1855: Uncertainty

Uncertainty

Le Tian raised her head and took a deep breath. To them, this relationship had become their biggest ravine. This was even more terrifying than a one-night stand.1

She was not sure what kind of relationship they had during that year in the parallel space.

Did she really love this man?

Ding Yuejia came back with his phone in his arms. He stood at the kitchen door and blinked his big eyes innocently at Le Tian. "Mom—"

Le Tian took a deep breath. After drying her hands, she lifted Ding Yuejia while standing up. "Alright, go rest for a while."

Ding Junqi left the room and placed his hands on his waist. He was not sure if he was angered by Le Tian or by himself. 

Lin Xuan happened to come out from the opposite door, and her little personal assistant followed behind her.

"Oh, dear. Has Best Actor Ding gotten chased out?" Lin Xuan said as she scanned Ding Junqi, who had regained his composure, up and down. "Seems like your son has quite a special tutor. She can even chase her boss out?"

Ding Junqi looked at her coldly and turned to walk away.

"If you have the time to gossip, why don't you think of a way to improve your acting skills? Don't make people feel like they're acting alongside a mummy every time in a shared scene," Ding Junqi insulted her coldly. He placed all the anger that he could not vent on Le Tian on this woman.

Lin Xuan pursed her lips tightly. She stomped her feet forcefully before following after him.

After coaxing Ding Yuejia to sleep, Le Tian sat on the carpet beside the bed and chatted with Wen Shan. She told Wen Shan about the argument she had with Ding Junqi earlier.

Lil Shanzi: [Tsk tsk tsk, I think you two will be like this for the rest of your lives. Aren't you two the best exhibit for 'beating and scolding are the manifestations of love'?

Born Optimist: [Get outta here. How's that possible with that man?]

Lil Shanzi: [What you're afraid of is that you didn't give birth to a child because of love in that memory. But that memory has become a thing of the past forever. It's impossible to remember. Why must you still care?]

Born Optimist: [I'm afraid that one day, I'll suddenly recall that Yuejia is just a child from our one-night stand. If that happens, I don't think I'll be able to deal with all this.]

Lil Shanzi: [So what if it was a one-night stand? Aren't there a lot of people who marry before they love each other? It's fine as long as you two are in love now.]

Born Optimist: [No such thing as love. It's not edible either.]

Lil Shanzi: [You're afraid that Ding Junqi thinks that it was love at that time that he wants to start anew now. However, once we recover our memories, Ding Junqi will suddenly realize that it has nothing much to do with you, and he's never loved you. Then, he'll regret it, right?]

Born Optimist: [Hur hur—]

Lil Shanzi: [Don't overthink this. Gu Juexi has already said that the possibility of recovering our memories is zero. Our memories have long since been sucked away by the parallel space. Perhaps our memories about that period of time are the result of distortion from what happened then.]

Born Optimist: [Anyway, that's why I have no good feelings for him.]

Lil Shanzi: […]

Lil Shanzi: [That makes sense, too.]

Lil Shanzi: [So, what do you plan to do now? You've already promised Yuejia.]

Le Tian snapped her head around to look at Ding Yuejia, who was sound asleep with a pillow in his arms. She had thought of compromising for her child, but now—

Lil Shanzi: [Anyway, I think it's possible. My aunt is very nice. At least, you don't have to worry about the relationship with your mother-in-law. Of course, you can pretend that my aunt's mother-in-law doesn't exist, and you don't have to care about those weirdo relatives either.]

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