Chapter 139 I will give him happiness
"Do you want to go and see Little Yue Ya'er?" I looked at Su Mei and said. 2
Su Mei stared at me in surprise.
I smiled." It's been three years. You have n' t seen An Qingze. I think you miss him too." "Looking at her secretly, I'm sure she' ll feel even more uncomfortable. Even if she can't be a husband and wife, she can still be a friend. Why do n' t you go back and play with me?"
Su Mei tears rolled around his eyes, but they didn't fall down. She only nodded. When she looked up again, her gaze became much gentler.
When I brought Su Mei home, Little Yue Ya'er was quite happy. This child had been like this since he was young. She did n' t recognize him at all. Instead, she seemed very willing to be close to Su Mei.
"Mommy, what's this auntie doing? She looks so cute wearing glasses." Little Yue Ya'er said in a soft voice.
Su Mei smiled until her eyebrows curved." Heavens, this little girl's mouth is too sweet."
I smiled as well and patted Crescent Moon's head." Yes, my mouth is quite sweet. There are a lot of sweet words. They are very similar to her father."
After I finished speaking, I took a special look at Su Mei. Her expression really quietly dimmed. I pursed my lips. Actually, I did it on purpose. I did have some intention to bring Su Mei back. I want Su Mei to see that An Qingze and I live happily ever after.
Su Mei was a person who truly loved An Qingze. If she had to force her, it would most likely have the opposite effect. There was actually something Su Mei was right. If the crescent moon's photo was exposed, it would be a troublesome matter for An Qingze and me.
Although I didn't object to exposing my relationship with An Qingze, we were planning to get married anyway. As for the matter between us, I always felt that it was best to let nature take its course.
However, Little Moonfang was different. I really didn't want to let her grow up under the public's eyes. What I wanted to give to Little Moonfang was a carefree, painless time like other children. Even if Su Mei really exposed this matter, An Qingze and I wouldn't be helpless against it. However, if I could avoid this kind of regret, I would try my best to do it.
I looked at Su Mei and looked at the time on the wall. Then, I deliberately said," An Qingze're almost back. Today, he said he' ll be back for dinner early." "I'm going to get dinner. You can play with Little Crescent for a while."
Su Mei was stunned for a moment before nodding awkwardly. Then, he suddenly said hesitantly," Well, since An Qingze want to come back, I'll leave later."
I quickly said," Why are you leaving?" I'll order more dishes. Just stay here and help me look at the child. "Also, didn't you come just to see An Qingze? Could it be that you really came to see the child and left?"
Su Mei paused for a moment and said hesitantly," You really want me to see An Qingze? But Qin Ke, why did you let me come to your house, and why did you let me see An Qingze? "And the child, aren't you afraid that I will take the child away?"
I smiled and said," Reporter Su, to be honest, I have a plan. I asked you to take a look. An Qingze and I were having a good time now. Of course, the main reason was that An Qingze had a good time. I know your true feelings for An Qingze, so I know very well that you will never do anything that makes An Qingze sad. That's why you did n' t expose Little Yue Ya'er's photo directly but called me in private, right?
Reporter Su, do you still remember what you said to me three years ago? You said that if I could give An Qingze happiness, you would be willing to help us. You said that you were willing to do anything as long as you An Qingze happiness. "Back then, I only had Qi Mu in my heart, but now I can answer and promise you. I will give him happiness, so please rest assured."
I saw Su Mei eyes turn red again. Little Yue Ya'er chased after him and did n' t understand what we were talking about. She just took a tissue and said to Su Mei with a worried expression," Auntie, why are you so sad?"
I turned around to get dinner. I knew my little angel would definitely comfort Su Mei. I didn't tell Su Mei Little Crescent's true identity. I only hope that I and An Qingze know this secret for the rest of my life.
When they were in the kitchen, they could hear Su Mei and Little Yue Ya'er happily in the living room from time to time. I think they got along very well. Suddenly thinking of what I said to Su Mei, he couldn't help but get distracted.
I said this to Su Mei because I could only be confident enough to convince her that An Qingze and I would have a good life. But even I felt a little guilty. Can I really give An Qingze happiness?
During the past three years, I knew An Qingze had been waiting for me. Although he had never forced me to marry, I knew that An Qingze was waiting for my reply. His questions had been placed in front of me long ago. Everything was between my choices.
He sighed deeply. His life was really good, except for the injuries that I couldn't forget. Since I had said that I would marry An Qingze, I would not go back on my word. Since I told Su Mei that I would give An Qingze happiness, then I'll try my best to give him happiness.
Perhaps, I was the only one who hadn't been able to walk out. Qi Mu face swayed in front of him again, but that person was just a mistake. It was a part of my life that should have happened.
Bai an had been right to persuade me back then. Now that he thought about it, if he had given up on his hatred and didn't do anything stupid that he could n' t do, perhaps he wouldn't have provoked people like Qi Mu and Qi Yu. As for An Qingze and I, they had been living their lives as they should.
And I wouldn't lose two children or even the right to have a child. Those were all mistakes. They were mistakes of choice. However, the funny thing was that there was no way to go back on what had happened. All I could do now was live better.
It was different from the child who had just come out of school back then. Although it was still a hatred that could never be forgotten, the current me wouldn't rush over to take revenge without care. I would always be thinking about what to do as I kept making myself better.
But what was more important was that I already understood. I won't let An Qingze worry for me all the time. I wo n' t create bad memories for the crescent moon, and I won't waste every minute and second of my life thinking about someone that I do n' t even remember.
Qi Mu and Lin Anru, the price would definitely be there, but they wouldn't be in a hurry. I would wait. I would wait for the opportunity to be in front of me. I would wait for the moment when I had the ability to change the fate of the Qi and Lin was the moment when they paid the price.
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