185: Chapter 185, take pity on me

Chapter 185, take pity on me

I looked at the Su Mei in shock. After a long time, I finally found my voice and said," Do you know what I'm talking about?" An Qingze Now that you're my husband, what do you mean by wanting his child?" 2

Su Mei smirked." Qin Ke, you don't know what I mean, do you? I said, I want a child, a child with a An Qingze gene. "Haha, you don't need to answer me so quickly. I' ll give you time to think about it."

After Su Mei said that, she smiled faintly. She sat opposite me, but I suddenly felt that my knowledge of her had been shattered. She probably didn't know that before I met her today, I had already made up my mind to be stronger.

"So, you want me to send you to my husband's bed? "Reporter Su, what makes you think that I need to consider something like this?" I held back the anger in my heart and tried my best to speak these words calmly.

"Qin Ke, don't blame me for not reminding you," Su Mei snorted. I didn't mean to be a joke to you. Not to mention your little daughter and Qi Mo with Qi Mu son, they were all kids who could n' t be seen.

It was you who came to the hospital to see your infertility. If I were to reveal it, it would be enough for you Lechuang eat a pot of ash. If you don't want to destroy everything, you' d better agree.

And I've already said that I do n' t plan on having anything to do with An Qingze anymore. I don't have any hope anymore. If he didn't love me, I could n' t force him. Besides, if you were willing to be with him now, I would be willing to leave An Qingze happy.

However, I want a child. There is no discussion on this matter! If you didn't agree to it, I would really do whatever I want. Qin Ke You'd better figure it out. You have a family and a child. There are all kinds of things that make you hesitate and drag you down, but I do n' t. I'm alone anyway. At worst, I' ll die."

After Su Mei said that, he stood up. The liquid in the coffee cup in front of her spilled out because of her sudden movement. I raised my head and met her scarlet eyes. I said in disappointment," Reporter Su, before today, I still think you're a good woman. I even think that we can really become friends. "But now, it's not. I think you' re just a crazy woman who can't get love."

I lowered my head and took a sip of coffee, but Su Mei suddenly approached me. The arc in her chest was right in front of me, and I didn't have any expression.

Su Mei's tone was slightly damp." You' re right. I'm a crazy woman who ca n' t get love." What else could I do? A few years ago, when I said goodbye to An Qingze, I thought I had pushed him to happiness. That was enough.

But in reality? I think I overestimated my desire for life and the future. Qin Ke, you already have too much, don't you? What you have is An Qingze entire future, all love and concern. Couldn't you be more merciful and compassionate to me?

What I wanted was just a child with his genes. With your An Qingze by your side, you didn't even have an empty window. You wouldn't understand at all. After waiting for more than ten years of pain, you would n' t understand how I felt when I returned to the empty house every day.

Of course, you didn't understand. I could n' t find anyone to replace An Qingze position in my heart, but I still couldn't resist the feeling of loneliness. "So, even though I've threatened you, you can still pretend that I' m asking you to pity me and give me a little bit of An Qingze."

I watched Su Mei stand up and leave in shock. I was unable to regain my senses for a long time. If Su Mei threat from before was the trigger point for me to do my best to resist, then her words now made my heart really soft.

They were also women. Of course, I knew what Su Mei described as pain. Moreover, I knew very well how Su Mei had come all these years. It was also because of this that I knew that she could not forget the An Qingze, but also the pain of loneliness.

After thinking for two days at home, I went to the pharmacy and bought some sleeping pills. Then, I watched An Qingze fall asleep and called Su Mei.

"You can come over. The child you want will be here soon."

After Su Mei came home, I just opened a door for her. We didn't say a word that we had a good understanding of each other. When I entered the room, there was no sound from the next door. I don't know when Su Mei left. When I secretly returned to my room in the morning, nothing changed.

Su Mei didn't leave any traces. Other than that, I looked at An Qingze. Just now, he had unknowingly entered the body of another woman. Other than the indescribable complex feeling in my heart, everything seemed to be a dream. It was a Su Mei and I had made in my mind. God didn't know, but God did n' t know.

An Qingze opened his eyes and kissed me in a daze. Then, he sighed and said," I don't know what's wrong. I feel dizzy. I'll be absent today."

I lay in his arms, feeling helpless and guilty. The madness just now made me feel too selfish. For the sake of a peaceful life for me and the children, I betrayed my husband's body. And my concealment was destined to be my guilt and regret for him. My only hope now was that Su Mei would abide by her promise and not disturb our lives again.

An Qingze was too busy. I could only handle the matter of Little Yue Ya'er and Qi Mo going to primary school alone. I didn't go to a private school. Instead, I preferred a public school. We didn't lack money. But I hope Little Crescent and Xiao Mo can have a simple and simple childhood.

However, when he returned from school the first day, Qi Mo locked himself in his room. No matter how I called him, he wouldn't come out for dinner.

Yueya ran over to me and asked," What's wrong with brother? He was bullied at school?"

To be honest, I felt that it was impossible. Speaking of being bullied, Little Yue Ya'er was fine. How could Qi Mo be bullied?

Yue Yue'er said with a sad face," Today, the teacher asked every student about the meaning of their own name. Brother said that he had the same surname as Daddy, but neither of the names registered by Daddy nor Mommy is the same, so the students laughed at the fact that Brother was picked up by Mommy and Daddy, not my real brother."

My face turned pale. After settling down the crescent moon for dinner, I quickly forced the door open with the key.

As soon as I opened the door and entered, Qi Mo rushed out. My little fist gently hammered my leg and said," Mommy, go out first. I don't want to eat, I' m not hungry!"

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