198: Chapter 198 I will not pester you

Chapter 198 I will not pester you

I watched as An Qingze left and closed the door. The room was completely quiet. It should be said that it was lonely. The corners of my mouth twitched. We were husband and wife, so I had already been sentenced to death. If I were to be sentenced to death, I would never have any relationship with Qi Mu anymore. 1

An Qingze trust was like a huge mountain peak, pressing heavily on my chest. I couldn't breathe. I did n' t even dare to think about what kind of extravagant hopes and expectations I had.

I took out my phone, searched for that number, and dialed it.

With a single sound, it was connected.

"Are you okay?" Qi Mu voice was as quiet and gentle as it had been in the past. But no matter how quiet and gentle it was, it was something I couldn't afford. I don't have the right to love him anymore. In the future, I would n' t even dare to take care of him.

"Qi Mu, listen to me. In the past, I didn't love you. That was my promise. In the future, if I do n' t love you, it must be my bottom line. I always thought that as long as I love carefully and secretly, I would not hurt anyone.

But he couldn't do it. As expected, he had received retribution. I killed Qi Mo and my son. This was my retribution because I loved someone I shouldn't have loved. Qi Mu I really regretted this time, I really knew I was wrong.

Therefore, from now on, even if I missed you, I would force myself to reject it. In this lifetime, in the next life, we will never have any more connections, okay? I forgot about you, and you also forgot about me. "We'll never have any more connections, okay?"

As I spoke, I couldn't help but cry. The person I love, I'm sorry. I can only hurt him and myself so much. Because I couldn't bear more of the blame, nor could I hurt more innocent people.

After waiting for a long time, the Qi Mu side remained silent. There was no sound at all. He didn't say a single word other than what he had just said. I couldn't even hear the sound of breathing. I wondered if Qi Mu had held his breath or had just died?

I let go of my phone and took a closer look. I was still talking. Just as I was about to continue, Qi Mu voice rang out," Alright, I understand." "Don't worry, I wo n' t bother you."

Then, he hung up the phone. I was stunned. After a long time, I remembered that we didn't even say a word of goodbye. I closed my eyes and imagined Qi Mu face, Qi Mu expression, Qi Mu voice, Qi Mu fair neck, and thin lips, forming an ordinary gaze. However, this was the last time. Next time, even if I met him, I would treat him as a stranger.

I couldn't do anything about going to school. I could even send Moonfang to school every morning. After Moonfang left, I could sit in the car and cry for an hour before leaving. Therefore, An Qingze had taken care of this matter. Of course, the school teachers were very welcome to the arrival of such a perfect and handsome student parent.

I often saw Qi Mu standing far away from the school entrance when my eyes were swollen and misty. At first, I was very flustered. I thought about the scene when Qi Mu always sent Qi Mo to kindergarten in England four years ago.

But Qi Mu never looked back at me. I didn't believe he did n' t know I was across the road. Qi Mu was really as he had said," I won't bother you." I looked at him from afar, my eyes hazy with tears. Qi Mu must be missing Xiao Mo too.

He stood alone and ignored all the women around him. He was like a lost child who had lost the world. I was standing on the other side of the road, quietly looking at him sorrow. This was also good. At the very least, our sorrow was frozen at the same time. This might be our only interaction from now on.

I suddenly hated myself. I caused Qi Mo to lose Qi Mu to such a lonely world. I hope Lin Anru can appear. I hope Qi Mu can fall in love with any woman other than me. I hope Qi Mu can accept the ordinary satisfaction and smile again.

I know I don't have the right to say this, but I' m just a greedy and lowly woman. I couldn't see his sadness, just like how proud I was. I knew that my bottom line had been set, but I was the one who couldn't do it. I didn't hate myself at all. A despicable and selfish self who never spoke.

On the weekend, An Qingze brought Little Yue Ya'er to Lechuang. It was rare that I had no plans to stay home either. Li Wenting called me and said that he wanted to discuss something about his work. For the past four years, Li Wenting had been working hard at home. Now, he had basically stabilized himself as a B-list actress.

When I arrived at the company, Li Wenting saw me and quickly pulled me over.

I frowned slightly." What's wrong? Did n' t you ask me for a job to discuss?"

Li Wenting looked at me and said with a displeased expression," But Sis, I know that I might be talking too much, but I really can't help but want to remind you. "Didn't you notice that Chief An wo n' t be home for the weekend?"

I didn't think too much and said casually," Yeah, yeah." I heard that after returning to China Lechuang work was quite heavy, so An Qingze have always worked overtime."

Li Wenting said to me with an ugly expression," If I said that, An Qingze wouldn't be working overtime at all. Do you believe me?"

I was stunned." What do you mean?"

Li Wenting looked at me and said with a complicated expression," I saw a woman. I don't know her, but it's been several months since that woman came to find Chief An. Actually, I didn't know if I was thinking too much, but as a woman's intuition, I always felt that something was off.

But Sister, I know a little about what happened between you and Qi Mu. You also know that I have him in my heart. Although he doesn't like me, my personality is like this. I believe that Qi Mu woman in my heart must have his reasons. He must be a good woman to be able to dwell on a woman for so many years. "So, I want to remind you."

I couldn't say anything. I never thought that An Qingze would betray me one day. All along, I always felt that I was sorry for him, but one day, I still needed to suspect An Qingze for such a thing. This was something I had never expected.

I looked at Li Wenting and barely curled my lips. I tried to calm myself down and said," I understand. Thank you for reminding me. I will pay attention."

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