Chapter 139 I'm going back
Lin Zihao was shocked by the calm expression in her eyes and felt a chill in his heart. He panicked and retorted loudly," I won't!" That was just before! How did you know? Did Murong Jue tell you that? He was talking nonsense! "I really don't want to lie to you." 2
"He didn't tell me. He did n' t tell me anything."
"How could that be?" "How did you know?"
"I guessed it." Actually, it was easy to guess. From the first time Ruan Chuchu she could suspect that it was Lin Zihao, but she still chose to trust him. After all, when he told her that he was a friend, she believed that he was sincere.
Ruan Chuchu looked at the shocked Lin Zihao and a trace of sadness finally appeared in his calm eyes." I'm easy to lie to, am I?"
The sadness in her eyes was like a huge rock that was pressing down on Lin Zihao heart, making him almost break his heart. This time Lin Zihao he was at a loss. He explained in a panic," No, I really didn't lie to you..." "I didn't mean to lie to you. Everything I said to you was true. Chu Chu, I' m sorry. I really didn't think that I would cause you so much harm. I just promised my friend to help him, but after contacting you, I did n' t lie to you anymore."
Lin Zihao was truly panicking. Even he himself felt that his words were laughable and powerless. After all, it was true that he had lied to her, and it was also true that he had used her. This was something that no one could refute.
"Chu Chu, I'm sorry. I really know that I was wrong. Otherwise, I would n' t have come to you. I really want to take you away this time. I'm only taking you away for Zhao Gongxue. I' m taking you away from Murong Jue. I know I've used the wrong method. I did n' t help her anymore. That time, I regretted it."
Ruan Chuchu looked at the scene in the amusement park outside the window and saw the doll's funny performance. He smiled as if he did n' t hear Lin Zihao explanation and didn't feel his panic. He just said indifferently," I really want to have fun. That was the first time I went in to play and said that I was accompanying you. Actually, I wanted to go myself. I also want to thank you for giving me this opportunity."
Lin Zihao didn't want to hear what she said. He sat on the spot and thought of Ruan Chuchu sincere smile from before. His heart ached and he could n' t speak again.
"But now, I think that when I'm with you, there' ll be a camera watching me and waiting for any ambiguous photos to be taken. I feel that those memories are terrifying and disgusting." Ruan Chuchu looked at Lin Zihao, his calm eyes, and every word he said made Lin Zihao eyes feel a little more shocked.
He couldn't say anything to refute, so he could only open his mouth silently and weakly, his eyes filled with grief.
He had finally personally destroyed the bond between the two of them.
"You're right. As long as you feel better, whatever you say, I want you to forgive me." The Young Master Lin, who had grown up in love, had never had such a low attitude, but the person opposite him remained indifferent and looked at him coldly and distantly.
Ruan Chuchu this time, his heart really turned cold.
Her words carried anger, grievance, and disappointment.
She had thought a lot about it at home, but no matter what kind of excuse she had, she couldn't explain what Lin Zihao had done. She had been angry, sad, and suppressed all of her feelings for the past few days. It was in front of Lin Zihao that such a calm and indifferent Ruan Chuchu.
He didn't know how sad she was after he found out the truth, nor did he know that she had really treated him as a friend and had contacted him without any defenses.
No one would forgive him if he traded his heart for betrayal.
Lin Zihao knew, but he was still hopeful. He looked at Ruan Chuchu, anxiously explaining, and apologizing. He was too flustered. He had never really liked him. The techniques he used to coax people didn't work, and he could n' t think of it. He could only tell her again and again that he was sorry, asking for her forgiveness.
He should have thought of this long ago, but he always had a fluke. He thought that as long as he took Ruan Chuchu away, the previous matter would be erased. He and Ruan Chuchu still had feelings, and Ruan Chuchu would forgive him.
However, he didn't expect that the deeper his relationship became, the more painful it would be. It would be harder to forgive him.
After Ruan Chuchu listened to his explanation, he still sat down. The look in his eyes was also cold, as if covered with thin ice, causing Lin Zihao voice to gradually quiet down.
"How did you forgive me? "I really just want to take you away. Can you give me another chance?" His voice carried a trace of begging.
Ruan Chuchu couldn't bear it. She said," You do n' t have to do this."
"Then why don't you follow me? I promise it will be the last time! "I'll take you away, you..."
"Enough, Lin Zihao." Ruan Chuchu looked at him, sad and unbearable. He was like a spoiled child. He didn't know how to love her, and he did n' t know how to do that. Now, Ruan Chuchu didn't want to see such a panic." Do you think I' ll believe it again?"
His words made Lin Zihao face turn pale. He smiled bitterly," I-I really didn't know it would turn out this way. Why ca n' t you give me a chance?"
Lin Zihao still didn't understand that there were some things that could n' t be undone. When he chose to help Zhao Gongxue, he had already chosen to hurt Ruan Chuchu. All he wanted was to take Ruan Chuchu away, not to Ruan Chuchu it well.
Everything was going according to his hospital. He wasn't really thinking about Ruan Chuchu, so he was in a panic and did n' t know where the problem was.
"When I first saw you, I thought you were a playboy in a sugarcoat. It was very annoying. Later on, I thought you were very considerate. There would always be a lot of fun with you. "When I was sick, you were by my side. I thought, if I didn't know about those things, I might really cherish your friend."
She cherished the meaning of Ruan Chuchu. She would not give up or leave. Even if Lin Zihao finally broke up with her, Ruan Chuchu would not forget him.
She remembered that it was this person who took care of her and found a way to cheer her up. After she didn't like his slippery tone, she slowly changed. He looked smart and sophisticated, but he was actually a young master who had grown up with honey jars. His mind was simple and straightforward.
Unfortunately, all of this was fake.
Ruan Chuchu got up and left. When he heard Lin Zihao cry from behind, he said," I like you. Ruan Chuchu, I love you."
He knew she wouldn't believe it anymore.
Ruan Chuchu figure paused for a moment and did not stop to walk out.
As he watched her figure gradually disappear, Lin Zihao sat in the same spot. With the colorful background of the Foreign Affairs Amusement Park in the glass window, he sat blankly like an abandoned child.
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