160: You've never trusted me before

You've never trusted me before

If there was a real mistake, some mistakes weren't something that could be forgotten without forgiveness. That was my child. It was a living life. He was about to arrive in this world, but he Qi Mu personally stopped and destroyed everything. 1

That child was my last hope and expectation for life. I even endured all his distrust for this child. After enduring living with Qi Yu, Qi Mu thought that this child was Qi Yu. But in the end, I still could not protect my child.

For three years, the child's departure was a nightmare that I would never be able to escape. How much effort would I have to use to forget all of this and pretend that nothing had happened?

I looked at the Qi Mu in front of me and Qi Mo. What else could I do? Qi Mo was just a child. He thought that Qi Mu had done something wrong, so I didn't forgive him. However, in reality, there were some things that a child could n' t understand understand.

If I could really forgive him, how could I live up to the soul of my dead child?

"Go play with the crescent moon. Mommy wants to talk to Daddy alone." I said to Qi Mo. But after I finished speaking, I realized what I said. I actually called myself Qi Mo mother.

Before I could react, Qi Mo had already walked out with a smile on my face because of this mother. I sighed helplessly and sat down next to Qi Mu bed.

Qi Mu fell asleep quietly. There was only the sound of breathing in the room. It was rare for Qi Mu to be quiet.

I touched Qi Mu face and said softly," Qi Mo asked me to forgive you. Tell me, how should I forgive you?" That was our child. I told you that night, but why didn't you believe me? If you let me off that day, we would have our own child. Do you know how much I want to protect that child? The doctor told me that if this child was gone, I wouldn't have another child. "My body is no longer suitable for pregnancy."

Qi Mu just lay there motionless. He seemed to be sleeping, and there was no indifference between his brows.

"Qi Mu, how can I forgive you? How can I forget about it?" I struggled to hold back my tears, but they still fell obediently.

An Qingze call came over," Ke'er, how is Qi Mu? When are you coming back?"

I didn't say anything. An Qingze paused for a moment before continuing," Crescent Moon is looking for you. She kept asking me why you' re Qi Mo mother. "How do you want me to answer?"

I could tell that An Qingze was a little angry. I hesitated and said," I'll be back soon. Qi Mu situation is n' t very good. He was injured so badly to save me. I can't pretend that nothing happened. An Qingze, believe me. I won't forget my hatred. It's impossible between Qi Mu and me. I just can't pretend that nothing happened.

At least we must have a clear conscience, right? An Qingze I'll be right back. Can you please coax Little Yue Ya' er?"

An Qingze was quiet for a while before I heard An Qingze sigh. Finally, I said in a low voice," I know. I may have been forcing myself too much recently." Ke'er, of course I trust you because you are my wife. "I just care too much about you, so even if you have a little relationship with Qi Mu, I think it's a huge matter. Can you understand how I feel?"

I sniffed." I know. An Qingze you're right. I did n' t do it well enough."

An Qingze's tone relaxed a little." Alright, stop talking about this. There's nothing wrong with you. There's nothing wrong with you. I was too impatient. "Ke'er, come back early. Crescent Moon and I are waiting for you in the hall. The room has already been removed."

"Okay."

After hanging up, I looked at the unconscious Qi Mu in bed with a complicated expression. Qi Mu, three years ago, I kept telling An Qingze that we couldn't go back. At that time, I never thought that I would continue to tell myself and you that we would never be able to return.

"I believe you have at least mine in your heart, but..." I pursed my lips and looked at Qi Mu slightly opened eyes in shock. He seemed to struggle to speak. I shook my hand and removed his oxygen mask.

"It's Lin Anru nosy, right? Or Qi Mo that kid said something." Qi Mu looked at me and smiled faintly. If it wasn't for his pale face that was like a piece of white paper, if it was n' t for his constant breathing, it wouldn't be possible to hide it. I really thought that he had nothing to do, and I would almost be deceived by his cold disguise.

However, no matter how sour and complicated my heart was, I knew what to do and what to say.

"Qi Mu, I'll call a doctor for you." As I spoke, I stood up and decided to leave.

"So, what are you planning to do?" The next second, when my hand was placed on the doorknob, the Qi Mu's voice sounded in the room.

I turned around to look at him. What should I do? I looked at Qi Mu doubtfully. He seemed to have used all his strength to make himself look at me with his eyes open. At this moment, only my figure was in his eyes. I blame myself for being greedy and capricious. Even at this time, such a thing could still bring me a passive pleasure.

"Qi Mu, I don't have any plans. What else can I have?" I don't know how much you' ve heard from me, but I'm serious. Do you think I really forgot how my last child died? "Let me tell you again. That child is not Qi Yu, but yours." I said.

"I know." Qi Mu replied indifferently.

I was a little surprised. I thought Qi Mu wouldn't admit it. Back then, he did n' t believe it, but now, it was as if he knew about it.

At the same time, if it really was like this, my heart slowly turned cold." You know that child is you, and you still attacked him?" My voice trembled in disbelief.

Qi Mu smirked." Actually, you've never trusted me, have you, Qin Ke?"

I opened my mouth and wanted to answer, but Qi Mu didn't want to wait for my answer. I closed my eyes.

After a long time and a long silence, I called him," Qi Mu, Qi Mu, are you still awake?"

Qi Mu didn't answer me again. I walked over with a frown and realized that Qi Mu had fainted again. I sighed and put on the oxygen mask again before I went out to call the doctor. Lin Anru was outside. I watched as she followed the doctor in anxiously and left silently.

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