190: C190 Their past

C190 Their past

However, Qin Yue had waited for a long time this time. Time seemed to have frozen, and Jian Ran had yet to appear.

Qin Yue was not willing to wait foolishly anymore. He started to search and did not let go of every corner of the room. He flipped over and called her name, "Jian Ran, Jian Ran -"

He searched again and again. His call for her name was repeated again and again, but he still could not find his Jian Ran.

"Qin Yue, I am here. Why can't you find her? When did you become so stupid?"

Jian Ran's voice sounded behind Qin Yue again. He immediately turned around. But the room was still empty. There was no trace of her.

"Jian Ran..." He laid on the bed and picked up the pillow that she often slept on to smell. There was still her hair fragrance on the pillow.

Because he did not rest for a long time, Qin Yue fell asleep in a daze.

When he was sleeping soundly, Someone poked his face with a finger. "Qin Yue, the heavens are too unfair. I gave you such a good family background, but you still have such a beautiful face."

"Jian Ran, stop messing around!" Qin Yue reached out his hand to grab the hand that was causing trouble on his face, but it was empty again.

Qin Yue suddenly woke up. He was still alone in the room.

He could not see Jian Ran. He only felt empty in his heart, with cold wind blowing from time to time.

He got up and walked to Jian Ran's desk. There was a painting rack beside her. The painting rack was an unfinished painting.

Qin Yue picked up the brush and wanted to complete her unfinished painting, but he drew and drew. The more he drew, the more he did not know what he wanted to draw.

"Mr. Qin, why are you so stupid? You destroyed my drawing. I hate you."

"Jian Ran, I..."

You are so stupid. Don't talk to me. "

"Jian Ran, don't hide. Come out and let me see you."

Why could he hear her voice but not see her person? Where was she hiding? Why couldn't he find her?

"Qin Yue, this place is too big. It's not convenient to live here. Why don't we move back to our original place?"

Jian Ran's voice sounded again. Qin Yue suddenly thought of something and rushed out like a madman to drive back to Dream Science City, where they lived when they were newlyweds.

He opened the door and saw two pairs of couple slippers on the shoe rack. One was big and the other was small. The big one was his and the small one was hers.

This was the one she chose when they were shopping at the mall. At that time, she said to him with a red face, "Mr. Qin, are you willing to wear a couple's slippers with me?"

At that time, he did not speak and only nodded.

Although he did not like wearing those childish shoes, she liked it. He was willing to accompany her because she was his wife. He hoped that she would be happy.

Because the house was often taken care of by people, the house that no one had lived in for a long time was still unstained. It was clean and clean. It was as if the two of them were still living here.

After passing through the entrance, The first thing he looked at was the kitchen. In the past, whenever she came back from work, she would always be busy in the kitchen. When she heard him open the door, she would stick her head out of the kitchen and greet him: "You're back. The food will be ready soon. Go wash your hands. "

"Okay" Qin Yue nodded and looked at the direction of the kitchen. It was as if Jian Ran was still busy in the kitchen, cooking the Boiled Fish that she was good at and adding onions that he could not eat into the Boiled Fish.

"Jian Ran..." He called her name but did not dare to approach her again. After a few times of disappointment, he knew that as long as he approached, she would disappear from his sight.

"Mr. Qin, why are you standing there and not moving? Quickly go wash your hands. We can eat soon." She turned around and said to him with a smile.

"Okay." Qin Yue still nodded, but he still did not move. He was afraid that if he turned around, she would disappear again.

"Mr. Qin, I want to give birth to a little monkey for you."2

Jian Ran, who was in the kitchen, disappeared. She stood in front of the bedroom door and looked at him nervously and shyly.

Qin Yue also remembered this sentence. That was what she told him when they came back from the hospital the other day. That night, she became his real wife.

She was obviously so shy, but she had done such a bold thing to him.

If it wasn't for the fact that she wanted to be with him forever, with her personality, she definitely wouldn't have done such a thing.

"Jian Ran, do you really have the heart to do this?"

After she left a mark that could not be erased in his life, she used such a cruel method to disappear from his side, pushing him into the Seamless Hell, and tasted the pain of thousands of insects corroding his heart.

He didn't want any children. He also did not want any woman. He only wanted her, the one and only Jian Ran in the world - his Jian Ran!

"Qin Yue, will we continue walking? We will not separate, right?"

She had always asked him this kind of question a while ago. Every time she asked him this kind of question, her expression would be so sad.

She was originally such a confident person, and she always said she believed in him. However, she was still not that confident in their future.

She must have encountered something that caused her to be like this, and he actually didn't see anything.

Why did he not see through it?

If he had guessed what was on her mind earlier, wouldn't today's incident have happened?

What exactly happened that he didn't know?

Qin Yue walked into the room they had lived in for a few months. He seemed to see how she looked when she helped him wear a tie for the first time.

Her face was so red that it was completely red. She lowered her head and nervously and attentively helped him.

He hid in the room and searched everywhere for traces of Jian Ran. He did not know how many days he had been muddle-headed.

"Wahhhh!" The clear cry of a baby suddenly came from outside the thick door. Qin Yue's body suddenly stiffened, but he quickly reacted.

He hurriedly ran to the bathroom to wash his face and then tidied his clothes. He felt that he did not look that old, so he went to open the door.

Outside the door, the baby's crying continued. Qin Yue's hand holding the door handle did not move for a long time.

Qin Yue closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He turned the door and opened it.

Outside the door, Jian Ran was looking at him with a smile while carrying their child. But he only blinked his eyes and the person in front of him turned into Qin Xiaobao and a strange woman. The strange woman was holding a baby and the baby was still crying. It seemed to be very sad.

"Brother, this is the baby. You can hug her." After Qin Xiaobao said that, she signaled the newly hired wet nurse to pass the baby to Qin Yue.

Qin Yue looked around but did not look at the little baby. Once again, he did not see the person he wanted to see.

Finally, he retracted his gaze and looked at the baby held by the strange woman. It was the child of him and Jian Ran. It was the only thought she left for him.

He stretched out both hands and hugged the child with trembling hands.

He did not know if it was because he had a telepathy or not, but just now when the baby was being hugged by him, he stopped crying. He just kept sobbing, as if he had suffered a lot of grievances.

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