206: Chapter 206 Intense Blood

Chapter 206 Intense Blood

I want him to wake up. I can't wait to see his star-like gaze. However, Qi Mu didn't respond. He just lay there, as if his breath was too light to be sensed. 0

I finally couldn't help but secretly reach out and caress his cheek. It was cold! It was chilling! He was lying there as if he was dead. I kissed his lips in horror, but it was still cold. The sense of foreknowledge in the blink of an eye forced me to remove his blanket.

Blood stained my eyes cruelly.

"Qi Mu!" I immediately rang the bedside bell and the bell rang. I could only hug Qi Mu body in panic.

His body was very soft, as if he no longer had any intuition. My heart seemed to have died from the pain. The bright red blood stained the entire bed sheet, and I actually sensed the bloody smell that was covered in the air.

I watched as the nurse and doctor rushed in. They dragged me away, and I was no longer able to stand still. I just fell to the ground. It seemed that someone had reached out to help me, but I couldn't hold it anymore. I felt like I was trying my best to reach out to find a balance in the earthquake.

But strangely, no matter how hard I tried, the world was still moving forward. Will Qi Mu die? Fresh blood began to rain in front of my eyes. I looked at them with confusion. After that, Qi Mu body suddenly rose along with the defibrillator. No matter how weak it fell, my heart seemed to have also died.

If Qi Mu died, Qi Mu would have died, right? Was Qi Mu already dead? All I could think of was these questions. I seemed to see Su Mei standing at the door. She looked at me sadly. The faint smile on her face pierced deeply into my heart. So this was the so-called bad situation.

I wanted to breathe, but I felt like something was blocking my throat. As a result, I tried my best to catch my breath, but the feeling of vomiting continuously rose from my stomach, unbridledly hitting my soul that was already riddled with holes.

"Qi Mu, Qi Mu, Qi Mu..." I kept calling his name. But I realized that I was just silently chanting. No one around me could hear what I was saying. Perhaps no one cared what I was saying. Then, Lin Anru rushed in at some unknown time. I frantically pushed me and shook me.

"Qin Ke, it's all because of you, is n' t it?" It was for you, Qi Mu and I grew up together, but every time it was because of you. Back then, you and Bai an had caused him an old injury. It wasn't easy for him to cure it in the past few years. Now, you had come to harm him again!

If it wasn't for you, why would Qi Mu be insulted like this? As for you, have you ever thought of him when you An Qingze you and me, and when you rejected Qi Mu? Have you ever thought of him? "Why are you hurting him like that?"

I could only listen to Lin Anru roar at me. I couldn't see what was going on Qi Mu but I still tried to open my eyes wide. I wanted to go through the crowd, but I also wanted to go back through time. If everything hadn't started, if I had chosen to leave the wrong place by myself since I returned back then, would n' t everything be different now?

I loved him, but I was always hurting him. I loved him, but I only left him with sadness and despair. I never would have imagined that Qi Mu would commit suicide. Such an arrogant person like him would choose to cut his wrist with a knife. He would choose to commit suicide!

My heart was already numb from the pain. What did I do? I caused Qi Mu to lose all dignity and even the desire to live. How could I turn Qi Mu into this? I don't know how I should describe my current mood. I was heartbroken and in disbelief.

I couldn't wait for everyone to die right now and all the time to stop, but I could only see the Lin Anru in front of me crying like crazy and screaming like crazy.

The hatred in her eyes reminded me of a long time ago. If everything could return to the past, I would give everything.

After some time, the rescue was over. After everyone left, Lin Anru and I stood beside the bed. Qi Mu lay there quietly as if he was dead. I wasn't sure if he was still alive. I moved my trembling hands over and tried to touch his eyes, those eyes that I loved so much.

"What are you doing?" Lin Anru cried and said to me.

I pursed my lips and finally withdrew my hand.

After a moment of silence, I opened my mouth and said with difficulty," You're right. It's my fault, it's my fault Qi Mu. It was because of me that he went to see Qi Yu alone. He had long known that Qi Yu would harm him, but he still went. It was also to protect me that he chose to be given ……"

I couldn't continue, and Lin Anru tears were falling as hard as I could.

"I hate you, do you know?" Lin Anru said.

I didn't say anything. I lowered my head and tears fell.

Lin Anru continued," I really hate you. I wish I could kill you." Hehe, but that was what he thought a few years ago. Now, I knew that even if I killed you, nothing could change. He loved you, so what could I do?

During your absence, I often asked Qi Mu why? What did I not have, but what did you have? What exactly was it? If he loved you so much, he would rather die than have a memory. He would rather suffer than forget.

Later, I realized that this question was futile from the beginning. He had been drunk a few times, so I asked him," Can I have someone else to love? Can I love me?" I said, you're not worth his love. Can he not love you anymore?

Hehe, do you know how he answered me? He said that he loved her, so he didn't know what to do. Do you believe that he cried? He actually cried for you. When he cried, I felt like my entire heart was hollowed out.

From then on, I didn't intend to kill you. It was n' t that I didn't hate you anymore. I was just afraid that if I killed you, it would be like killing his heart. "I think if one day you disappear from this world, then Qi Mu will disappear."

I couldn't say anything. My eyes were fixed on Qi Mu. It should have been so painful to love someone. I always thought that I was the only one who loved the pain, so I always wanted to give up and escape. But it turned out that I was not the only one who loved such a person.

Qi Mu was no less painful than me, but he had never chosen to give up. Now that he thought about it, Qi Mu had never given up on me. All along, I was the only one who was cowardly and escaped.

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