C968 What Are You Crying for I'm Not Dead yet
Munan Shu saw him lying in his arms. Roar! His fingers stroked her long hair. It had been many years since he last saw her, but her hair was getting longer and longer.
"What are you crying for? I'm not dead yet." Munan Shu pampered her.
Although he had become very extreme, Munan Shu felt very lucky that Gu Qi had returned safely.
He was a very contradictory person. On the surface, he looked like a god, but what he did was like a demon.
Gu Qi covered his mouth, "Don't say that word."
Munan Shu gently held her hand and looked at her with tears in his eyes, "Little Qi, are you afraid that I will die too?"
Gu Qi had felt it since the day she knew him. He was a strong person. She had never thought that he would be old, die, and tired.
If a person was too strong, people would ignore him. He was just a human, not a god.
When she did bad things, she was willful. That was because she had never seen Munan Shu's weak side.
Gu Qi only realized it when Munan Shu fell. The god in her heart would also be in danger.
No one knew how scared and frightened she was at that moment. The god in her heart had collapsed.
"I'm scared. I'm scared to death. I'm sorry, Nanshu. I'm really sorry." Gu Qi's tears flowed down Munan Shu's neck.
"Don't be afraid. I won't die easily when you come back." Munan Shu comforted her gently.
As he spoke, he coughed again. Gu Qi quickly brought him a tissue and found that he spat out blood again.
When she spat out blood, she was afraid at first. Later on, she got used to it. Now that she saw the people around her spit out blood, she knew what kind of fear it was.
"Nanshu, what happened to your body?"
His skin was originally white, but now, it was so white that there wasn't even a hint of blood. It made her extremely worried.
"I won't die." Munan Shu weakly replied, "Water."
"I'll pour it for you now." Gu Qi took the risk and quickly fetched him a cup of warm water. Munan Shu took out a medicine bottle from under his pillow and took the medicine.
He would not care if he coughed in the past. Unless Ah Cai Ah Wang supervised him.
If a person gave up on him, Nothing you say is in vain.
After taking the medicine, Gu Qi used a hot towel to wipe his face. His face was the same as before. There was no signs of aging, but his eyes were different.
Gu Qi thought of Munan Shu's father. If it was not because of that old voice, who would know his true age?
Mu Ziqi had taken the first version of the medicine, which had a lot of side effects. After Munan Shu's improvement, the side effects had become very small, so their voices and looks did not become old.
"Nanshu, why did you make yourself look like this?" Gu Qi touched his face with heartache.
She hoped that he was still the gentle but strong Munan Shu and that she could get into trouble. The current Munan Shu was very weak. It was as if a gust of wind could blow him down.
"Little Qi, I've waited too long. I don't have any patience. If you don't come back this time, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for you for too long."
"Nonsense. You clearly said that you would accompany me to my old age. I don't allow you to die. You are not allowed to die." Gu Qi had never seen him in such a weak state before. Tears dripped down one by one.
"You only slept a few times. Do you know how difficult it is for me to endure? Every day, every night - do you know how I passed it?
It is too hard. It has been more than 20 years. " I finally understood my father's thoughts back then. I also know why he chose to leave in the end - because living is too painful. "
"Without her, every day is torture.
"I won't allow you to say such things. Now that I'm back, the poison in my body has been cured.
Right, we still have three daughters and a son. "You look like their brother. From now on, our family will be very eye-catching when we go out.
You haven't met my family yet. We haven't even held a wedding yet, and I still want to give you a child. You're not allowed to die, do you hear me?
If you die, I will remarry and bring you back to life from anger. "
Munan Shu was so weak that Gu Qi was afraid. She was afraid that when he spoke, he would close his eyes forever and never wake up again.
"You are still so naughty." His smile made her heart ache.
Gu Qi hugged him again. Aoao! She cried, "Nanshu, I'm sorry. I was really wrong. As long as you're alive, I won't make you angry anymore.
I'm not messing around anymore. "In the future, I will obediently listen to you. Don't die, okay?"
"But didn't you want to give your heart to Little Qi again? If you change your heart, why should I still be alive? I shouldn't have waited for so many years. I might as well die earlier."
"No, no. I only want you to live." Gu Qi finally understood why he would rather let her live than have children back then.
At that time, as a mother, she felt that it was natural for the mother to think for the child.
She did not consider Munan Shu's feelings. Now that she saw Munan Shu lying weakly here, she suddenly felt that as long as he was alive and well, she could give up anything.
People were selfish. She could not blame Munan Shu at that time because she had the same selfishness today.
Among Little Qi and Munan Shu, if she could only choose one person, she had already chosen Munan Shu deep in her heart.
She wanted Munan Shu to live well. Even if others thought she was selfish, even if it meant using her life to exchange for his life.
"Really? Are you just lying to me and secretly giving your heart to her?"
Gu Qi could really do this kind of thing. Back then, he had made a thorough plan and in the end, he still let Gu Qi escape.
"From now on, I will stay by your side and take good care of you. I will not go anywhere. Promise me that you will also live well, okay?"
Munan Shu held her in his chest, "With you around, how can I bear to die?"
He had waited for so many years, so how could he bear to leave her again?
Munan Shu's body was weak, but it was not as bad as what he said. As long as he rested well, he would recover in less than half a year.
The reason why he said these words was to make Gu Qi stop thinking nonsense and make him worry all day long.
"Nanshu, promise me that we will grow old together. In the future, I will be by your side obediently and make up for the years that I left."
"Okay." He smiled gently.
Gu Qi smiled. She knew that as long as he agreed, there would not be any changes.
The two of them talked for a while more. She only felt relieved after confirming that Munan Shu was fine for the time being.
Seeing that he was very weak, she did not want to disturb him anymore. Ah Cai said that he had not slept well these years.
Although Gu Qi still had many things to say to Gu Jin and the others, she knew that if she left Munan Shu, Munan Shu would definitely not be able to sleep peacefully.
"I will go wash up and accompany you."
Munan Shu grabbed her hand and refused to let go. He was like a stubborn child.2
Gu Qi patted his cheek, "Just ten minutes. I haven't washed up properly since I came from China. Don't worry, even if you chase me away, I will never leave you again."
Only then did Munan Shu let go of her. "Just ten minutes."
"Yes, ten minutes."
Gu Qi jumped off the bed and opened the wardrobe. The furnishing was exactly the same as twenty years ago. On one side was his robe and on the other side was her clothes.
Knowing that she was coming back, Munan Shu specially asked someone to buy new clothes. They were all according to Gu Qi's previous preferences.
He took the robe to the bathroom. Even the things she liked to wash up were the same as before.
She went home - Gu Qi only had this feeling.
Originally she wanted to take a good bath and promised him ten minutes, Gu Qi quickly took a bath. Her hair was still dripping water, so she ran out wet.
"Look, I didn't overtime."
Munan Shu got out of bed and Gu Qi quickly supported him. "Don't get up. You are weak."
"You are not that weak." He brought a hair dryer and blew her hair like before.
After being separated for so many years, all of this seemed like a dream to the two of them.
Gu Qi laughed as she cried. She leaned into his arms. "You still love to cry when you're so old."
"I thought I would never see you again in my life." Gu Qi's life was not easy either. Every time she slept, she was afraid she would never wake up again. What about Munan Shu? Fortunately, she survived.
Munan Shu stroked her fine hair, "It's good that you're back."
There were fireflies dancing outside, and some unknown bugs were chirping. He hugged her and quickly fell asleep.
Gu Qi looked at the outline of the man's face and gently touched it.
Nanshu, I'm back. This time, I won't leave.
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