187: Chapter 187 I just want Daddy back

Chapter 187 I just want Daddy back

From the looks of it, Qi Mo must have listened to our conversation and coaxed Little Crescent to take him to find someone. But why did he really find them? That day, Lin Anru and I had only met in the mall by accident. How could there be such a coincidence? He had encountered them once again in the same place? 2

I drove to the place Qi Mu was talking about in fear. My mind was filled with the terrifying results of my imagination. I didn't know what Qi Mo would say to Qi Mu. Although Qi Mu looks were different now, he was still Qi Mu.

I simply couldn't imagine what kind of situation it would be if Qi Mo and him talked for a while longer and everything would be revealed. Lin Anru would definitely kill me in anger, and An Qingze would definitely misunderstand me. In short, everything would be messed up again!

My mind was full of mush as I searched for Qi Mu figures in the shopping mall. From afar, I saw Crescent Moon and Xiao Mo standing next to the child-grabbing machine. I quickly ran over and pulled the crescent moon. Then, I frowned and said to Qi Mo," Why did you bring your sister out of school?" "Did you lie to your teacher? I wonder how anxious Mommy is?"

The little crescent moon was pulled too tightly by me. Her eyes were red from holding it in and she looked like she was about to cry. However, Qi Mo kept his head shut. He didn't know what to think and did n' t say a word.

I was angry and wanted to say something, but an indifferent voice beside me said," I'll leave the child to you. If something happens, I' ll know that it's a child's fault. It's not like I did n' t take care of it."

My body suddenly stiffened. I was too familiar with this voice. I turned my head numbly and stood Qi Mu the side with my current face. However, I didn't notice that my mind had been focused on the child.

"I..." I wanted to explain, but I didn't know what he knew and what Qi Mo said to him. I looked at Qi Mu hesitantly." Then, why would they come looking for you?"

No, why did they find Qi Mu? I didn't even have a Qi Mu call, and I did n' t know where he was staying with Lin Anru. How could these two seven-year-old children find him? I looked at Qi Mu in confusion.

Qi Mu narrowed my eyes and stared at me. My heart tightened and I looked away guiltily.

As Qi Mu approached me, the smell of his body, the faint smell of tobacco mixed with the familiar shower gel, rushed into my nose. It was Qi Mu. At this moment, I was even more certain that the soul hidden behind this unfamiliar face was still him. It was the man I had loved for more than ten years.

"Don't you know why they came to me?" The meaning in Qi Mu eyes was too strong, making me panic.

"How did I know?" I couldn't think rationally about what I was saying. The words always rushed out earlier than the loop in my head.

"However, this child just asked me if my surname is Qi." Qi Mu looked at me indifferently, as if a knife had been slashed out.

My heart grew even more nervous. I glanced at Qi Mo. His little face that was reflected on the baby-grasping machine's glass seemed to have a casual smile. This kind of smile made my heart even more uneasy. I even felt that even in front of Little Yue Ya'er, the two of them might already know the truth.

"What are you trying to say?" I frowned. I just wanted to quickly end this conversation and leave with the two children.

Qi Mu snorted coldly." I don't have anything to say, but I' ll find out why this child asked me."

Then Qi Mu walked around me and looked at Qi Mo. I panicked in their eyes. When Qi Mu left, I quickly pulled Qi Mo over." What did you tell him?"

Qi Mo raised his head, his eyes cold. He could not tell that he was a seven-year-old child.

"So, is he my father?" Qi Mo asked me.

I pursed my lips and my eyes flashed. I was very hesitant and did not know what to say. However, I wanted to stand up, but Qi Mo didn't intend to let me go. His little hand firmly grabbed my clothes," Mommy, tell me, is he Daddy?"

I shook off his hand impatiently and shook my head guiltily." No, he's not Daddy. Ca n' t you tell?" How could he be your father? "Don't you even remember your father's appearance?"

Qi Mo unwilling face stubbornly said," No, even if he looks different, he's my father, right?"

I closed my eyes and felt a sharp pain in my forehead. I tapped my nerves inch by inch.

"No, no, no!" "How many times do you want me to say that he's not your father, he's just a stranger, a stranger also called Qi Mu!" I yelled excitedly.

I can't admit it. I do n' t want to admit it. He's not Qi Mu, he's definitely not. At least, I couldn't let Qi Mo know that he was Qi Mu. Qi Mu was already dead. He had completely left my life. It was good that he was just like this. It was good that he was living from afar. I was already used to this kind of life.

Let's just do this. Do n' t change anymore. Whether it's us or him or Lin Anru, it's good that we don't disturb each other. I was afraid that he would come back. I was afraid that his return would make me unable to control my emotions. I was also afraid that An Qingze would misunderstand. I was afraid that the peace we had been protecting with great difficulty would fall apart.

I hugged my head in confusion, my headache splitting. Then I looked down at Qi Mo. He was so quiet. I suddenly laughed." You're really like him. You' re just as calm as him. You can still be so calm when others are going crazy."

Qi Mo raised his head and looked at me, his eyes clear and clear:" Mommy, I just wanted Daddy back. Was it wrong?"

My tears finally stopped and my eyes fell. I shook my hands and hugged Qi Mo. I heard his tender voice, and I finally choked up. My heart ached. What did I do? Why did I lie to my son?

He was right. No matter what, he was only a seven-year-old child. Was it wrong for him to want his father back? As for me, wasn't my concealment a cruel deception to him? I've already owed him three years. Do you still want to continue?

I hugged Qi Mo tightly. He was my son and Qi Mu son. No matter how much I wanted to forget, I would never deny this fact. Qi Mu and I had a past, Qi Mu and I had a son, and Qi Mu and I had love. This was something that I could not pretend to have never happened before. I could not continue to deceive myself and escape.

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