C898 Goodbye Goodbye Forever
She said she didn't want to cry, but how could she? Pregnant people were more sensitive to emotions than anyone else. Her tears fell without warning.
She hugged Munan Shu tightly. "Shu, why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"He has already made up his mind. It won't help even if he told you. Besides, what he wants is for his mother to come back to life. We failed.
To him, living is a pain and a burden. He has decided to leave. No one can keep him."
It was because they knew Mu Ziqi's personality very well. Both of them had the same temper. If it were him, he would not live alone if Gu Qi died.
Knowing that this was Mu Ziqi's choice, Gu Qi could not help but cry when she thought about his tolerance for her these days.
"But when I thought about how we were still eating together yesterday, laughing and taking pictures, Uncle gave us those things.
I teased him that he was retired. Who knew that he was saying his last words? "Shu, I can't accept it. I would rather he really retired. "
Gu Qi really liked this gentle elder when she was with Mu Ziqi these few days.
Maybe in other people's eyes, he was a scary devil. He was crazy for love. He was an unreliable and cruel father.
But after Gu Qi came into contact with him, she only felt that he was a pitiful man who had lost his wife.
Munan Shu endured the sadness in his heart. The most painful thing was him. He knew what Mu Ziqi wanted to do and he could not stop it.
Gu Qi did not know that Munan Shu had been standing by the window last night.
"Shu, it's already so late. Why aren't you sleeping?"
"Go to sleep first. I'm not sleepy. I'll sleep when I see the snow later."
"Then come early." Gu Qi did not think much and fell asleep.
In the cold courtyard, he heard sounds coming from the courtyard. Someone was in the courtyard.
Although he could not see his face clearly and only had a vague outline, he knew that it was Mu Ziqi.
He didn't go out to say goodbye, nor did Mu Ziqi say anything. That man just stood there for a while before turning around and leaving.
The wind and snow were heavy, and the wind and snow blurred Munan Shu's vision.
He looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar figure in his line of sight as it gradually disappeared, and finally completely disappeared.
He knew that they were going to be separated forever.
Mu Ziqi had left. Perhaps he would return to the island where his mother was frozen and leave this world in a way that he liked.
Munan Shu had watched his father's back the most ever since he was young.
At first, he longed for his father's love, but later, he was hurt badly by his father.
Every time, when he was seriously hurt, he wanted his father's love.
But Mu Ziqi would only leave him with a back view, then turn around and leave. "He failed again..."
He hated, he was angry. Since his birth was a mistake, Then why was he born to suffer?
Munan Shu once hated someone. That person was his father.
Later on, Munan Shu grew up. When he saw Mu Ziqi's sad face again and again during his failures, Munan Shu suddenly did not love his father.
Because all of this was just to wake his mother up.
Not loving was not equal to loving. After he chased Mu Ziqi away, he gained true freedom.
He never thought that one day he would interact with that man again, not to mention that the two of them would put an end to their past grudges.
The moment Mu Ziqi completely disappeared from his sight, Munan Shu knew for the first time that deep in his heart, he still loved this father.
By the time he realized what was going on, tears had already streamed down his face.
"Dad, goodbye." he said softly.
Munan Shu closed the window and returned to Gu Qi's side. The chill on his body woke Gu Qi up and made her shiver.
"It's so cold." She murmured, but her body got closer and used her body temperature to warm Munan Shu.
Munan Shu felt especially cold this night. He had not slept for the whole night. His mind was filled with memories of the past few years.
Gu Qi was already crying. Munan Shu held back his sadness and comforted her gently, "Don't cry. It's not good for your health."
"Why is God so unfair? Your father is clearly so good. Why does God want to take your mother's life?"
"Silly. Things have already happened. Life and death are the things that humans cannot interfere with."
"I'm just very sad, wuwuwu..."
"Good boy, this is a form of release for him."
Gu Qi sobbed for a long time. The courtyard that used to be extremely noisy was now so quiet that it made people feel terrified.
The plum blossoms in the courtyard did not know that the master had left, but the red plum blossoms were still bright.
