194: Chapter 194 Risk of Psychosis

Chapter 194 Risk of Psychosis

My heart was so painful that I couldn't stand it. What am I doing? Why did I actually hurt Qi Mu heart like this? 1

Qi Mu didn't have much energy left. He could n' t hold me back, if I really wanted to leave. However, my body was still frozen. I could not leave. On my left chest, the pain was repeated in my heart.

"Qi Mu, are you feeling terrible?" My hand unconsciously rested on Qi Mu forehead. His face turned pale and his lips turned green. My heart was so painful that it could not numb me. I miss him very much. Even if I kept lying to myself, I still miss him.

Qi Mu was panting, as if he would really disappear in the next second.

"Qi Mu, Qi Mu, I'll call an ambulance for you, okay?" I asked him anxiously. Qi Mu body leaned against me, and my entire heart was tangled. A fear that Qi Mu would disappear at any moment completely captured me.

Qi Mu reluctantly opened his eyes, thin beads of sweat spreading down his forehead. His voice was hoarse and powerless," Ke'er, can we really not go back?" Let's go back, okay? What Qi Clan? I don't even care about the Qin Clan. Let's go back. It was as if nothing had happened in the past. We went to the place we had agreed to travel, and we went to live the life we wanted.

Deep hypnosis can't even make me forget what you said. I' ll never be able to escape. Qin Ke, I gave up. I didn't want to struggle, nor did I want to lie to myself. "I love you, so don't leave me, okay?"

I hugged Qi Mu body. He did not have the slightest strength to push me away, but he also did not have the slightest strength to hug me. I closed my eyes in pain. I couldn't think of anything else. The only person in front of me now was Qi Mu. After having known each other for so many years, there was simply too little time for us to truly defend each other.

But I love him. I really love him. I couldn't deny it. Even though my body had followed An Qingze for a long time, and no matter how much I yearned for our stable new life, I could n' t control my soul or my heart. I love him, I love Qi Mu!

"Qi Mu, I love you. I really love you! But we can't be together. I should n' t be together. It was a mistake from the beginning. Did you see that fate always separated us? "We might be doomed. I want to give up. I really want to give up."

My tears fell uncontrollably. The person I loved was very clear, but the fact that we could not be together was also clear.

Qi Mu closed his eyes with a faint smile on his face." Call Lin Anru."

I looked at him in confusion and Qi Mu said softly. Her voice was filled with disappointment and helplessness." Doesn't she have a way to hypnotize me?" Let her hypnotize me. Let me forget. You feel very tired and I feel very tired.

You shouldn't have let Qi Mo come to me. You' re too cruel. Since you're destined not to be together, why do you want me to remember? It was better to forget about it. "I won't be sad anymore. I wo n' t be sad anymore. I won't feel tired even if I live like this."

"Qi Mu, I'm sorry, it's my fault." I felt like I was about to break open my chest. "Back then, it was me. I was too stubborn."

If I didn't want to take revenge, if I did n' t hate Family Qi and took the initiative to approach Qi Mu, we wouldn't meet each other. Since they had not met from the beginning, there would be no hatred, no pain, no sorrow.

"Qi Mu, I'm sorry, I' m sorry." I could only say these words. I could not say anything else.

Qi Mu closed eyes didn't open again. He slowly slipped and fell on me. The weight of his entire body leaned against me. He felt his breath in my ear and a sense of loss slowly flowed through his heart.

I held my phone hesitantly. I didn't know if I wanted to call Lin Anru. What Qi Mu said made him forget whether it was a sincere decision or just an impulsive statement?

My hand gripped the phone tightly and still put it down. I sighed and helped Qi Mu to bed. His face turned pale and green. Even though he was unconscious, his brows were tightly furrowed. But he was Qi Mu, he was still that Qi Mu. The smell on his body was the same as before. Even if he changed his appearance, there were things that would never change.

I leaned closer to Qi Mu face and kissed his lips deeply. I closed my eyes. I didn't dare to kiss this unfamiliar face. Even my face had changed. What could we have left? I shed tears in pain as I watched my tears drop by drop on his face. Qi Mu face gradually calmed down, but he would never open his eyes to wipe my tears for me again.

I stood up again and called Lin Anru," Come over. We're at the hotel." I told Lin Anru the address and Lin Anru didn't say anything.

Soon, someone knocked on the door. I opened the door and Lin Anru looked at me with complicated eyes. She walked around me and stood beside Qi Mu bed. Her eyes began to ache again.

"Do whatever you want. Perhaps it's best if you give him a deep hypnosis. It's better if he completely forget about it." I said.

Lin Anru turned to look at me in surprise and shook his head in disbelief." Qin Ke, you're really ruthless. If I could do half of you, I might not be in such pain. But even if you were so ruthless, Qi Mu still loved you. Look at me. Even if I could give everything for Qi Mu, I still couldn't get his heart.

Perhaps this was destined to be impossible for me. "You're actually able to make me hypnotize him without changing your expression. Are n' t you afraid that Qi Mu will turn into a lunatic?"

I looked at Lin Anru in surprise." How did you become a lunatic?" "Is it really that serious?"

Lin Anru smiled bitterly." Do you think I don't want to? If I could do it again so easily, I would have done it for Qi Mu the first time we met you and your daughter at the mall. Do you think I' d wait for him to remember that when you guys came to see each other, and disgusted me?"

However, there was a risk. At that time, I had thought that even if Qi Mu were mentally ill, I would still accept it. I was even willing to accompany that mental Qi Mu for the rest of my life. But now, if he were to perform another deep hypnosis, the risk would be at least double. Do you think I dare? Or is it that you would rather risk Qi Mu completely going crazy than let him do this deep hypnosis?"

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