2442: C2442 The Late Love Is Worse than Grass

C2442 The Late Love Is Worse than Grass

Zhao Si Kui had long been prepared to help Ding Ruirui recover her memories, but he did not expect that she would not want to think about it.

He was stunned for a long time before he realized that she might have misunderstood.

Ever since he last saw Shen Guanlin at the bar, he had secretly investigated and found that not only did Shen Guanlin not forget Ding Ruirui, but he had also sent people to look for her.

Since Ding Ruirui disappeared, Shen Guanlin had been clean and self-disciplined. There was not a single woman around him.

Perhaps he had not fallen in love with Ding Ruirui before, but from the various traces now, it seemed that he was sincere towards Ding Ruirui.

And Ding Ruirui chose to be hypnotized back then, wasn't it because she felt that Shen Guanlin did not love her? Now that Shen Guanlin had deeply loved her, if she knew about it, would she still be unwilling to think about it?

Zhao Si Jiao was in a dilemma. He didn't know whether he should tell Ding Ruirui about it or not.

He thought selfishly that if Ding Ruirui did not know that Shen Guanlin had fallen in love with her, she would definitely stay away from Shen Guanlin. At that time, he would still be able to stay by her side and be her most important friend.

But he could not help but think that if he did that... Was it too cruel for Ding Ruirui? She had already suffered so much and suffered so much. It was so easy for her to guard the clouds and see the moon. How could he destroy her happiness because of his own selfishness?

Zhao Si Kui subconsciously clenched his fists. His rationality and selfishness were struggling nonstop.

Finally, he could not bear to see her sad, so he would rather give up and tell Ding Ruirui the truth.

Zhao Si Jiao slowly spoke, his voice hoarse, "Actually, during this period of time, I investigated Shen Guanlin and found that he had been looking for you. Ruirui, I can see that he should love you very much..."

Ding Ruirui was not moved when she heard him. She only felt that it was very funny.

Although she did not remember what happened in the past now, if Shen Guanlin really loved her, why didn't she feel it before? If Shen Guanlin loved her, then why couldn't she bear the pain and chose to leave him? She even made up her mind to abandon her newborn child and run away?

It was not that Ding Ruirui did not believe what Zhao Si Jiao said, but she believed what she saw with her eyes.

Moreover, from the moment she chose to be hypnotized, it meant that all the things in the past had nothing to do with her. Whether it was Shen Guanlin's feelings or the Ding family's familial love, she did not want it anymore.

As for what Zhao Si Jiao said about Shen Guanlin sending many people to find her, Niannian did not forget about her. She only wanted to say one thing. :

The late love was even more lowly than grass.

"[Forget it, I don't care anymore.]" Ding Ruirui smiled. There was not a trace of emotion that could be seen from her expression that she was trapped in the past.

She patted Zhao Si Jiao's shoulder and continued, "But I am preparing to leave. If I continue to stay here, I will break the peaceful life that I want."

Zhao Si Jiao was still in a daze. Ding Ruirui's choice to leave after knowing Shen Guanlin's thoughts was completely out of his expectations.

Looking at her bright and gentle eyes, his emotions also calmed down, "Where do you want to go?"

"I don't know yet. Maybe I will go to Jiangnan Watertown or Northwest Town. Anyway, it is a place where no one disturbs me."

"Okay, no matter where you go, I'll stay with you."

Ding Ruirui's eyes became slightly rough when she heard him. She hurriedly turned her head and did not let Zhao Si Jiao notice her unusual behavior.

He thought that he had concealed his feelings for her very well, but anyone with discerning eyes could see it.

Ding Ruirui knew that she was destined to let down Zhao Si Jiao's feelings. She wanted to tell him that he did not need to be accommodating to her. He should also have his own life. He was also worth being loved.

But when she saw Zhao Si Jiao's eyes, Ding Ruirui could not say what she wanted to say.

He seemed to have guessed what she wanted to say. He only looked at her quietly with a faint light in his eyes.

Zhao Si Jiao smiled and said, "Don't think too much about it. I am your only friend. How can I be at ease with you leaving by yourself? Of course I have to take care of you. I will come back after you have settled down. "

Even though he said so, Ding Ruirui did not feel relaxed. Instead, the bitterness in her eyes became heavier and heavier.0

This was Zhao Si Jiao. She was such a gentle person. Despite knowing that it was impossible for her to accept his feelings, she still thought for her at all times. In order to not make her feel burdened, he only said that this was the duty of a friend...

Ding Ruirui thought that she might not be able to pay back what she owed Zhao Si Kui in this lifetime.

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