They revealed all sorts of emotions.2
In short, Ye Hai didn't look like he was going to beg for help, but it made Chu Yang even more moved.
"Perhaps, this is the first time in his life that he has knelt down to ask someone for help?"
A man has gold under his knees. That man would easily kneel down, so it was naturally because he had met with trouble.
In life, who wouldn't meet with difficulties? Who could guarantee that they would have no choice but to kneel down and beg for help one day?
This life was fine, but in Chu Yang's previous life, he could never guarantee that this would happen. The anger in his heart grew even stronger. A man with status was actually forced into such a sorry state by that bastard Gongsun Liang.
Yu Luo Xiu had his sympathy, but Ye Hai had his respect!
Not everyone could be like Luo Xiu and befriend Ye Hai. Chu Yang was extremely envious of Luo Xiu at this point, but this was a bit too much for him.
However, thinking that it was him that caused Luo Xiu to fall into such a predicament, Chu Yang couldn't say such words. But then he thought that if it wasn't for him, Luo Xiu would have ended up in the same situation.
Without him, there would be others. Gongsun Liang always had enemies, powerful enemies, and the end of Luo Xiu was already decided.
In the end, he still didn't say anything. After thinking for a while, he asked, "Is Luo Xiu always Gongsun Long's servant?"
"No!" Ye Hai spoke truthfully: "Luo Xiu chose to join Gongsun Long because of his cultivation resources. For people like us, if it wasn't for that, we wouldn't even have had a chance to come out. "
The last sentence was an explanation of his actions, but Chu Yang couldn't agree.
"What do you mean by we? [Those who have achieved great things in ancient and modern times, are few in number. I have never seen them act like you and Luo Xiu, looking down on yourself and feeling so hopeless.] If they both had the same mentality as you, they would have disappeared into the river of history, with their identities unknown! "
Ye Hai was a little shocked and secretly thought: "It seems to be true. Luo Xiu and I are both feeling sorry for ourselves."
He looked at Chu Yang again, and his heart was even more shocked, "How can Luo Xiu and I be any better? He is talented, but his status is extremely low, and he is called a despicable dog. When have we ever seen him unhappy with his low status?"
"Brother Chu, thank you for your guidance!"
Ye Hai stood up and bowed deeply to Chu Yang.
"You know, what's the most buried under our feet?"
Ye Hai was stunned. He didn't know what Chu Yang wanted to say, so he could only listen.
"Ambition, is ambition! To put it nicely, it is a grand scheme and a dream. There are countless people with their own ambitions lying on the ground, some of them may be regretting it, some of them might have failed, but they are not regretful, because they have been brilliant, and have gone all out! "
"There are some who are calmly enduring their own choices and are tasting the bitter fruits brought about by their choices!"
Chu Yang did not want to be a good teacher and teach Ye Hai anything, he just wanted to do it. In his mind, there should be many people who have a restless heart and a heart that has nowhere to put down. He wanted to pursue something, to achieve something. He wanted to let himself be restless, unable to find peace of mind.
Perhaps, even if he died, he wouldn't be able to calm down and lie in the ground unwillingly.
He naturally had a restless heart as well. However, he did not know if he should first let his restless heart calm down, calm down, and then make it easier to get everything he wanted, or if it would be easier for him to get everything he wanted along with his restless heart and endless desire and restlessness.
However, could his restless heart calm down after obtaining what he initially wanted?
"Perhaps, if one's heart is constantly restless, even after obtaining what one originally wanted, one would not be at peace. One would still desire more. After all, one's desires can never be filled."
He seemed to have his own answer, but it was only his own.
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