197: Chapter 197 just went a long way

Chapter 197 just went a long way

"Xiao Mo him..." Before Qi Mu could finish, I couldn't wait to interrupt him." Why did n' t you protect him?" "He's your son, why did n' t you protect him?" 2

I felt that my voice was very soft, but my heart was very heavy. That was probably the only child in my life, but now he was gone. I looked at the seven-year-old child and said that he was gone. My heart was empty but heavy.

"I don't blame you, nor do I blame you. It's my fault. I agreed to let him find you." I continued to talk.

"It's my fault. If he said he wanted to find you, I would have refused. I stopped him and I dragged him away. If I did that, it wouldn't have happened. I'm sorry, I' m sorry, I'm the one who harmed Xiao Mo. It was me who was wrong. I should have forgotten about you. I should have told Qi Mo firmly from four years ago that you were dead and that you had disappeared from our lives. If that was the case, it wouldn't have happened.

Qi Mu, our love was wrong, everything was wrong. It was wrong from the beginning and shouldn't have started. It was all our fault. If we hadn't met before, I would have many children. I would n' t be Qi Mo mother. Then I won't be able to endure the pain of Qi Mo leaving now! "It's all wrong. It's all wrong!"

Qi Mu hugged me and I felt the warmth of his body. It made me feel like we were still alive.

"Qi Mu..." I called his name. Other than that, I couldn't say anything else.

"Qin Ke, it's my fault that I did n' t protect him. As long as you hate me, that's good. Anyway, you' ve hated me many times, and you've hated me for many years. Just hate me like that. It was my fault. You just have to remember it was my fault.

If possible, I also hope that you will forget me. If possible, I also hope that we have never met before. It wasn't that I did n' t love, it was just that I couldn't love. I finally understood. Sorry, I'm sorry. "I'm always sorry."

Qi Mu breath was in my ear, on my cheek and on my neck. I couldn't forget the youth-like neck, the white neck with a faint fragrance. Many times in my dreams, I opened my eyes blankly. It was the host of all my passions.

At that moment, I forgot the An Qingze behind me. I even took the initiative to ignore the poor child lying in front of me. If I had forgotten everything, would Qi Mu and I be together forever? Let's get together. I' m lying in Qi Mu arms. I really want to say so Qi Mu.

However, I couldn't say anything. I could n' t say anything anymore. I could only make myself lose all consciousness. I could only pretend that I was dead. I could only use this as an excuse to lie in Qi Mu's arms so openly. I could only pretend that I had lost all my resistance, but only I knew how much I was looking forward to. In front of everyone, we were together.

"Please let go of my wife." This was the last sentence I heard. After that, I might really have died.

When she opened her eyes again, Qi Mu wasn't there and Qi Mo was n' t there. Little Yue Ya'er looked at me with red eyes.

"Mommy, are you sick?" The crescent moon's red eyes asked me pitifully.

My tears flowed out. I hugged the little crescent moon and tried to find some comfort in her warm and soft body.

The crescent moon was in my arms and asked me in a muffled voice," Daddy told me that Brother Xiao Mo is going to live far away and won't come back in the future. Is that true?"

My tears couldn't help but fall down. I nodded my head as hard as I could, but I could n' t help but feel sad. "He won't come back, but Brother will miss you and Mother."

I closed my eyes and kissed her crescent-shaped hair. Well, it was really a very far place. I wanted to convince myself that it was really a very far place. Qi Mo just left and didn't disappear forever. Perhaps, he was the same as Qi Mu. One day, when I had completely accepted it, he would reappear before my eyes.

After a while, An Qingze came into the room and saw that I was awake. She gently handed over a glass of water and said," Have some water first. I'll finish the porridge later."

I watched him bring the crescent moon out and hold the cup in his hand. It was very warm, and my heart slowly softened.

Qi Mu face seemed to faintly appear on the glass of the glass. My heart felt unbearable and painful. Did I lose everything? I didn't. I still have An Qingze, crescent moon, and my hypocritical reality and calmness. But Qi Mu, Qi Mu was the one who had lost everything.

For the first time, I seriously admitted that I was truly hypocritical, selfish, and ruthless. At least, for Qi Mu, I've always been like this. Am I not hateful? I always used the extra heat to love him after I saved my health.

I took a sip of hot water and forcefully suppressed my tears. What could I do? What else could I do? I could only numbly continue to perform my hypocrisy, showing my helplessness and pain. And all of that would disappear in the end. All that remained was his broken body and Yusheng. Yusheng would never have Qi Mu or Qi Mo again.

In this world, the last Family Qi that had anything to do with me finally left me. That's great. My life has finally calmed down. I should feel relaxed, but why was my emptiness terrifying? I looked in the mirror. Was this woman in her 30s really me? She was pale, as if she would be broken in the next second?

An Qingze came in again." Crescent Moon, I'll take it to the company later. Or do you want me to accompany you at home?"

I took An Qingze porridge and my tears fell down again. I raised my head and said softly," It's fine. I want to calm down by myself. "It's good that you brought Yueyue to the company, so you wo n' t let her see you."

An Qingze looked at me deeply for a while before nodding and preparing to leave. I stopped him and said," An Qingze, yesterday, I'm sorry."

I remember how I hugged Qi Mu recklessly. After I calmed down, I also thought of what An Qingze would think.

An Qingze was stunned for a second before she smiled and said," It's fine. I know you could n' t control your emotions at that time. "We're husband and wife. I told you, I believe you."

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