188: Chapter 188 You don't have to move. I' ll do it

Chapter 188 You don't have to move. I' ll do it

I said in a low voice," Yes, it's your father. He's your father. He's not dead." 2

Qi Mo eyes were filled with joy and tears." Really, I knew it. I knew it must be Daddy!" "Mommy, my daddy really isn't dead!"

I looked at Qi Mo excited little face. He looked like he should be seven years old. I felt even more guilty. If it wasn't for my selfishness, perhaps Qi Mo would have been happier earlier. Or, if I could be as confident in Qi Mu as Qi Mo and come to China to find him, perhaps Xiao Mo wouldn't have been silent for four years.

When I went back in the evening, I had already told Yueyue about the journey. I told her not to talk to An Qingze. I said that if An Qingze found out, I would definitely blame my brother for being disobedient and lying. Little Crescent was very obedient. Her black eyes rolled and she said to Qi Mo in a delicate manner," Brother, I'll give you half of the ham for dinner later, alright?"

Qi Mo was in a good mood right now. His mouth hooked slightly and he even reached out to lightly tap the tip of the crescent moon's nose." Alright, listen to me. I' ll give you everything."

I was slightly taken aback. I suddenly remembered that Qi Mu and I had just gotten married back then. He had liked to flick my nose like this. Flowing Time didn't know that we could meet again at this age?

Now that I thought about it, Qi Mu was in my life. Sometimes it was a light, sometimes it was a door leading to the end of hell. I couldn't tell what he should be. All I knew was that no matter if it was meeting or parting, there seemed to be too many things between us that we could n' t control ourselves.

That night, when An Qingze hugged me, for the first time in four years, I gently pushed him. My heart was filled with panic and confusion. I realized that I had already gotten used to the smell of An Qingze and An Qingze touched my body. Today, I suddenly became anxious again.

"What's wrong?" An Qingze asked me.

I smiled and said," I'm not feeling well today."

However, An Qingze still seemed to be in high spirits. He reached out his hand and began to caress me." It's okay. You do n' t have to move. I'll do it."

I closed my eyes and tried my best to let myself learn to accept it. I tried my best to let myself completely give up the resistance that seeped from the depths of my heart.

However, I still couldn't do it. I subconsciously reached out and placed my hand in the middle of our bodies. Even his kiss would only make me feel anxious, not hot and passionate.

"An Qingze, don't do it. Do n' t do it today, okay?" I said with a frown.

An Qingze panted heavily as he raised his head, as if he really wanted something. He couldn't help but say," But, if I want it, just do n' t move."

I frowned." An Qingze, I really can't. Today, I really ca n' t." "I don't want it today, okay?"

I frantically tried to push him away, but An Qingze body was very heavy. I didn't know if it was my illusion, but I felt it was getting heavier and heavier.

"An Qingze!" I shouted. Because I could feel his kiss and it was getting hotter and hotter as it swam over my body, but I could not! I can't! My mind was filled with Qi Mu faces. The past Qi Mu, the present Qi Mu.

His smell was like a root in my soul. There were two men in my mind, and guilt and passion were wandering around my body uncontrollably. I would go crazy. If An Qingze continued to hit, I would really go crazy!

I already had a premonition that I had touched the interweaving emotions in my soul. I couldn't see who the man in front of me was. He was just a body, and he was lying on my body like a corpse.

Love, in the years we had passed, madly and wantonly tore at my last memories. These memories forced me to reject An Qingze.

"Let's not do this!" I shouted at An Qingze in pain.

When he let me go, he raised his head and forced me to look into his eyes as well.

"What happened to you?" An Qingze frowned and asked me.

My tears gushed out uncontrollably. I blinked and tried to see An Qingze face clearly. I want to make sure that I love him. At the very least, the man in front of me right now, regardless of his body or soul, is An Qingze.

But I couldn't do it. The harder I tried, the more I could n' t do it. What I didn't want to admit was that the man's eyes and star-like eyes seemed to be in front of him, faintly flickering and taking root. The pain was clearly tearing every nerve of my body. How could I face An Qingze completely? I couldn't do anything anymore. I could n' t get along with An Qingze anymore.

I couldn't help but complain to Qi Mu. I clearly thought it was a good thing for him to survive, but it just so happened that it was now that I had accepted it. As expected, he broke the peace between me and An Qingze, the crescent moon, and the Qi Mo.

"Alright, if you're really tired, forget it." An Qingze sighed and fell asleep next to me.

My tears continued to flow uncontrollably. I turned around and hugged An Qingze arm. His arm was very warm and had the fragrance after bathing. However, I could clearly smell it. It wasn't Qi Mu.

"I'm sorry, I' m sorry..." I told An Qingze that I couldn't control my emotions. I knew I was too excited, but I couldn't calm myself down.

An Qingze sighed again. Then, he turned sideways and reached out to hug me." Alright, I know you're tired." Did he not get used to it after returning to China? It didn't matter. He would get used to it in a while. "Go to sleep."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I tried my best to dig Qi Mu out of my head. He was no longer him. Even his appearance was completely different. I should have abandoned him long ago.

"Ke'er, sleep. Do n' t let your imagination run wild." An Qingze gentle voice was above my head.

I nodded and didn't say anything. I couldn't tell An Qingze that Qi Mu was n' t dead, and I couldn't tell him that Qi Mo had gone to find his father. I don't want to break everything that we already have, but why would my selfishness only hurt my son?

One night, I felt like my tears had never broken. Sometimes, she seemed to be asleep, and sometimes she seemed to be awake. She could see Qi Mu face, An Qingze face, and the kisses she Qi Mu gave me.

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