786: C786 I'd Rather You Ruin Me

C786 I'd Rather You Ruin Me

When the car drove far away, Nan Kui suddenly said, "Xiaobei, pull over and stop the car."

Xiaobei parked the car steadily.

Nan Kui looked at him. "Jing An probably doesn't want to see me now. Can you help me look for him? I'm afraid something will happen to him."

Xiaobei nodded.

Nan Kui opened the door and wanted to get out.

Before she left, Xiaobei asked worriedly, "Ms Nan, what about you? Are you okay?"

Nan Kui looked at him calmly and shook her head.

For so many years, Ms Nan's face did not have any joy or sorrow.

Xiaobei was used to seeing it.

But for some reason, he felt that Ms Nan today seemed to have a sea of sadness in her eyes. Just looking at it made people feel sad.

Nan Kui got out of the car.

Xiaobei said, "Ms Nan, find a place to rest first. When I find Mr Jing'an, I will call you."

Nan Kui nodded. "Thank you."

She closed the door, took a step back, and let Xiaobei's car leave.

Nan Kui weakly retreated to the side of the road and sat on the curb.

She was like a child who had made a mistake. She lowered her head and used her hands to forcefully tear at her hair.

It was as if only through this method could she not feel so stifled in her own heart.

"I'm sorry, sister. I broke my promise. I dragged Su Jing'an into this. I'm really sorry."

Xiaobei called Su Jing'an as he drove.

However, Su Jing'an did not answer the phone.

Xiaobei drove around the neighborhood, but there was no sound from Su Jing'an.

Because he did not know Su Jing'an's whereabouts, he had no idea where he was.

After nearly half an hour, He dialed Nan Kui's number.

After Nan Kui answered, she anxiously asked, "Did you find it? How is he?"

"Ms Nan, I'm sorry. I didn't find him. I looked all around the neighborhood. I didn't know where Mr Jing'an would go either. "

"I know. Thank you."

She hung up the phone. She hesitated for a long time before she dialed Su Jing'an's number.

As expected, Su Jing'an did not answer the phone.

She lowered her head again and patted her head.

After an unknown amount of time, someone suddenly appeared and grabbed her wrist.

She looked up and saw that it was Xiao Jingnian.

Xiao Jingnian had just come out of the residential area. When the car passed by the road, he saw her sitting alone on the roadside, as if she was pleading guilty.

She hit herself and then hit her forehead on her knees.

Xiao Jingnian guessed that this woman was in a bad mood, so he did not disturb her and wanted her to vent her anger.

He just stared at Nan Kui for nearly half an hour.

But after seeing her answer the phone, she became even more serious. He really could not bear to watch anymore.

When Nan Kui saw him, it was as if her fighting spirit was ignited and she wanted to pull out her own hand.

But Xiao Jingnian had already taken care of this idle matter. How could he let go just like that?

Xiao Jingnian squatted down, grabbed her wrist with one hand and pressed her shoulder with the other.

"Nan Kui, calm down. I'm not here to fight with you."

Nan Kui looked at Xiao Jingnian with hatred in her eyes.

No one had ever dared to look at Xiao Jingnian like that.

In the beginning, Xiao Jingnian was also angry. However, after a moment, Xiao Jingnian sighed and let go of her shoulder. He only held her wrist and turned around to sit beside her.

Nan Kui coldly said, Nan Kui coldly said, "I really don't want to see you now. Can you stay away from me?"

"When you went to look for me back then, what exactly happened?"

"It's already past. What's the point of bringing it up again?" Nan Kui looked at him. "What's more, what's the point? When I think about it myself, I feel that it is redundant. During those few days on the island, We were just passing by in each other's lives. That night, I didn't reject you, so I let the child exist in my womb. My mistake is even greater. What face do I have to look for you? "

Xiao Jingnian listened to her words and could not help being annoyed. You are the only one who did not tell me. You are the one who said that you came to me after getting pregnant. In the end, I did not know anything about this matter. I don't care how much you suffered in the past. In my knowledge, I only participated in the part after the child was born.

I don't know what you suffered. But I only know that I'm very wronged. "Don't you feel that it's unfair for you to hate me because of those things?"

Nan Kui smiled sarcastically. "Yes, it is all my fault. It was my fault from the start. I shouldn't have gone to the island. I shouldn't have known you. I shouldn't have entered the room with you. I shouldn't have taken the initiative to give birth. I shouldn't have let Nan Ruo take care of me... "

Nan Kui looked at Xiao Jingnian, "But Xiao Jingnian, I don't have superpowers, I don't know how to predict the future. I don't know that I will make Nan Ruo lose her life because of this. I will make Su Jing'an lose his life's love. After Nan Ruo died, I spent every day in repentance."

Nan Kui said and quietly shed tears.

Xiao Jingnian frowned and raised his hand to wipe her tears.

But Nan Kui turned her face away and used her hand that was not held back to wipe away her tears.

"Why did you want to hurt Su Jing'an? Do you know that I would rather you destroy me?"

Nan Kui was a little choked. "I heard Nan Ruo tell her love story. Every time she mentioned Su Jing'an, Nan Ruo's eyes would shine. Even an outsider like me can feel how much she loves Su Jing'an.

Because of this, every time I saw Su Jing'an, my heart would hurt for a long time. Other than acting Nan Ruo well and making Su Jing'an happy, I really don't know what else I can do to make up for the debt in my heart. You shouldn't have harmed Su Jing'an, and you shouldn't have harmed him either. "

Only then did Xiao Jingnian know why she was so angry.

After a moment of silence, he said, "I know you are angry at me for dealing with Su Jing'an, but I have always been honest. I have already told you what I want. You are the stubborn one. You clearly can't give Su Jing'an happiness, but you still insist on acting tough. Don't tell me that you think that Su Jing'an, who knows everything but pretends to be stupid, is with you? Are you really happy?

Nan Kui was silent. Before this, she had never thought that Su Jing'an already knew something. Therefore, she took it for granted that Su Jing'an was very happy.

Xiao Jingnian saw that she was deep in thought and continued, "Maybe I did touch your bottom line. But you and Su Jing'an should be awake. You two are not supposed to be married at all, because of the meaning of your existence to each other. It's all for the sake of opening the wound. I really don't understand, it is clearly a sick union. "Why are you still so stubborn?"

Nan Kui lowered her eyes and began to think about Xiao Jingnian's words.0

Xiao Jingnian tightened his grip on her wrist. "I will help him stand in the center of the stage again and let him continue to be the best doctor in the world, Dr. Su. But you also have to give up on him. Let him lick the regret left behind by that relationship by himself. Then, he will slowly walk out of the shadow. To welcome a new life, this is the right future for both of you. Can you do it? "

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