When Gu Qi raised her head, Munan Shu's shoulder was full of tears.
"Are you done crying?"
Gu Qi wiped her tears and nodded. She looked at the pear trees in the yard that had not bloomed yet.
"It is obvious that the pear flowers will bloom in a few days. Uncle likes pear flowers and the house is full of pear trees. It will definitely be very beautiful when all of them bloom. Why is he not willing to wait any longer..."
Munan Shu stroked her head in pain. "In another world, he will definitely meet his mother under the pear tree."
"Yes, he will."
"Shu, let's go back to Rose Castle. I will miss my uncle here. I will be unhappy every day."
"Okay, do as you wish."
Although Munan Shu's departure had made everyone feel heavy, things had already happened. This was a knot that could never be solved.
Since Mu Ziqi had given everything to Munan Shu, if Munan Shu was not willing to accept it, it would be a waste of Mu Ziqi's heart and blood.
They could only continue to stay in Paris. Munan Shu was busier than before. He wanted to take over Mu Ziqi's business while continuing to study how to cure Gu Qi's poison.
Gu Qi had calmed down a little when she returned to Rose Castle. Not long after, she persuaded herself not to indulge in sadness and to wait for the delivery.
Occasionally, she would also learn how to cook, even if she messed up the kitchen.
Every time at this time, Butler Zhen would say with a helpless expression, "Madam, you scare me. Every time you enter the kitchen, I think that there is a fire. For the sake of the child in your womb, can you not enter the kitchen?"
Gu Qi stuck out her tongue and smiled. "Sorry, I just want to personally make some dishes for Shu."1
"Madam, if you want to eat anything, just give the order and there will be a lot of chefs for you. A few days ago, when you said you wanted to eat seafood, Sir specially invited two chefs from the country for you. Now, there are dozens of chefs from all over the world.
You just need to calm down and rest. If you need to rest, then rest. If you have nothing to do, walk around more. Don't cook anymore!"
Ever since Gu Qi was pregnant, she wanted to eat this and that in a while. Even if she was only thinking about it, what she wanted to eat the next day would appear on the table.
"Miss, if you are bored, make a DIY. Look, I bought some thread. You can sew some small shoes for the baby.
"Okay." Gu Qi felt she was bored to death. As her stomach swelled, there was less and less things she could do. She could not jump and jump like she used to.
Gu Huan demonstrated to her and tried her best to calm her down. Gu Qi also learned very seriously and said that she wanted to knit a sweater for Munan Shu.
Gu Huan smiled at her, "It's already spring. Wearing a sweater is too hot!"
"It's already spring."
Yes, Miss, flowers are blooming. "
"Wakabayashi Rika has also bloomed, right?" Gu Qi suddenly said.
"That's right. Even the pear blossoms have bloomed. It's a pity that you like medicinal roses. Sir has planted roses for you all over the courtyard."
"Little raccoon, accompany me to a place tomorrow."
"Okay."
Gu Qi arrived at Mu Ziqi's house. She pushed open the door and the floor was covered with white pear flowers.
Walking into the house was like walking into a fairyland. Although there were people cleaning the yard every day, the pear flowers swept the wind and fell one after another.
Standing under the tree like a rain of flower petals, Gu Huan had a smile on her face, "Miss, this place is so beautiful."
Gu Qi raised her head and looked at the snow white flower petals that reflected the blue sky. She softly muttered, "Uncle must have seen Auntie, right?"
"Yes, they must have met already."
Gu Qi walked around and seemed to be able to hear her own laughter and laughter in the past. That short but deep memory would always be engraved in her heart.
"Little raccoon, let's go."
"Miss, are we not going in to take a look?"
"No." She knew that all the furnishings were still the same as when she left. Going in would only add to her sadness.
The door closed behind her. "From now on, this place will become a pear garden."
"Okay, Miss. I'll tell Ah Wang to let him do it."
Gu Qi looked at the old residence and slowly looked away.
Uncle, even the flowers have bloomed.
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