C171 I Can't Escape from the Knot in My Heart
"Wake up, look at me!"
Le Youyou raised her head and looked at him. He was very tall, and she needed to look up to him when she was 1. 7 meters tall.
She looked up at her and there was a trace of helplessness in her eyes.
Because of the medicine, her body was clamoring with passion and relying on him. She really wanted him to touch her.
Gong Mingchuan could see the helplessness in her eyes, and he also wanted to help her relieve it. But when he saw her conflicted tears, he couldn't bear to directly touch her.
He had always felt strange, but this was the first time he felt pity for her.
Gong Mingchuan pressed his forehead against hers. His eyes were like the night sky that was intoxicated by the spring breeze, like a whirlpool in the abyss, deeply attracting her gaze. Leaning close to her ear, he asked softly, "Do you need me to relieve you?"
She looked at him helplessly, wrapped in his strong male hormones. She could not help but want to hold him tighter and closer to him. But she didn't want to continue to entangle with him.
Tears flowed down even more violently. His fingers kept wiping her tears, but they couldn't be wiped clean no matter what.
Le Youyou's tears were filled with confusion. Finally, she firmly shook her head. "I don't need you to help me. . . Let me fend for myself!"
A trace of disappointment flashed across his eyes. Seeing her so uncomfortable, he felt a trace of heartache.
Her heart was as stubborn as his. For the sake of her own principles, she always suppressed all of her emotions.
He was married. She might not be the one who cared the most.
It was probably because of Le Lee that she did not want him to touch her again.
He really wanted to tell her.
Even though he had developed feelings for Le Lee, he still fell in love with Youyou.
In this life, who exactly was the person one loved the most?
Was it the person that moved your heart when you were young, or was it the person that accompanied you for the longest time, the person that made you the happiest?
On a lonely and cold island, Le Lee and him had relied on each other for their lives. This experience had once moved his heart, but he had never received those letters of Le Lee begging for love. So many years ago, he only had her beautiful memories in his mind, but he had never let her enter his life.
But Youyou. . . Had truly entered his life, leaving behind too many unforgettable memories.
But how was he going to tell Youyou that he loved her?
Say that he loved her. She would think that he had abandoned her from beginning to end, abandoned her, and let her down.
If he said that he didn't love her, she would think that he loved his sister, and even more so refused to be with the man his sister loved.
He couldn't say anything, he couldn't say anything!
He could only silently avoid this question!
He fell into a dead cycle.
Le Youyou choked, "You have a lot of secrets in your heart. But you have never been willing to share your secrets with me. . . I am not willing to have this kind of thing with a man who is not honest. . . "
A trace of hesitation appeared on his face once again. After a moment, as if he was going to cut off all means of retreat, he calmly said," Tonight, if you want to ask me any questions, I will answer them for you. There is only one chance. After tomorrow, I will not explain it to you anymore! "
Le Youyou had a lot of questions in her heart that she wanted to ask him.
For example, the Gong family and his marriage. Her daughter's matter, and that woman who was similar to her. . . Was that his lover?
No matter how many questions she had, what she wanted to ask the most was, had he ever loved his sister? What had happened to him and his sister?0
If he once again said that the person he was interested in was his sister, and not her, what would she do?
She didn't dare to ask.
Even if she asked, he said that the one he loved was her. . . Her fate still couldn't escape that cycle of death - - - older sister is the person in the world who loves her the most, she absolutely can't be with the man older sister loves. . .
This was also a cycle of death, a knot in her heart that she can't escape.
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