149: Chapter 149 If the child is not dead

Chapter 149 If the child is not dead

"What would you do if your child wasn't dead?" Qi Mu squinted at me. 0

I was stunned. Then, I smiled bitterly." Now, are you still joking with me? Do you think I'm not miserable enough?" Qi Mu I don't know what you' re thinking. Losing a child is a terrible memory for me anyway. Do you think I'm just forgetting about it? Do you want to come over and remind me?"

Qi Mu looked at me with complicated eyes for a long time, as if there was something to say. However, in the end, she just indifferently turned her gaze away and opened the door.

I watched him walk out with one foot. Even faster than my thoughts, I asked myself," Why did you come to England?"

Qi Mu obviously paused for a moment before he turned around and looked at me. The corner of his mouth curled up as he said with a smile that was not a smile," If I say that I'm here to find the child's mother, do you believe me?"

Before I could say anything, Qi Mu had already gotten out of the car and left. Sitting in the car, I threw the glass in the front of the car and looked at Qi Mu back. My heart was violently shaken.

Looking for a child's mother? Little Qi Mo's face flashed across my mind. That child was calling him his mother everywhere. He just thought that I was his mother. He probably really lacked maternal love. It seemed that Lin Anru really wasn't his mother, but what was ridiculous was that I had fought with Lin Anru for a long time and had n' t made a wedding dress for another woman? Qi Mu actually went to England for that woman. It seemed like she really loved her.

I took a deep breath. That thought made my entire body feel uncomfortable, but then I found myself laughable and pitiful. He had clearly set up a lot of psychological construction for himself, saying that he hated Qi Mu wanted revenge, and so on. In the end, he actually felt jealous for other women. It really was a sad thing.

He closed his eyes and leaned against the seat. There was still a faint smell of alcohol and tobacco left behind after Qi Mu left. I remembered what An Qingze said last night when they quarreled with me. It was also tobacco. If Qi Mu could have it, he couldn't have it.

I couldn't help but feel ashamed. What An Qingze said was wrong. From the beginning, the balance in my heart was not right. Otherwise, how would I explain this? Even a kiss from Qi Mu and a close contact with my skin would make me lose my heart and soul?

He went to the company in a daze. Now Lechuang work was slowly on track. When I got there, An Qingze was busy talking in the meeting room.

I looked through the glass and went to my office. The office An Qingze arranged for me was very spacious and comfortable. Everyone knew that we were close, but no one asked too much about it.

"Sister Qin Ke, did you get into the variety show I mentioned last time?"

At the door of my office, a worried and nervous girl was in her early twenties. She was called Li Wenting. She also came with the Mo Siyu from the last time, but compared to Mo Siyu, her personality and temperament were completely different. At the same age, she didn't think about how to get into the boss all day. Instead, she silently worked hard.

Every time I saw Li Wenting, I couldn't help but think of the Misisi back then. Misisi back then, she was also young and full of vigor. At that time, from her eyes, she could always see the endless persistence of dreams and the clarity of the road she was about to take.

Unfortunately, we could always be good friends. When we thought about this, apart from regret, there was also resentment towards Qi Yu. If Qi Yu hadn't been in contact with Su Mei back then, Misijie would n' t have been dragged into prison so miserably. Misisi wouldn't have had a complete misunderstanding with me and had taken Qin Xiaoyao away.

Until now, I had no news of Qin Misisi or Qin Xiaoyao. I had never given up looking for him in the past few years. I could no longer save Qin Mi. I wish I could find my brother. However, no matter how hard An Qingze and I tried, they were like the human world.

Later on, they heard that Misijie had also been released from prison in China. They must have gotten someone to clear up their relationship, but with the strength of An Qingze and I back then, we couldn't find out what had happened. After settling down in England, coupled with the pain of losing the child and the heavy responsibility of raising the big and small crescent moons, things had not progressed.

"Sister Qin Ke?" Li Wenting called me again and waved her delicate jade hand in front of me.

I snapped back to my senses and looked at the young and refreshing face in front of me. Then, I covered up my smile and said," I've already fought for that variety show last time. An Qingze's also trying to clear it up. You can go up, but it's not the C position. When the time comes, it wo n' t necessarily push you. Can you accept it?"

Li Wenting eyes were filled with surprise. She excitedly patted the table and said," Really? Can you really go on?"

I smiled and said," Yeah, yeah."

I especially liked Li Wenting unbridled personality. Her happiness was on her face, and she did not intend to hide her ambition or ambition.

"Great! I really missed that variety show. After all, many big shots would come. Qin Ke You're the same. What rank C is n' t rank C? It's not bad for a newcomer like me. "It's lucky to show off your face. Besides, if you do n' t recommend it, it's all up to you. After all, it's not like those hosts are chasing after you." Li Wenting sighed.

I smiled." That's right, but this variety show was filmed in China. I' ll go with you when the time comes."

Li Wenting blinked and said," Sister Qin Ke, are you going too?"

I nodded." Yeah, there's a new album to promote this time. I' ll go with you, but I'm not a C-list. I might not be able to help Lechuang much."

Li Wenting shook his head and smacked his lips." Sister Qin Ke, aren't you being modest? Are n' t you the kind of host who would take the initiative to CUE you?"

I pursed my lips and shook my head helplessly. Li Wenting said too much. I really wasn't a newcomer. However, I did n' t deliberately over-promote them over the years, so I really didn't look like a big fan. I was also very satisfied with this state.

It would be enough for him to do his own music calmly and to be a singer with a small reputation but not too popular. There were also scripts from China that invited me to act, but I rejected them all. One was that I didn't want to be distracted, and the other was that I did n' t want to go back and do anything that I could do in England.

Speaking of this variety show, it was my first time back in three years. Although I had thought that I shouldn't keep hiding and not go back, every time I thought about going back, my heart felt very complicated. After all, the things that had been lost there were too heavy.

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