C2391 Why Didn't She Have a Mother?
Although he said he would help Little Bless build a snowman, Shen Guanlin had never tried it himself. Therefore, in the beginning, the progress was not smooth.
Seeing the third failure, Little You Yan originally had an excited expression on his face. It gradually turned into doubt about him. Shen Guanlin cleared his throat to hide his embarrassment. He quickly said, "Ah You, don't worry. It will definitely work this time!"
He did not believe it. Wasn't it just kneading the snow into a shape? He was the Great President, a man who always kept his word in the business. How could he not know?
There must be something wrong with the method from before. This time, it would definitely work!
Shen Guanlin took a deep breath. In one go, he finally made a poor snowman this time!
Although the snowman looked crooked and simple, he still succeeded!
Shen Guanlin was very satisfied with this. He looked at Little You Yan's happy cheer and was very satisfied. He said that there was nothing that could trouble him.
"Dad, one more ~"
Little You Yan clapped his hands. His eyes sparkled as he looked at ___ with admiration.
Shen Guanlin felt that even if Youyan wanted stars, he could take them off and give them to him, let alone make another snowman.
Once it was done, it was done. The second snowman was done very quickly. This time, the snowman was obviously cuter than the last one, and it was very small. When placed together with the previous snowman, it was obvious that they were father and son.
Little You Yan was extremely happy to see this, "Father is so evil ~"
Hearing this, Shen Guanlin curled his lips. There was actually a hint of complacency in the eyes of a young man.
"He looks like father, but why doesn't he have a mother?"
Youyan's childish voice made time stop. The smile on Shen Guanlin's face slowly froze. He suddenly felt that the weather had become much colder, and it was so cold that even his heart was frozen.
The relaxed and happy expression on his face slowly faded, and his eyes became gloomy and dull.
Shen Guanlin pursed his lips and subconsciously clenched his fists. He did not know how to answer Youyan's question.
What should he say?
Should he tell Youyan that his mother did not want them anymore?
Youyan is still so young, how can he go through all this...
Veins popped out on the back of his hand, and a bone-piercing cold wind blew. The pressure on Shen Guanlin's body became lower and lower, and he still pursed his lips and did not say anything.
Little Youyan was young, and no one taught him how to say 'Mama'. However, he was smart. Every day when he watched puzzle animations, he slowly learned these two words.
Subconsciously, he knew that Mama and Daddy were the same, but different at the same time. Every child had a father and mother.
But he seemed to have never seen Mommy before...
Little Youyan blinked and stared at Daddy, waiting for his reply.
After a long time, Shen Guanlin finally opened his mouth and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Soon, you will see your mother soon."
He would try his best to find Ding Ruirui. As long as she was still alive, he would definitely be able to find her!
He would not let Youyan not have a mother, nor would he let him lose the person he liked.
Shen Guanlin carried Little Youyan back to the living room and handed him over to Aunt Zhou to take care of him. He used the company's matters as an excuse and rarely left with Youyan.
Shen Guanlin lowered his eyes. He needed to find something to numb his emotions.
He went to the bar alone. He did not choose the room he usually went to. Instead, he sat on the second floor next to the railing.2
Looking at the lights, drinks, and cups around him, Shen Guanlin did not calm down. Instead, he became more and more irritated.
The alcohol paralyzed his nerves. The bits and pieces of the past with Ding Ruirui rushed up like a tide.
One cup after another, Shen Guanlin felt that he was about to get drunk, but why was Ding Ruirui's face still so clear?
He laughed bitterly, feeling terrible in his heart. It was as if there were countless needles at the same time, stabbing him densely in pain.
He could not help but wonder when he would be able to find Ding Ruirui, and when he would be able to have Ding Ruirui by his side again...
He really missed her...
He regretted, he shouldn't have done that to her. If he did it again, he would tell Ding Ruirui how much he loved her. He would give her a sense of security as much as he cherished her. He would not let her worry about personal gains and losses. He would be clean and self-satisfied, no longer putting on a show with others...
However, where was Ding Ruirui?
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