129: Chapter 129 Jealousy

Chapter 129 Jealousy

I shook my head." You don't have to worry about what stupid thing I' ll do. An Qingze Qin Ke you know, is it really such a person? "Could it be a person who has suffered a setback and a blow and will only seek death?" 1

I will be sad because I am a human, but I will not despair, nor will I lose hope for the future. I will never. If my child died, I would not forget him or hatred. However, I would live better. Only by making myself stronger would I have a chance to take revenge, have a chance to have another child, and give him a truly peaceful and happy life.

If Qi Mu left my life, I would make him regret it. One day, I would stand in front of him and Lin Anru again. I would make him regret not letting me die with the child.

"I want to raise a child." I'll tell An Qingze.

An Qingze was stunned for a moment before nodding and saying," That's good. There's a child at home, so it'll be a little more lively."

My condition with An Qingze was pretty good. It was easy to raise a child. When I first saw that little girl, I couldn't help but think of my child.

That little girl was two or three months older than my child. The people at the orphanage said that this child was abandoned by his family at the hospital because of his congenital deafness.

I brought her home. Although she was still very young, I still saw sadness in her eyes. I felt the same sadness as her, probably because we all lost the most important existence in our lives.

I held her in my arms and kissed her tender skin. I thought I would do my best to make her happy.

I started writing songs again. I wanted to do the best I liked. This time, I will not give up my dream for anything. I had no worries, so I could only try my best to become stronger.

An Qingze started working on the agency. He said that he would be my strongest supporter. I didn't reject him. I became the first artist in An Qingze company.

"Swamp Flower, this song is really famous." An Qingze looked at my new song and said.

I just smiled faintly. This wasn't enough. It was still too early. I was going to become the best. I was going to become an existence that could not be shaken, whether it was Qi Mu or Lin Anru, whether it was Qi or Lin.

I spent a lot of effort on the creation of this song "Swamp Flower ". Every time I sang" I think I'm a rose blooming in the swamp. I' m still longing to see you in the abyss." I always thought of Qi Mu face.

I knew very well that everything was over between me and Qi Mu. And I would never forgive him for what he had done. However, even so, I still selfishly let myself go. In a corner of my heart, in a sense that no one knew, I kept thinking of him.

Mindfulness was just mindfulness. It wouldn't interfere. In the end, my goal was to let him and Lin Anru pay the price. I won't have any more children. Every night, there is no one at the end of the darkness. I hugged my body and imagined that when my child was still in my body, it would be a fulfilling feeling.

But every time, the feeling of rushing in was the same as when he had lost him. The experience that was terrifying to the extreme was rambling under every inch of my body's senses.

I felt like my consciousness was about to be swallowed by that terrifying feeling. The next second, I would fiercely open my eyes and strangle my neck. Only the feeling of dying could make me feel that I was alive.

Pain. The words Qi Mu and Lin Anru left behind for me. How could they be described and summarized simply? No matter what the price was, it wasn't considered excessive. As a woman, I would never have my own child again. What they had done had completely destroyed my last hope.

The new song was very lucky and received good reviews in the industry. When An Qingze brought me to receive the award, I still felt like I was dreaming. However, when he was standing on the stage, he suddenly thought of this award. Misisi had also taken it before.

At that time, she looked so happy and excited. However, Su Mei soon revealed that she was Misijie sister. Even the award she had finally won was cancelled.

It must have been a year or two ago. At that time, I had just had my first baby in my stomach, and I was planning to live a good life with Qi Mu. But now, everything was gone. Everything seemed like a lifetime ago. Misisi was no longer my friend, and she did not know where Qin Xiaoyao was hiding.

I had thought that one day, when I stood in a place where everyone was watching, Misisi might come looking for me. Misisi love Qin Zhi'ai, she should n' t hurt him. I think she needs time. If I had the ability, I would be willing to help Misijie injustice.

An Qingze company Lechuang, because of this award, it was considered to be a formal one. Originally An Qingze wanted to bring me alone, but I didn't want him to use everything to fulfill my dream. I asked An Qingze to recruit a batch of newcomers. I could also bring them to a variety show.

There wasn't a notice on Saturday. He wanted An Qingze to take the little girl with him and go to the company headquarters. Who would have thought that from afar, she could see a girl in a pink-green skirt rubbing against the An Qingze edge in the transparent office.

I raised my brows. I know this girl. She's called Mo Siyu and she's one of the newly recruited people. His potential was pretty good. His appearance was sweet, and he had a lot of connections with the audience. However, this Mo Siyu was interesting to An Qingze. It wasn't like it had been repeated once or twice. They were also women, so they were definitely sensitive. Just from what I could tell, it had happened many times.

I shrugged and pushed the door open. Mo Siyu turned around and saw me, I stood a little further away awkwardly. My eyes were calm. There were some things that weren't enough to stir my emotions.

"Are you busy today?" I didn't even take a look at Mo Siyu and directly said to An Qingze.

An Qingze glanced at me and immediately said to the Mo Siyu beside him," You can go out first. We'll talk about that program when the time comes. After all, it depends on who the audience wants to go up."

Mo Siyu bit his lip and looked at me with a bit of unwillingness. Then, he left with a face full of dirt.

I looked at Mo Siyu back and walked to the window. I put the curtains down before turning around and saying to An Qingze," This little girl really likes you. Can't you tell?"

An Qingze curled her lips and said," What's wrong? Is Ke' er jealous?"

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