125: Chapter 125 Leave

Chapter 125 Leave

"An Qingze, I've decided to go to England with you." 2

When I said that, An Qingze eyes shone, but after a moment, they dimmed.

"Is it because I'm too pitiful?"

I quickly shook my head and grabbed An Qingze hand." No, An Qingze. Don't say that anymore. We do n' t need these words. You know me the best, so I can't lie to you. I must admit that five years ago, I loved you, and five years ago, I really fell in love with Qi Mu.

But now, whether it was our own choice or fate's arrangement. It was impossible for me and Qi Mu. I've always wanted to push you further because I do n' t think I can afford it. Right now, I still can't give you any answers, but An Qingze, give me a chance, I will work hard.

Just like you said, I will forget the past. I will work hard to return to the path we should have existed in the first place. "I will work hard to do it, so I've always been the one who's sorry for you. Don't say anything pitiful in the future, okay?"

An Qingze holding me, I could feel his excitement and joy.

An Qingze said that he was pitiful, but wasn't I the so-called "pitiful person "?

In these five years, no matter what choice we made, no matter what happened, no matter what we wanted in the first place. In the end, none of us won. In the end, we all lost.

As I sat on the plane to England, I looked out the window. The ground gradually became distant and small. He suddenly remembered that five years ago, when he first saw Qi Mu, he had a faint look of confidence and youth on his face. His perfect face had a trace of lightness between his brows.

Qi Mu won't believe me anymore. There wo n' t be any more interactions between us, right? Perhaps, between Qi Mu and me, there was always something missing.

Qi Mu words echoed in his ears. Would he really come to find me and seek revenge? Even if it was hatred, I suddenly felt that he could always remember me and gave me a hint of hope. In the blink of an eye, I also felt sad for my abnormal expectations.

Since when had he actually relied on this humble and pitiful hope to keep a certain connection with Qi Mu? From this moment on, the connection between us and the connection between all possibilities would only exist in this ridiculous excuse.

When they arrived in England, although An Qingze said that it was a return to our original trajectory, it was still quite different from when were studying in England five years ago. An Qingze found a hotel for me to stay at. It was only a week before he found a place to stay.

The big house and the surrounding environment were all pretty good. I stood on the balcony and breathed in the foreign air. This was the city where I had lived for years.

"Because your body isn't convenient, you did n' t buy a villa. Instead, you chose a residential area with a good environment, and the type here isn't bad. "It's always better to have more people. If there's anything, just shout out and someone can help."

An Qingze put a shirt on my back.

I smiled." Yes, it's not bad here. I do n' t want to live in the wilderness either."

An Qingze paused for a moment before looking at me mysteriously." Haven't you noticed yet?"

I looked at him in confusion. An Qingze sighed in disappointment." Aiya, it seems like it's really been too long. You' ve forgotten all about it." "Didn't you notice that this place is very familiar?"

"Familiar?" I looked around again and suddenly found that it was a large playground just across the road. There was a sports field. It was near the school.

I couldn't believe it as I turned around to look at An Qingze. From his smiling eyes, I saw a positive answer.

"This is near our school back then." I covered my mouth and was still a little surprised.

An Qingze hand naturally rested on my shoulder." After dinner, we can go out for a walk."

I glanced at his slender fingers in an unnatural manner. Since when would An Qingze and I become so unfamiliar?

It had always been difficult to get used to a person and to a life. But it had always been a long time.

"It's really a familiar place. You' re really serious." I changed my position without leaving a trace and also drew away the An Qingze's embrace.

An Qingze's expression flickered for a moment, but she still smiled faintly and said," For pregnant women, we need to take more walks and have a good life."

I couldn't help but glance at him." You said you' re a man who knows so much about having children."

This time, An Qingze just smiled and didn't say anything.

Speaking of having a child, I suddenly thought of Lin Anru. When I left, she was pregnant, but I didn't know what was going on.

I asked An Qingze worriedly," You've already come to England with me. Are you planning to go back?"

"Of course, I definitely don't plan on going back," An Qingze said calmly. I know what you're worried about. You do n' t have to think too much about Lin Anru. As long as you know that I'm the only person Qin Ke my heart, I' ll only protect you and the child in my stomach. That's enough.

"Ke'er, I ca n' t explain a lot of things to you right now, but you have to trust me. I'll definitely take you as the first priority."

I was surprised. I didn't ask for such a guarantee from An Qingze. I just felt that as a mother-to-be, Lin Anru even though I didn't like it, since An Qingze already admitted that the child in Lin Anru stomach belonged to him, how could I just let it go?

However, I could tell that An Qingze didn't want me to ask about this anymore. If An Qingze could help me so much and let my child and I settle down here, what right would I have to blame him?

As the child grew older and closer to birth, I began to be able to handle and accept more things. For example, because I was not feeling well at the late stage, I rarely thought of Qi Mu. When she slept at night, her mind was full of fantasies about her child's appearance. After dinner, she An Qingze a walk. She was also busy remembering many memories of her past at school.

My mood often alternated between calm and longing. A peaceful and peaceful life made me more accustomed to and cherish the present time. I began to believe that the best choice and ending for me might be the life now.

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