124: Chapter 124 I really love you

Chapter 124 I really love you

I opened my mouth and was just about to speak when my phone rang. I lowered my head and it was An Qingze. My hand trembled as I looked up at Qi Mu uneasily. As expected, the moment my Qi Mu gaze swept across my phone, it clearly turned cold. 0

I immediately felt as if my life was over with Qi Mu. Then, I saw Qi Mu smile on the corner of my mouth turn increasingly gloomy. The call had already been made. No matter how he explained it, Qi Mu wouldn't be happy to listen to me.

While I was still thinking about it, Qi Mu suddenly approached me and gently kissed my earlobe. I subconsciously closed my eyes and felt Qi Mu aura. It was so clear that my missing aura surrounded me. Qi Mu, my heart slowly filled with unwillingness and unwillingness.

I opened my eyes and wanted to tell him that I loved him. He was wrong. I wasn't an iron heart, nor was I new. I loved him and always loved him. Perhaps, five years ago, I had fallen in love with him. Perhaps, I just didn't dare to admit my love. The entanglement of attachment and being unable to escape was always permeated by the traps of fate.

In fact, I could see that the image of that person in my heart was so clear that it was Qi Mu.

But the moment I opened my eyes, what I saw was that in Qi Mu star-like eyes, there was a dead-heart-like grayness. My heart immediately felt as if it was about to be torn apart in the next second.

Those words and sentences that were about to be blurted out, Qi Mu I love you. I really love you, but why don't you believe me?

"Qin Ke, remember how much I loved you and how much I hate you right now." The man I loved was right in front of me. His face was still full of affection, but the judgment in his mouth seemed to be a final statement. The last thing I would do in my life was fall in love with you.

However, it didn't matter. In the future, he would only love her. You and An Qingze, you'd better hug each other tightly and cherish every minute and second that you' re together now.

Because in the future, every bit of your happiness, I will pull the silk thread inch by inch to stir the cocoon, exposing it to the sun, drying it and turning it into sand!

Remember? Qin Ke Don't forget what I said. As long as I Qi Mu still alive, I will fulfill my promise."

A long time after Qi Mu got out of the car, I was still stunned. My body was numb and I couldn't return to my senses. I clearly saw love in Qi Mu eyes, but I could also see pain and cruelty. It was because of our deep love that we couldn't return.

I looked at the villa from the window. The lights were on, but there was no Qi Mu. In the past, he had bought this place for our wedding, but in the future, I had disappointed him too much.

What right do I have to blame Qi Mu for not believing me? What right did he have to blame him for not loving me anymore? After all, from the beginning, I had lied to him. It was my own choice. It was already the inevitable outcome between us today.

I just sat in the car and stared at every window of the villa. I didn't know what else I could hope for. Even if he appeared, how could I have the courage to catch anything?

An Qingze call broke my numbness and silence.

"Where are you?" "Why aren't you back yet? How's it going with the company's termination?"

On the phone, An Qingze's voice was full of worry. I let out a long breath, making it hard to hear anything unusual." It's fine. The supervisor's attitude towards me is very good. I' m afraid I won't have any chance to cooperate in the future, so I ca n' t help but chat a few more times. I'm going back now."

"Oh, okay. I'll wait for you at your house."

I hung up and turned to look in the direction of the villa. Nothing, nothing. Qi Mu didn't even leave the last bit of nostalgia for me. What could I hope for?

He couldn't help but smile bitterly. Perhaps it was time to forget. I couldn't repay An Qingze affection for me. Since she was destined not to have love, then at least I would give the child in my stomach a happy future.

I lowered my head and gently touched my already high stomach. My child, my child and Qi Mu's child, no matter what, Mommy still protected you. I don't have anything I want to miss anymore, so what I have to do is to give you a good life, and then perhaps as An Qingze said, return to where we should have been.

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She started the car and left.

When he got home and opened the door, An Qingze sat at the table by the window. When he turned around to look at me, his eyes were moist. My heart trembled, and then a flawless smile appeared on my face." Have you waited for me for a long time?" I thought you'd be busy for a long time. "I didn't expect you to come back first."

An Qingze stood up and naturally took the bag from my hand. Then, with a gentle smile, he said," I told you where I can go and you won't let me accompany you."

I shrugged." I'm pregnant and not disabled. I do n' t want to trouble you so much."

An Qingze's movements froze. When he turned to look at me, his eyes shone with an injured light. I suddenly realized that I might have hurt him again. My politeness and alienation would definitely make him feel uncomfortable again.

"I..." I wanted to make it up.

However, An Qingze had already spoken.

"Ke'er, do you know how much I wish you could trouble me a little more? Although it seemed selfish and despicable to do so, it made you stay by my side because of my kindness, or because of habit and dependence. But what could I do? "It seems that everything I can do now is to serve you."

An Qingze said helplessly. A trace of regret and sadness flashed across her face. That sort of thing would still pierce my heart.

"An Qingze, don't say that. You' re An Qingze, have you forgotten?" "How many girls like Senior An? What nonsense are you saying?" I tried my best to make my smile easier and more natural. I was afraid that An Qingze would bring me into a bad mood. In that mood, I was afraid that I couldn't control myself.

I couldn't give him more, but I could n' t stop myself from wanting to enjoy the more he gave. Therefore, all I could do was take less and take less. I was afraid that I would not be able to repay all of this.

An Qingze looked at me with a faint look of disappointment in his eyes." What's Elder An? It's all about years ago." "Right now, I'm just a pitiful person who wants to keep his lover."

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