40: Chapter 40 Warmth

Chapter 40 Warmth

Bai an saw my movements and rushed over to help me." Xiao Ke, don't act recklessly. You' re lying in bed right now. Have you forgotten what the doctor said?" 2

Doctor?

That's right. The doctor said that if I was n' t careful, I wouldn't be able to protect the child. I raised my head and was just about to say something when I saw Bai an staring at my leg His face turned even paler.

I lowered my head and my pants were dyed red.

I couldn't say a word anymore. I could only hold on to the bed sheet tightly. I hoped that someone had broken a layer of red cloth in front of me. I hope that I was wrong. I hope that this was just a nightmare that I was afraid of having no children.

However, the pain was sharp enough to irritate every nerve in my body. I raised my head and smiled at Bai an," Bai an, I think I really can't protect my child this time."

Then, I couldn't hear anything. I felt my entire body go numb. It was dark in front of me, as if there was a Bai an calling me.

It was already midnight when I woke up. The smell of disinfectant filled my entire nasal cavity. My head was drowsy. I remembered what happened when I was young. When I got sick and went to the hospital, I knew to cry and call my mother.

Mommy, Mommy, I could hear my own voice. Then, a thunderclap struck me. My Mommy was no longer here. And my child, I am my child's mother.

I opened my eyes and sat up abruptly. There was an intense pain in my lower abdomen, and I immediately fell down.

Bai an rushed over from the chair." You can't get up yet. You just finished surgery!"

"Surgery, what surgery?" I looked at him with an empty gaze. I could only hear his voice Bai an, but his face was very blurry.

Bai an didn't say anything, but I suddenly laughed again. In the middle of the night, I could hear the laughter of ghosts wailing and howling like wolves.

As I looked at Bai an, his face gradually became clearer. I put away my smile and whispered," I know. My child is gone, right?"

Looking at Bai an ugly expression, I knew I was right. He was so angry that he couldn't breathe. Actually, from the moment I woke up, I had already thought that the child would definitely not be able to protect him. The doctor had said last time that there was no more business. Before I fainted, my lower body was covered in sticky blood. I knew that the child had left.

Bai an touched my hair and said," Xiao Ke, it's fine. There will be children in the future."

I didn't know how ugly my smile was." Yes, I know." Anyway, this child wasn't mine sooner or later. Even if he was born, Qi Mu wouldn't recognize him. "If I told Qi Mu to carry him away, I would rather he die in my stomach like this."

I rubbed my stomach. Forget it. At least I had a child in my stomach. A living little life. It could be said that I Qin Ke n't be alone in my life.

I closed my eyes and heard Bai an say from the side," Rest well now. I'll go find Qin Mi."

She was like a dead person in the hospital. After lying down for a week, I felt a bit stronger and wanted Bai an to bring me along to find Qin Mi.

After searching for half a month on and off, the police station had gone to countless times. The two of us posted small advertisements on the streets day and night, asking people everywhere. We had traveled everywhere we could, but there was no news at all.

At noon, I really couldn't take it anymore. After dinner with Bai an, I lay down in the shop for a while. After a while, someone pushed me. I thought it was Bai an, so I looked up and said," I'll lie down for a while longer. I' m really dizzy."

"Don't look for me if you feel dizzy. I ca n' t find you anyway."

I was shocked and quickly widened my eyes. It wasn't Bai an, it was An Qingze.

Ever since I made a sarcastic remark about An Qingze, I had never seen him again. For a moment, I felt troubled and stared at him blankly for a long time.

An Qingze amusedly waved his hand in front of me and said," You must have been blinded by the sun."

When I realized what was happening, I pushed away his shaking hands and got up to leave. An Qingze grabbed me and pulled me back to the chair.

"What are you doing?" "I'm very busy. Did n' t you see it?" I waved the leaflet in my hand. I wanted to find my sister. Qin Mi was the only family member I had left in the world.

An Qingze glanced at the leaflet and said," I just said, don't look for it. I ca n' t find it anyway."

"What did you say?!" I was so angry that I took a stack of leaflets and waved it at An Qingze head. However, he did not dodge.

I cursed angrily," An Qingze, I didn't know that you were so vicious right now. Even if I did n' t treat you so politely before, it was because I didn't want to continue pestering you. "You're fine. Now that I' m looking for my sister, you're still here to mock me."

As I cursed and cursed, I didn't know what was going on. My eyes turned sour and I could n' t continue. After that, I simply ignored everything and started crying again.

An Qingze looked at me crying and his face was filled with heartache. He reached out and hugged me. I struggled symbolically and then leaned on this shoulder to cry.

For so long, from his father's suicide to his mother's transformation into a vegetable, he had Qin Mi turned into a psychopath. After that, he got close to Qi Mu for revenge. After five years of debt repayment and exile, it was his mother's death, Qin Mi's disappearance, and my child. I really couldn't stand everything.

Although she told herself every day that I could do it and that I had to be strong, I really didn't know what else to do when things had reached this point.

Everything was constantly pressing on me. I felt like all my nerves had collapsed. An Qingze body smelled like grass. It reminded me of everything that had happened five years ago.

Five years ago, after leaving the An Qingze, I didn't even have the time to feel sad or the chance to go too far. Revenge

I didn't know how long I had cried. I lifted my head from An Qingze shoulder and pushed him away. I said in a hoarse voice," Sorry, I did n' t control my emotions." "Thank you," Wang Yao said.

An Qingze grabbed my hand and said," Where are you going?" "Go find Qin Mi?"

An Qingze palm was very warm. I didn't break away from him. Perhaps I was really too cold. Even if I knew the faint warmth, I still wanted to grasp it.

I nodded." Yes, I must go find Qin Mi. I only have Qin Mi family left."

An Qingze frowned and said seriously," Don't go. You ca n' t find Qin Mi."

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