174: Chapter 174 No longer sees him

Chapter 174 No longer sees him

An Qingze glared at me," Didn't I just say that I wanted to see Qi Mo more? Why did I bring him home?" 0

I said apologetically," Aiya, I forgot to tell you. Qi Mu told me temporarily that if he wants to return to China tomorrow to deal with something, I'll take care of Qi Mo for a day. Originally, I wanted to call you first, but Qi Mu seemed to be in a bad mood. I still smelled the smell of alcohol on him. I saw that his actions were so rude that he didn't argue with him much. I was n' t reassured Qi Mo he was alone at home, so I brought him back.

"Although Qi Mo've always lived with Qi Mu, I' m still my son. I'm worried."

Then I carefully looked up at An Qingze and said," An Qingze, aren't you angry?"

An Qingze rolled his eyes at me. After a few seconds, the corners of his mouth curled up." Alright, I'm just teasing you." "No matter what, Qi Mo's just a child. I wo n' t argue with a three-year-old."

I also laughed. An Qingze had really changed a lot now. Perhaps I had done a lot wrong in the past. If I had given An Qingze more sense of security earlier, I would have been happier in the past three years, be it me or An Qingze.

The next day, even though it was the weekend, An Qingze still had to go to Lechuang. Recently, An Qingze had been very busy in order to go public. I stayed home with Qin Yue and Qi Mo.

The relationship between the two of them was quite good. Although Yue Yue'er still did n' t know much about my relationship with Qi Mo, Qi Mo was very clear in his heart. He should really treat Yue Yue'er as his younger sister. Seeing the two of them having fun, I became bored and turned on the TV to look around.

Speaking of which, our TV would only be turned on when it was extremely boring. Anyway, I was someone who couldn't use TV with my phone.

Just as he casually flipped through the photos, he suddenly saw Qi Mu photo appear in the news. I stopped moving and Qi Mu the plane back to China fell into the sea!

Yes, he fell into the sea!

I was stunned there for a long time. I couldn't believe what I had just heard and seen. When I looked back in fear, I realized that Qi Mo was also stunned and bewildered. Little Yue Ya' er pushed him innocently, but Qi Mo didn't react at all.

"Xiao Mo..." I tried to say something, but my throat seemed to have been choked to death. Other than his name, I couldn't say anything else.

I wanted to persuade Qi Mo, but I didn't even know what had just happened. I wanted to tell Qi Mo that it was just an illusion and nothing had happened, but I could n' t even lie to myself.

"Just now, what did you mean? "Mom, are you saying that my father is dead?" Qi Mo voice was stunned, separating the distance between us, as if ice had formed in an instant.

I still couldn't say anything. I could n' t believe what had just happened. I couldn't answer Qi Mo. I finally regained my consciousness and my power. I stepped forward and hugged Qi Mo.

Qi Mo didn't cry, but his tears continued to fall. His big dark eyes were filled with emptiness and fear, unable to see through the emptiness and fear of the future and the present.

"Xiao Mo, nothing will happen. I'll find someone to inquire." "Your father will definitely be fine." As I spoke again and again, I finally found my voice.

However, Qi Mo expression was still so numb, like a carefully crafted puppet. He lacked all the expressions that humans should have. My heart was so painful that it twisted together. He was my son, Qi Mo he was just a three-year-old child.

"Xiao Mo, don't cry, okay?" I said helplessly. I didn't have time to feel sad at all. After being shocked, I only cared about comforting Qi Mo.

On this day, when An Qingze came back, she seemed to know what had happened and did not cause Qi Mo trouble. At night, I slept with Qi Mo. I didn't say anything else. An Qingze had just quietly confirmed this incident in my ear. I knew that Qi Mu might not be able to return.

I didn't know how many hours we had spent, but I heard the Qi Mo breathing by my side finally stopped sobbing and gradually stabilized. I turned around and gently pulled Qi Mo arm back under my body.

I touched my arm and started to feel numb, but it was my heart that felt even more numb. Is Qi Mu dead? Was he really dead? It was quiet in the middle of the night. Only when Qi Mo's consciousness stopped bothering me could I think about this question.

Time seemed to be still yesterday. Qi Mu had a cold expression on his face as he pushed Qi Mo into my arms, as if he was right in front of me. Qi Mu, the Qi Mu I was familiar with, the Qi Mu I was unfamiliar with, but no matter what, I could not believe that he was far away.

Thinking like this, I didn't seem to have imagined that one day, I would never be able to see Qi Mu. It was an experience. I love Qi Mu. I can't deny this fact. Even though I' m sure I've chosen An Qingze today, at this moment, I can still clearly feel my deep soul's love for Qi Mu.

I love him. I really love him, but I can't be together forever. It was clearly a fact that had been decided long ago. I thought I could accept it more calmly, but in reality, my deep arms tightly hugged my shoulders, but I still felt cold.

I got out of bed and reached the door of An Qingze room. I just sat down by the door when the door opened. My body leaned against An Qingze calf and I heard An Qingze sigh softly.

I felt my body light. I looked at An Qingze face as I leaned against him like a child who needed to be coaxed to sleep.

An Qingze carefully placed me on the bed, I suddenly felt that I was extremely cruel and absurd. The reason I was comforted in An Qingze's arms was to miss the man that I could not forget.

"An Qingze, why aren't you angry?" I sighed.

An Qingze voice was very soft, but in the coolness of the night, it still seemed especially warm.

"I know what he gave you is a reckless emotion. Even if it's just for this reason, I do n' t blame him or you. Qi Mu's gone. I' m still there. Ke'er, you' re not alone. I've always loved you. Even if you didn't love me or did n' t love me so impulsively, it didn't matter. "What I want is a long stream of water. As long as you stay by my side, as long as you keep me loving you, it will be enough."

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