Chapter 209 I always miss you, even if I didn't know you were you
"Let's get out of here. Let's go to a place where no one knows us. Let's start our lives again, okay? "We didn't even mention it. We were together when we first met." I looked up at Qi Mu in anticipation. 2
His lips were red from my kiss, but his eyes finally lit up.
After a long while, I heard Qi Mu say softly," Okay."
Yes, it was just a simple word, but I've never been so happy. I never wanted to thank God so impulsively. I finally got Qi Mu positive reply. I couldn't hide my joy. I think I must be very happy, otherwise Qi Mu would n' t have even had a faint smile on my face.
"If only you cared about me like this three years ago." Qi Mu suddenly sighed.
I suddenly felt a chill in my heart, but I didn't want to make Qi Mu feel bad. It was as if nothing had happened. I said without heart," What happened three years ago or three years ago? In a few more years, we' ll all be together. That's good."
I stared at Qi Mu and could see his wounds, but I left him behind. From the call of Death, I left his will behind.
Qi Mu's body continued to be weak and feverish. I almost didn't leave every day. Several times, when I returned to the ward, I saw Qi Mu standing on the balcony. I could n' t control my footsteps and immediately walked over.
I was really afraid because Qi Mu might appear calm on the surface, but it was too calm. In the past, he didn't do this. Every time I looked at him in a daze, I had a feeling that I could n' t figure out anything.
I thought I had kept him, but now I felt that I would never be able to keep him again. I wanted Qi Mu to give me a promise, but I didn't dare or have the heart to force him. I felt sorry for him.
"Let's leave the hospital." When Qi Mu told me, his fever had just retreated.
I hesitated." But your body hasn't been doing well."
Qi Mu shrugged and said," I don't like the hospital. Besides, I do n' t have any serious problems. I just have a fever."
I said helplessly," Are you a child? What do you mean you don't like the hospital?" Since you're sick, the doctors have already said that you need to recuperate. "What if something happens when you go home?"
I couldn't rest assured that this was in the hospital. Other than me, there were other medical staff watching. If I were at home, I would be even more worried.
Although Qi Mu was weak, he was very persistent. At the same time, for some unknown reason, it was easier for me to compromise with such a Qi Mu. I couldn't reject him, even more so than that proud and stubborn Qi Mu back then.
We still went to the villa where we were married. I'll put the crescent moon on An Qingze side for now. On the one hand Qi Mu my body has n' t recovered yet, on the other hand, An Qingze should also want to get along with the crescent moon.
I didn't go to Lechuang. Qi Mu and I still had enough money, as long as it was n' t for Hu Tianhai's daily expenses. I wanted to accompany Qi Mu quietly for a while. He was always lost in thought. Even if I was by his side, I still felt that we were very far away.
"Shall we go on a tour?" I said to Qi Mu.
However, I hesitated." But, your body ……"
"Okay." Qi Mu turned around and smiled faintly at me. Just for this smile and a pale smile, I immediately began to pack up my things.
After thinking for a long time, we went to the seaside. I like the sea, but I don't like the sea under the sun. So do Qi Mu. At night, when the moon climbed up, we walked out of the house. The seaside villa we rented was really beautiful. The moment we left the house, it was filled with moonlight.
The silver ash danced wantonly on the sand. From afar, it looked as if it was sparkling and beautiful.
"I haven't been out for a long time." I closed my eyes and opened my arms. The wind swam between my body like a naughty child.
I couldn't help but think of Xiao Mo. I opened my eyes and felt an indescribable loneliness in the gorgeous night. I promised to take him out for a trip, or rather, I told him that I wanted to travel with him. However, Xiao Mo had always thought that Qi Mu was no longer here, acting like a silent adult.
"Me too. Although Lin Anru've always wanted to come out, I' m always tired and busy." Qi Mu said softly.
I turned my head and said," How have you been in these four years?" Speaking of which, ever since we met, there had been no proper conversation. His face was as pale as the day he had just learned that he had been hypnotized.
My heart tightened slightly. I turned away and didn't want to continue watching.
Qi Mu pulled her hand over and hugged me warmly.
"I miss you very much. I miss you for four years."
I smiled." You've forgotten about me in the past four years. What else do you think?"
Qi Mu shook his head. Even in the night wind, his aura was still as distinct as before.
"I don't remember who you are, but I remember that I must have loved someone. That person is n' t Lin Anru. "So I always miss you, even if I don't know you are you."
I looked at him in a daze and my eyes gradually blurred. There was something in my heart that was about to fill up, as if it was about to spill out in the next second. I wanted it to break through, so I reached out and covered my chest. It was painful and sour, but it couldn't break through. It could n' t give me a good time.
I wanted to hug Qi Mu, but even if we hugged each other tightly, my heart still ached. What should I do to avoid such pain?
If I could, I felt like I had returned to that day and hated myself for being indecisive. If I had hugged him earlier, if I had told Qi Mu that I loved him earlier, would there be sadness? All the sadness and darkness in his heart would not survive.
"Qi Mu, I'm sorry, I' m sorry, I'm really sorry." I kept apologizing. I could only apologize. I didn't know how to solve the problem. I did n' t know how to make Qi Mu easy.
Qi Mu kiss landed on my face, my lips, my forehead, and my neck. I narrowed my eyes. The smell on his body was mixed with a faint smell of tobacco.
"Did you smoke?" I asked.
Qi Mu didn't say anything. His eyes were filled with irresistible lust.
We hugged each other. It was as if we hadn't hugged each other since we met. We all felt the lust in each other's bodies, and we let nature take its course and let it grow.
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