Chapter 195 left you a present
I quickly shook my head." How could that be? There's no need for you to think about me like that." Even if I wanted to draw a line with Qi Mu, I wouldn't harm him. Lin Anru I know you love him to the bone, but I also love him." 1
Lin Anru looked at me and sneered," You also love him?" Qin Ke, if your husband An Qingze hear this, what would he think? You actually said the word love so easily and so lightly. "But you don't love him at all. Your so-called love is just a poison that binds him and sets him up."
I bit my lips and was unwilling, but I couldn't refute a single word. Lin Anru was venting her Qi Mu pain. I knew she hated me, and I could understand her hatred. I could even completely accept her hatred.
How could I say my love? Compared to what Lin Anru had done, I realized that from the past to now, I had really hurt Qi Mu too much and felt too guilty. I loved him, but I had also openly hated him. I was hurt by him, but I didn't miss anything.
Perhaps when we were young, we were too fussy about gains and losses. We were just selfish men and women, because we bickered over who had paid so much, so we hurt and missed each other. Even when everything was irretrievable, we were still like children, not knowing if we were to control the turmoil in our hearts and souls.
The reason why we were in such pain was because we were so complicated, and because we were so conflicted, we always seemed to hesitate. If Qi Mu and I were like Lin Anru and An Qingze, they would be able to identify love and then rush forward without fear, regret, gain or loss. Then, today might not be such a complicated situation.
As long as I thought about what Qi Mu said before I fainted, he would rather be hypnotized and forget everything. I felt heartbroken and unbearable.
"I know you hate me. It doesn't matter. Now that Qi Mu' re here, it's up to you to do whatever you want. I' m leaving now." I said to Lin Anru.
I admit that I wanted to escape, but I had no other choice. I could only leave. If I wanted to, I had to return to my own life. No one could save us, so we could only save ourselves. I had to go back and face An Qingze. Facing the crescent moon, I had already gotten used to seven years of life. Moreover, I had to continue and continue my life.
As I spoke, I stood up and walked towards the door. I left this for them, and I left the end of my love for Lin Anru, just like I gave my guilt to An Qingze back then to Su Mei. I had already betrayed him once and could not betray him again. Otherwise, on the bottom line of my world, there would no longer be a place for my own soul.
"Qin Ke, wait." Lin Anru voice was cold, and my hand was already on the handle.
I frowned and turned around. A very uneasy feeling slowly crossed my heart." Is there anything else?"
I turned around and met Lin Anru gaze. Her eyes were filled with a look of desperation. I was shocked and wanted to speak again, but she couldn't wait to interrupt me. The smile on her face made my hair stand on end.
"I left a gift for you. "Do you want to know what it is?" Lin Anru's voice was very soft, but it was like a hammer that struck hard on my chest. The hole was opened and a liquid of unknown color flowed.
"What are you trying to say?" I asked impatiently. The two of my subordinates subconsciously intertwined on both sides of their bodies.
Lin Anru looked back at Qi Mu and I followed her line of sight. Then I heard Lin Anru cold voice," You probably don't know what you destroyed, do you?" You have completely destroyed my life. My hope includes my future.
Do you know how happy I have been in these four years? In the world where you didn't appear, Qi Mu and I were very calm. Although I knew he didn't fall in love with me, it did n' t matter. I wasn't greedy. As long as I could be with Qi Mu, as long as I could see him every day, I would already feel very happy.
However, even such a little extravagant wish would definitely be broken by you. Why did you return to China? You probably can't imagine how much I hate you. Anyway, you have An Qingze, but what do I have? Apart from Qi Mu, I wouldn't have anything. I could n' t have anything else. To you, he was just a choice that he had made in the past, a choice that he wanted to avoid.
But to me, Qi Mu was the entire world, and you, you, when you returned home, had forcibly taken away my entire world! "I hate you. I wish I could kill you, but I'm more willing to let you live worse than death."
I sighed helplessly," Lin Anru, I don't know how many complaints you have to say, but I really do n' t have the interest to continue listening. I already said that it wasn't me who came to find Qi Mu, it was his son. "I don't have any intention of snatching Qi Mu from you, but I ca n' t stop Qi Mo looking for Daddy."
Lin Anru smiled even more strangely." I told you, I left you a gift. Hahahaha... ."
I couldn't stand it and glanced at her again before leaving the hotel room in a panic.
On the way back, I felt uneasy. I felt as if my head was covered in a haze. He had just arrived at the door when An Qingze called. With a shake of my hand, I anxiously pressed the answer button.
I thought An Qingze was asking me why I didn't come back so late. I was still trying to think of an excuse, but An Qingze said anxiously to me," Where are you? You have n' t come back yet. The hospital called just now. It seems that something Qi Mo happened."
"What!" I was immediately stunned. The words Lin Anru just said suddenly exploded beside my ears.
He left a gift for me. Qi Mo had clearly gone to look for Qi Mu, then Qi Mu came alone. Where was the Qi Mo? I panicked and shouted to the phone," I'm right at the door. I' ll be back right now. Let's go to the hospital, okay?"
I rushed over and An Qingze opened the door. I grabbed An Qingze and asked excitedly," What's wrong with Qi Mo? What's wrong?"
An Qingze sighed and patted my back to comfort her," It should be a car accident. I don't know the exact situation either. I' ll take you there now. We'll talk when we get there." "Don't worry, I' ll drive. How can I let you drive in such a state?"
As An Qingze spoke, he took the car keys in my hand and parked his car in the garage. He boarded my car and started it. I couldn't think too much of it, so I could only follow him numbly.
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