C817 Death Without Regrets
It was too dangerous tonight, and there was no sound of danger around her, as if she wouldn't be able to make it through tonight.
Perhaps fate had brought her life to an end.
Thinking about the past, there was no longer so much hatred and resentment in her heart.
At least the man she once loved, Gong Mingchuan, was willing to die for her.
Although she had become a Butterfly Man, Gong Mingchuan was still alive and well.
As long as he lived well, she would die without regrets.
She was so afraid that if he knew that she was a Butterfly Man, he would no longer be able to get close to her.
After all, he loved Le Youyou, not the bacterial strain Butterfly Empress.
Le Youyou sighed in her heart. No matter who I am, I must live on.
Le Youyou booked a room and quickly entered the room. She locked the door and laid on the bed, tearing apart the fabric on her back.
The snow-white shoulder blade on her back felt a tearing pain. Two sharp wings seemed to be pushing out her skin and flesh. . .
Pain. . .
If tonight's danger could be successfully overcome, she would leave France and find a place where no one knows where to hide.
But before that, she still missed Gong Mingchuan.
She thought of despair.
She really wanted to see him, even if it was just sitting and talking.
However, she didn't dare to see him anymore.
She felt inferior.
She was so afraid that she was no longer Youyou. It was the Butterfly Queen bacterial strain. The reason she thought she was Le Youyou was because she had Le Youyou's memories.
How could such a thing happen to her?
Probably, she was destined to be immersed in loneliness for the rest of her life.
She was very pitiful, wasn't she?
Her body gradually turned cold due to the loss of blood. The blood on her hair also turned into ice dregs because of the cold air in her body.
She was so cold that she pulled open the blanket and wrapped herself up.
Why did she, Le Youyou, reach such a stage?
So cold and helpless, so lonely and helpless?
If she did not come to France, would all of this not have happened?
She would not have heard Huo Zhiqian's words, nor would she have seen the video of her falling into the sea. Perhaps she did not know that she had already become a Butterfly Man.
If, if. . . Everything was if. . .
The current her was just an abnormal being. A freak. . . She is not worthy of Gong Mingchuan's love.
As she thought about it, she felt as if a piece of flesh had been gouged out from her heart. It was so painful that she felt pain even when she opened her eyes.1
She tightly closed her eyes, and her heart was filled with despair. She held back the tears that were about to flow out. She pulled over the blanket and covered her body. She hid under the blanket and silently trembled.
The air inexplicably became cold. She curled up into a ball and touched her back. Her shoulder blade was in so much pain. Her fingers were wet with blood. Her fingers were extremely cold, and she only felt that her blood was boiling.
The wound on her back was actually bleeding, as if it would never stop.
She was not afraid of death. Because she was a Butterfly Man, the Butterfly Man would not die because of the loss of blood. Just like Huo Dieh in the past, even though she was clearly dead, she was still resurrected in the end.
Even if she was dead, at most, she would turn into a blood red butterfly after death.
Perhaps her body would not disappear. Tomorrow, someone would find out that she had died on the bed of this sloppy hotel. Her body was covered in blood, so dirty and ugly.
Perhaps the owner of the hotel was black-hearted, afraid that the corpse would cause trouble, so he spilled a bottle of corpse decomposing water on her, turning her into ashes.
Perhaps God was more merciful and let her friends find her. They would put her in a good coffin, just like how Huo Dieh was in the past, sealed in a coffin.
However, she really wanted to sleep and never wake up again. She even wanted a bottle of Corpse Transformation Water to completely destroy her, so that she could reincarnate. Perhaps in hell, she would be able to find out whether she was a Butterfly Man or a human.
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