Chapter 180 I can wait for her forever
Qin Zhi'ai said in a low voice," Xiao Ke, I did n' t. How could I not want to see you?" "However, you also know about Sisi's situation. I' m afraid that she will be provoked." 0
I grabbed Qin Zhi'ai and pulled him out of the door. After running for a long time, I angrily shook him off." Tell me, what's going on?" "Why is your leg okay, but you didn't come looking for me?"
Qin Xuan looked at me. After a long silence, he curled his lips bitterly and said," My leg has been cured, but Sisi is even more ill."
I opened my mouth and didn't know what to say. I could only stare blankly at Qin Zhi' ai. Qin Zhi'ai's eyes were full of injuries. I suddenly remembered Qi Mu. Love was indeed a poison, no matter to everyone.
I said sadly," Brother, why do you think our relationship is so difficult?"
Qin Zhi'ai shook her head and leaned against the wall tiredly. She began to tell me the story of the past seven years." At first, I also wanted to persuade Sisi not to be so extreme. I want to find you. I ca n' t rest assured of you, and I want to find Qin Mi. But what surprised me was that Sisi didn't tie me up at all. Almost the next day, she did n' t care about me.
She liked to sit by the window when she was alone. Then, she suddenly turned around and asked me when she would leave her. Xiao Ke, did you know? It was a feeling that I couldn't do. I couldn't leave her like that, nor could I refuse Sisi. At that time, I just watched her sad back. I felt that I could n' t even make her feel a little suspicious and disappointed.
Hur hur, that's why he kept dragging on. We had changed several places, and I couldn't make Sisi normal. All I could do was stay with her. She looked at the wind, flowers, snow and moon in her heart and accompanied every single cloud and cloud she had.
When I wanted to find you again, you were no longer with Qi Mu. Of course, if I deliberately wanted to see you, there would always be a way. Sisi didn't stop me either. However, I realized that her mental state had been bad, so I didn't want to provoke her.
I wanted to wait for her and wait until she recovered. When she could accept it, I would go find you. It had only been seven years since he had waited so long. Therefore, I was happy that you were here today, but I was also very worried. "You also know that seven years ago, when Sisi was most excited, she did those terrible things that hurt her. I can't stand this kind of danger. I ca n' t risk anything to her."
I said uncomfortably," But Big Brother, you can't wait for her forever. You ca n' t cure the symptoms or the causes."
Qin Zhi'ai chuckled, her eyes full of determination." Sure, I can wait for her for the rest of her life."
I'm speechless. I' m not qualified to make a decision for Qin Zhi'ai. I know what the feelings in Qin Zhi' ai's eyes represent. I was very familiar with that sort of thing. I had seen it in the eyes of many people. Most of them were able to disregard everything for such feelings.
"What about us? What about Qin Mi and me? Your sister, don't you care?" I said sadly.
Qin Zhi'ai smiled and patted my hair." Alright, how old are you? You' re not the little girl back then, and you're still acting like a spoiled child to your brother?" You already have someone by your side who will protect you for the rest of your life. Hehe, if I'm not wrong, it's An Qingze.
In fact, compared to Qi Mu, I had always believed that An Qingze was more reliable. In terms of living a life, it was still possible for the flow of water to last. As for Little Mi, I knew she was still in the nursing home. When she was fine, I often went to see her.
However, Xiao Mi's illness was n' t light. It seemed that it wouldn't be good for a moment. I couldn't save her. I was in love, and I could n' t extricate myself. So all I could do was look at her and stay there.
And Sisi, her illness had actually improved. I wanted to wait for her to recover, so I wanted to take her out for a walk. "Go see the scenery that I've never seen before, or maybe I' ll try to realize the dream I've been thinking about again."
I felt my nose turn sour. The words of my dream made it seem like the Misisi I had met back then. At that time, my heart was filled with wonder as to how I was going to avenge the Qi family, but Misisi still held the heart of a child, pure and clean like a child.
She had once told me about her dream so seriously. She had clearly put in so much effort to sing. But now, it was impossible.
I thought of something and quickly asked Qin Zhi'ai," By the way, how is Misijie?"
At the mention of Misijie, Qin Zhi'ai sighed." Misijie have n' t even seen Misisi and I in these years. At that time Misijie he had been acquitted, but his reputation had been destroyed after he came out. His bright future would definitely be gone.
Misijie didn't have any connections or resources, but for some unknown reason, he actually took drugs. Then, he was caught by the police. This time, he was caught directly taking drugs. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't deny it.
This was great. Even if he had been wrongly accused before, no one would believe him now. Misisi at that time, it was as if she had really gone crazy. She desperately asked Misijie the glass of the jail. Why did she do this? Why?
Sigh, it was a pity. Misijie committed suicide in prison not long after. I never dared to tell Sisi. But the strange thing was, I felt that Sisi probably knew about it because she had always been very calm and had never mentioned that she wanted to see Misijie again.
I covered my mouth in disbelief." Oh my God, why is Misijie so miserable?"
No matter what, the outcome of Misijie was too regretful for me. An Qingze and I had been living in England all these years, so even if we wanted to reach out, we wouldn't be able to think too much about it. Before returning home this time, I was actually thinking about this matter. When I was about to find Qin Xiaoyao, I had thought of asking An Qingze to find someone to see Misijie current situation.
This was because there was no news of Misijie in the industry, whether in the country or the UK. This matter made me very uneasy. However, I really didn't expect him to have reached this stage. Back in the production crew, he was the first kind person I met.
Back then, he was the first to give me kindness and warmth in this world of materialistic desires and in this cold and emotionless circle.
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