136: Chapter 136 Give me a little more time

Chapter 136 Give me a little more time

I didn't reject An Qingze kiss or his actions to pull my clothes apart. Obviously, it was n' t as difficult as I thought An Qingze I just had to treat myself as a Qin Ke that was still in school many years ago. 0

However, without warning, that person's face still appeared in his mind. The disappointment and hopelessness in his eyes hurt my eyes. Those stars-like eyes were the ocean that I could never cross.

"An Qingze, I'm sorry." I cried.

An Qingze movement stiffened. He looked at me in pain. The pain in his eyes was so obvious that I felt suffocated. The person who didn't want to hurt the most was An Qingze, but why could n' t I do this?

"An Qingze, can you give me some more time?" I lowered my head and did not dare to look into his eyes. The pain in his eyes could stab me to death.

I still need time. I need to chase the scent of Qi Mu out of my body completely. Three years had passed, but I still couldn't do it completely. But I had to do it. I also believed that I would do it.

Actually, it was fast. However, I really needed some time. I loved Qi Mu for a long time and hated him for a long time.

An Qingze looked at me for a long time before finally sighing." I know, you still can't do it." "Ke'er, I do n' t want to force you, but I've really waited very hard."

I could only nod," I'm sorry, An Qingze, I' m sorry."

From the past until now, all I could give An Qingze seemed to be sorry, although of course I knew that he didn't need to be sorry.

"It doesn't matter. I' ll give you time. I'll wait for you."

An Qingze smile returned to his face. He tidied up his clothes and stood up to stay away from me. Actually, I knew that An Qingze would always compromise. He always did this. At least in front of me, he always lost to me.

Actually, how could it not be like this? The person who loved so much was destined to lose. However, I didn't have the heart to tell An Qingze to continue losing. I' ve already lost to Qi Mu. I don't want to An Qingze to wait.

I paused for a moment before raising my head again to meet An Qingze gaze that was clearly still tinged with disappointment.

"An Qingze, what I just said is true. I think we can get married. I want to marry you."

An Qingze was stunned. He let go of the hand that was tightening his collar in surprise." But, you ……"

I smiled bitterly." Sorry, I still need some time, but this doesn't prevent us from getting married. Unless, An Qingze you will despise me."

An Qingze immediately shook his head." Of course not. Even if I'm told to wait for the rest of my life, I will." "You know, I only love you, so there's no difference between waiting and waiting."

I lowered my head and chuckled. How could I not cherish such a good An Qingze and such a warm An Qingze?

"Then when will we get married?" An Qingze couldn't wait to ask. He looked exactly like a young man who had just graduated from school.

My heart was warm." I can go and get the certificate tomorrow. It's just a form anyway." "It's enough if we decide to stay together."

An Qingze eyes turned red. I could tell that he was enduring.

"Do you know how long it has been since I've been waiting for you to say this?" I thought we would never return to the past, but now, I have hope. "Ke'er, promise me that if you do n' t love me anymore, you'll definitely let me know right now. Do n' t tell me that at the moment of my greatest hope, I still need to worry all this is just a dream." An Qingze said.

I was slightly startled, and then my eyes were filled with bitterness." An Qingze, I will be with you. We will definitely answer back then."

How could I not bear to promise him? And over the years, I was really tired. What I was looking forward to the most was that I could return to the past.

I pulled down my An Qingze and placed it on his chest, which made me feel at ease. An Qingze heartbeat was clearly audible in my ears. It was the sound of my heart beating during the years, including the many annual meetings in the future. I listened carefully. I sincerely hoped that this kind of calm would last forever.

"Then, are you going to find Qi Mu?" An Qingze asked me.

I closed my eyes. This was the only thing I couldn't let go of.

I lowered my voice and replied," That's my child. My last hope in life, but they cruelly deprived me of my rights as a mother. I ca n' t let it go!"

How could I act like nothing happened? How much I had expected the birth of that child back then, and how sad I was when I lost him. No mother could forget the pain of losing her child. No!

"But we already have a little crescent moon, right?" An Qingze said in a hoarse voice.

Thinking of my little Qin Yue, I closed my eyes and felt a faint smile on my face. I knew that An Qingze didn't want me to continue my revenge. He hoped that I would be able to completely break contact with Qi Mu group of people. But I couldn't let it go. In the past few years, apart from my work, I had spent almost all my free time investigating the Qi family.

I saw the conflict between Qi Yu and Qi Mu. My goals and plans were roughly planned.

"Of course I love Little Crescent, but they took my child's life. I ca n' t pretend that nothing happened. I can't do An Qingze!" I said angrily.

Every time I thought of that terrifying night, the feeling that my entire body was empty when I woke up. The feeling that my child and I were separated, I instantly felt like I was on the top of a cliff. There was no guarantee of life. There was no way to hide that fear.

An Qingze sighed helplessly." It's impossible to deal with the Qi family overnight. Is n' t it good for us to use our time to live our lives?" Hate him, aren't you tired? Moreover, there was no love. Where did it come from? You always said that you needed time. Even if you were willing to marry me now, you still needed time.

Ke'er, I' m An Qingze. I'm the world's favorite person, so you don't have to lie to me. Even if you would never love me in your life, I would still be by your side. "That's why, Ke' er, you know that I don't want to, and I do n' t have the heart to look at you. I'm in pain."

I looked into An Qingze eyes and said," I know what you're worried about. I wo n' t. I swear. I will not love Qi Mu, nor will I be shaken. "My child is gone. He scared Lin Anru killed him. This is the only connection between me and him."

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