C231 Opportunity to Pursue You
Jian Ran quietly turned to look at Qin Yue. He was wearing a white shirt and was standing straight. He raised his chin slightly and looked straight ahead. He looked like a perfect statue.
However, what Jian Ran saw was not only Qin Yue's noble temperament and handsome appearance, but also his heart. It was as if he was surrounded by endless loneliness and pain. He was so lonely and helpless.
In Jian Ran's few memories, she had never been in love, and she did not know what kind of feeling love was.
She had heard people say that love was like a double-edged sword. It could become the opponent's armor and also the opponent's weakness.
Now, Qin Yue, who had lost Jian Ran, was a person without weakness and armor.
That "Jian Ran" had given Qin Yue the most beautiful thing in the world. When she disappeared, she had also silently destroyed everything that belonged to Qin Yue.
The current Qin Yue was still as dazzling as before, standing in the crowd, but his body seemed to be covered in a thin layer of ice, so cold that no one dared to approach him.
In Jian Ran's opinion, the most desperate and helpless thing about Qin Yue was that his wife smiled and said that she would wait for him to come back, but when she came back, the two of them were separated by Yin and Yang. They would never have the chance to meet again in this lifetime.
But to Qin Yue, those were all things of the past, and there were even crueler things for him now.
His wife was right in front of him. As long as he reached out his hand, he would be able to touch her, but she wouldn't remember him.
An invisible wall separated him and her, separating them on both sides of the wall. They could hear each other, feel each other, but not touch each other.
The Buddha said that life had eight hardships: life, old, sickness, death. Love to be separated from each other, hate for a long time, unable to beg, unable to let go.
Love to part with each other, beg for. Unable, unable to let go...
Qin Yue suddenly laughed. His laughter was low and deep. His narrowed eyes under his golden glasses seemed to flash with tears.
Jian Ran looked at his smile, but she felt that it was even more unbearable than watching someone cry.
"Our child is safe and is currently growing healthily. She is very cute and sensible. She is practically all the fun in my life." Qin Yue tilted his head and looked at Jian Ran. He continued, "When the mother of the child was pregnant, she told me. When the child is one year old, we will go and take a family portrait. In the future, the child will take a family portrait every year when he grows up. "
But there will never be a chance to complete a family portrait!
Jian Ran could not help but feel sad for Qin Yue.
Qin Yue's deep and magnetic voice gently knocked on Jian Ran's heart again and again. She even wanted to go up and grab his tightly clenched fists to give him a little strength and comfort.
But Jian Ran did not do that, and she did not have the right to do so.
She did not even know what Qin Yue wanted to bring her to see his dead wife.
Just when she was uncertain, she heard Qin Yue say in a deep voice, "She has left me and my child for three years. Three years have passed. Should we forget about her?"
He was asking Jian Ran, but she believed that Qin Yue already had his own answer in his heart. He did not want her answer, so Jian Ran did not respond.
Jian Ran did not say anything, but she was thinking for Qin Yue in her heart. One should look forward when one is alive, and not always live in the past.
If Qin Yue's wife knew about it in the spring, she probably did not want to see him suffer so much. She definitely hoped that he would forget about the past as soon as possible and start a new life with the cute Little Ranran.
"Jian Ran..."
Qin Yue suddenly shouted the word "Jian Ran." Jian Ran did not know whether he was calling his wife or her, so she did not answer.
"Give me a chance. Let me chase you."
Qin Yue's low and sexy voice reached Jian Ran's ears. Jian Ran was shocked by Qin Yue's words until her head buzzed. Was there something wrong with Qin Yue?
He first told her a lot of stories about him and his wife. Before she could digest that sad story, he said that he wanted to pursue her in front of his wife.
Although his wife had already passed away for three years, it wasn't good for him to say that he wanted to pursue another woman in front of his dead wife.0
But thinking about it carefully, Jian Ran could also understand. It was because she was somewhat similar to Qin Yue's deceased wife that he did a series of unbelievable things.
When he said that he wanted to pursue her, he was afraid that he did not really want to pursue her. Instead, he treated her as his deceased wife. He wanted to start over with his deceased wife.
Qin Yue's gaze followed Jian Ran closely. He wanted to get Jian Ran's affirmative answer. During the time he waited, he was so nervous that his hands and heart broke out in cold sweat.
Jian Ran, on the other hand, smiled apologetically. "Mr. Qin, although I am also called Jian Ran, I am me. I have nothing to do with your wife. I do not want to be someone else's substitute."
Jian Ran's reply made Qin Yue feel as if his heart had been seized by someone. He suddenly felt suffocated, and it took him a long time to recover.
His burning gaze stared at Jian Ran and once again asked solemnly, "Jian Ran, if you are not a substitute, then you are you. Then are you willing?"
Jian Ran had returned. She had forgotten everything that had happened in the past. Then she would be a brand new Jian Ran. Whether it was the previous Jian Ran or the current Jian Ran, to Qin Yue, they were both his Jian Ran.
He could pretend that Jian Ran had truly left the world three years ago, and that she had once again pursued a brand new Jian Ran, so that they could start anew.
Because he knew that Jian Ran had many suitors by her side, Qin Yue felt a lot of danger. He did not have time to wait. He had to let Jian Ran accept him as soon as possible.
Even if he could not accept him, he hoped that he could protect Jian Ran and prevent anyone else who wanted to pursue her from getting close to her.
Jian Ran originally wanted to reject him, but when she met Qin Yue's gaze, she didn't say anything.
Even she did not know why, but she did not want to see Qin Yue so sad and reject his words. She even felt a little guilty.
However, in the end, reason won over emotion. Jian Ran shook her head and said very calmly, "Mr. Qin. Did I do something that made you misunderstand? Actually, I really did not have any improper thoughts about you."
Jian Ran, I want to pursue you. " Qin Yue grabbed Jian Ran's shoulder and said, "I don't want you to admit that it has anything to do with me. I just want you to give me a chance, a chance that I can pursue you."
Jian Ran said, "Mr. Qin, I really..."
Qin Yue interrupted her and said, "Let us get to know each other and get to know each other. "If you feel that I am not a good person in the process of getting to know each other, it is not what you want. You can ask me to cut off our relationship at any time."
Jian Ran shook her head and said, "Mr. Qin, this is not fair to you."
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