172: Could it be that couldn't go back?

Could it be that couldn't go back?

I was stunned. I couldn't believe that this person was Qi Mu. After a long while, I laughed," Qi Mu what are you doing? I really have to take this seriously. What's going on? Is this Tangtang's Second Young Master Family Qi begging me to get back together?" "I'm flattered." 0

Qi Mu glanced at me and said indifferently," That's right, I' m just asking for a reunion. What about you? Are you planning to agree?"

I stopped. I didn't expect Qi Mu to admit it like that. I just wanted to adjust the awkward and strange atmosphere. Qi Mu suddenly answered like this, I didn't even know what to say.

I didn't say anything. I planned to let this matter die in silence, but Qi Mu did n' t plan to let me go. He grabbed me and stubbornly looked into my eyes." Qin Ke, tell me, is this really the case between us?" "Can we really not go back?"

I couldn't help but frown. Then, I shook my head in disbelief." Qi Mu, is that something you can say?" You shouldn't be like this. Qi Mu This really doesn't look like you."

Qi Mu laughed softly." Then what do you want? What exactly do you want to be like me?"

"I... "I can't say anything. I really do n' t know how to deal with the situation before me. Qi Mu was too strange. I was afraid of such a Qi Mu. I would rather he was that calm, indifferent, and arrogant Qi Mu. It was much better than the lonely Qi Mu in front of him.

"Don't be like this, okay? "I'm going to Lechuang. If you do n' t have anything to do, go back." I sighed.

Qi Mu grabbed my hand tightly, not letting me leave.

"Say, I've put down all my pride. I' m telling you, I hope we can return to the past. Why do you still refuse me?"

I impatiently tried to shake off his hand." Qi Mu, can you figure it out? Not everything had to continue as you thought. It was like if you didn't say that we wanted to go back, we could have gone back. "Do you understand?"

Qi Mu growled," Then what are you going to do? What are you going to do? Are you going to Lechuang? Are you so anxious to see An Qingze?"

I said unhappily," Yeah, of course I'm in a hurry to see him." Qi Mu, I'll ask you to figure it out. An Qingze and I are now husband and wife. It's normal for me to want to see him at any time. "On the other hand, your current actions are not normal, okay?"

Qi Mu said painfully," Qin Ke, why must you be so cruel? "You used to be ruthless, but now you're still like this."

I didn't want to give Qi Mu any hope. Although I could n' t deny the fluctuations in my heart, I had already made up my mind. From that night, the night when An Qingze and I merged together, or earlier, from the day when An Qingze and I received the certificate, or from three years ago, when I was taken away from hell by An Qingze, everything was over.

I knew very well that Qi Mu and I would not go back. If it had been in the past, we would have been able to do something according to our wishes. But now, with the Qi Mo and crescent moon in our lives, we, I, An Qingze, Qi Mu, we were no longer young. We have children. They are still so young. They need protection and love. And we shouldn't be too selfish.

"Qi Mu, we're done. This is the last time I' ve told you. In the future, if you had other deviant behaviors and thoughts, I would only use my method to avoid them. Qi Mo was my son. This was understandable. I wouldn't want to bring Qi Mo to my side, but I would often visit him. Just like that, my ex-husband had a child with him, so I would go and see him.

Qi Mu, in the past, we were both wrong. I don't deny my original intention, but you' ve hurt me before, have you? I don't hate you anymore. I regret that I did n' t understand this earlier. It's too tiring to hate someone.

However, I don't love you anymore. We're just like this, okay? "It's the best outcome for each other."

Qi Mu glared at me. After a long time, he seemed to have lost a lot of strength in an instant and said to me," I'm going back."

As I watched Qi Mu powerless back, my heart was about to split open in pain. Some things would not disappear when they crossed time. Instead, they would become deeper and deeper. But what could I do? I covered my mouth. Fate had given us too many opportunities, but similarly, fate had given us enough ridicule.

Over the years, we had changed too much. It was just as cruel as an irreversible time. Even if she loved him, so what? Even if she still loved him, so what? Could it be that I could leave the crescent moon? Could it be that I could ignore An Qingze feelings and just for the impulse in my heart? I couldn't do it. I was n' t the Qin Ke back then. Or perhaps, I had never been able to do it.

I suddenly realized that what Qi Mu did to me was much more cruel than what I did to him. Compared to Qi Mu love for me, sometimes cruel and brutal, sometimes warm and long-lasting, my love for him was too little. It was me who had let him down, whether it was the first time I had provoked him with a motive, or the next time I had begged for forgiveness for my child.

I've always been because Qi Mu was a person who would n' t get hurt, but I could clearly see the hurt that Qi Mu had just emitted. When I said that I didn't love him anymore, it was so intense.

I'm sorry. I' m sorry. I can't do anything.

In the next few days, I didn't encounter Qi Mo when I sent Yueyue to kindergarten. I came back to ask Yueyue, intentionally or not, but she said that Qi Mo came to kindergarten every day. I felt very helpless. It seemed that every time I met them before, I would never meet them again. They were all under Qi Mu control.

For a month, I didn't look for Qi Mu or see Qi Mo. I know that I should give Qi Mu some time. I hope he can understand that the relationship between us can only be this way.

A month later, I called Qi Mu and said," I want to see Qi Mo. Today is the weekend. I want to take him out to play. Is it convenient for you?"

Qi Mu was silent for a moment before saying," Alright."

I went to the place where they lived according to the address Qi Mu gave me. Even in England, Qi Mu was still a rich area. There was no doubt about that.

When Qi Mu opened the door, he was expressionless and Qi Mo. He was so excited that he rushed over to hug me.

"Mommy, why did you come to see me? I miss you so much." Qi Mo said in a soft voice, as if it carried some nasal sounds.

I laughed and picked up his tiny body." Isn't this our little man? Why are you crying?"

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