Chapter 141 He wants me to be jealous
An Qingze eyes became warm and moist. Then, a warm smile appeared on his face." Yes, we are a family of three." "It's getting late. Then I' ll go back. Go to bed early." 2
I nodded.
That night, not long after An Qingze left, Su Mei number sent me a message.
"Qin Ke, of course I know your intentions. It's just to tell me that you and An Qingze are having a good time. But An Qingze wasn't a liar, or he did n' t even bother to lie in front of me. I could tell that although the two of you had lived together and their relationship was different from three years ago, there was still some sort of separation between them.
I'm almost certain that you deliberately placed that thing between you. I don't know how you' re thinking about Qi Mu and your past, but I can still clearly feel that An Qingze feelings for you will only increase.
Just as your goal had been achieved, I would not expose your daughter's photo. Just like you said, that's right. I did n' t intend to do that in the beginning. I love An Qingze, so much so that I become an obsession. You're right about this.
Just like when I was in college, I had no intention of hiding my feelings. An Qingze just sent me back, I told him that I still loved him. I said that I was willing to wait for him. But he didn't even want to reject me. The funny thing was, the reason why he was unhappy all night was because you weren't jealous or unhappy because of the entanglement between him and me.
An Qingze was so stupid. He even asked me if you were a little unhappy or didn't like my expression. From that moment on, I knew that I really had no chance. Do you know the feeling of not being alone as a background and measuring tool? However, that person was someone you had made up your mind to love for the rest of your life. He suddenly realized that he was really sarcastic.
Qin Ke, there was one thing I wanted to tell you that I never intended to give up. I would still love him and wait for him. Just like you said, to love someone is to make him happy and happy, to make him get what he wants, to pursue what he wants, to fulfill all the things that he wants others to fulfill.
I love An Qingze, so when he can be with you, and when you are still determined to treat him well, I am willing to love him who is with you. However Qin Ke if one day, you hurt him again, I'll be willing to fight for my entire life. I' ll hate you and I'll hate you to death!"
After reading such a long message, I let out a long sigh. He really wanted An Qingze to come and take a look, but he had better forget it. If I showed it to him, he would probably think too much. As Su Mei said in the message, An Qingze really cared about me. I even cared if I was jealous of other women.
However Su Mei this message was both affectionate and ruthless. I didn't doubt that she said that even if she did n' t get An Qingze half a response in her entire life, she would always love him for his determination. But at the same time, I didn't doubt that if one day I separated from An Qingze again, or if it hurt An Qingze heart, Su Mei hated if my determination was as profound as mine. I firmly believe this.
The woman's eyes were so pure, so clean, and so simple that everyone could see An Qingze three words clearly. Unfortunately, An Qingze couldn't see it and did n' t plan to care. The matter of love was really so cruel and heartless. What was helpless was that it was impossible to love someone or not. Or else, you could only make do with it.
Sometimes, I would ask myself whether choosing to go with An Qingze for the rest of my life would be just a form of making do. But then, all I could do was to quickly chase away this thought from my mind. Thinking like this was too unfair to An Qingze.
And so what if he really made do with it? I'm really too tired. I' m so tired of Qi Mu heart that I can't get up again. The only way I could survive was to hate him and rely on An Qingze and Little Yue Ya'er. Sometimes, I felt that the two of them were the last redemption of my life. I wouldn't leave them even if I could breathe and live.
I replied to Su Mei," I'll love An Qingze well. Reporter Su can often come home to play."
Then, he closed his eyes and had no dreams for the night.
The next morning, when I saw the beginning of An Qingze, I said," That Su Mei sent me a message last night. I really think she's pretty good, so I asked her to come home to play. "If she comes in the future, you're not allowed to look at her."
As expected, when I finished speaking, I saw that An Qingze face wasn't looking good anymore. I quickly added," However, you guys shouldn't be too intimate. Also, you must tell me what you' ve gone out of here!" I intentionally raised my fist and said.
Then, I saw the dimness in An Qingze eyes slowly disappear. In fact, he was really stupid. He did everything to get my attention. I can't miss such a good man anymore. I kept talking to myself in my heart. Then I looked at An Qingze and said," Well, if we want to get a certificate, we can do it anytime."
I saw the surprise in An Qingze eyes, and then I was ecstatic." You, are you serious?"
He still couldn't believe it. I smiled and patted him on the head." Idiot, I' ve already said it several times. You still keep asking me if it's true. An Qingze, why do I think you want to repent? "Is there something really happening with Su Mei?"
I deliberately opened my eyes. It felt like I had returned to the time when we were still at school. At that time, I could be jealous and angry without restraint, and there seemed to be countless reasons to be jealous and angry. We always quarreled about small matters. After we quarreled, we would be reconciled without any principles.
We clearly had a time when we were tired of seeing each other. There were even a lot of them, but we firmly believed that we would never be separated.
Of course, I saw An Qingze hug me happily and said," Nonsense, what kind of old love is reigniting?" "I don't have a relationship with her. My relationship is only yours, Ke' er."
I pouted in satisfaction and deliberately looked at him arrogantly. Alright, I'm really satisfied with my current state. This state of love is something that I' ve never had before with Qi Mu. Perhaps this was the reason why we were destined not to be together.
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