Chapter 215 You're not dead?
When the first light of the morning shot into the room, I narrowed my eyes and stood up to walk to the mirror. The woman in the mirror was not exquisite at all, but rather very rough! He had a dirty face and his face was as pale as a sheet of haggard paper. His eyes were red, but this was the current me. 1
I hooked the corner of my mouth and realized that my stiff face could still move. It was also a wonderful thing. I don't know when that voice disappeared last night. After that, I opened my eyes and closed them as if I was numb.
I was sure I wasn't asleep, but I was sure I could n' t hear any sounds or see any images. My mind automatically stopped working, as if everything that happened the whole night had been shut down.
I sighed. After washing up, I came to Qi Mu door. I leaned my ears closer to listen. It was very quiet. Then I hesitated and put my hand on the handle. I wasn't sure if it was better to hold it now. My mind was filled with thoughts. If that woman was still in bed, if Qi Mu and that woman's naked body were intertwined, would I completely lose my mind and rush forward and fight with that woman like a shrew?
However, when I pushed open the door nervously, there was only Qi Mu person on the bed. He lay there with his eyes closed. It was as quiet as when I pushed open the door of his ward that day. He lay there like he was dead.
I almost immediately rushed to the bedside and reached out with a trembling hand to pull open the sheet. His bright and clean body did not wear anything. I had just felt my ears turn red. Qi Mu had already opened my eyes to look at me. It didn't look like a person who had just woken up. It looked like I' d been awake for a long time, just waiting for me to break the silence and calm between them.
I didn't know what to say and opened my mouth." You, are you awake?"
Qi Mu smiled and said," You shouldn't have asked. Are you not dead?"
I stood there awkwardly. I didn't know where to put the hand that was pulling the sheet. Qi Mu did n' t cover up the blanket and just stared at me naked. I took a deep breath and turned around to say," Well, then put on your clothes first. I'll go prepare breakfast."
As soon as I finished speaking, I wanted to leave as if nothing had happened, but Qi Mu grabbed my arm and I fell onto the bed without being prepared.
The naked and smooth touch of Qi Mu's body immediately surrounded every inch of my skin. Every breath under my breath was stained with his scent.
"What are you doing?" I didn't feel that my voice was ambiguous.
"Shouldn't you know it well? Why are you pretending to be pure?" Qi Mu hummed a little before pressing on me. He was not heavy, but he was enough to make me unable to move.
"You..." I was rendered speechless by his kiss. The sensitivity of my body and the tacit agreement with Qi Mu body made me unable to control myself and closed my eyes. I could only try my best to swallow my moan back into my throat.
Qi Mu movements weren't rude. Instead, they were like elegant gentlemen, slowly and easily touching a treasured piece of art. My heart had already melted into a mess. I muttered unconsciously," Qi Mu, I love you. We won't fight anymore, okay?"
I knew I was crying, but I didn't dare to open my eyes. I was ashamed to open my eyes.
Qi Mu action stopped because of my words. It was as if the air between us froze in an instant. I still opened my eyes and met his gaze in a slight chill. It was a kind of distant and indifferent gaze. In almost an instant, the blood that was originally boiling with desire in my body calmed down.
"What's wrong?" I asked naturally.
Qi Mu still stared at me. After a while, she looked away and landed somewhere in my body. Then, she said indifferently," What do you mean by love or not? It's just a play in bed."
My heart suddenly turned cold. What did he mean? However, I didn't have time to ask any further. Qi Mu kiss continued to fall, and my actions were much more violent than before. I didn't have time to resist, and instinctively, I did n' t have any desire or reason to resist him.
But my heart was cold. I was the same as the woman last night, right? I could vaguely smell the strong scent of that woman's perfume last night. I couldn't help but frown and put my hands in the middle, trying to push his body away.
The scent of that woman's perfume and the way she and Qi Mu intertwined made me feel nauseous. I hadn't eaten anything in the morning, but I still felt full and vomiting.
"Qi Mu, I don't want to." I shouted.
Qi Mu looked up at me. His eyes turned slightly red. Then, he lowered his head and continued what he wanted to do. I did not continue to resist. I closed my eyes and allowed him to invade.
After that, Qi Mu looked at me indifferently and said," Actually, you enjoy it too."
I sneered. As I stood up and put on my clothes, I forced myself to say ruthlessly," Just treat it as returning your favor. Go ahead, I'll sleep with you a few times, and I' ll be done with it."
When I saw Qi Mu face turn pale, the anger and cold smile in his eyes fell into my eyes. But I couldn't control myself. I just could n' t control myself. If I didn't say that, and if I did n' t let myself be ruthless, I would feel my heart ache and almost suffocate.
I hated Qi Mu didn't believe me. I hated that he could find a woman to replace me in bed whenever and wherever he went. Compared to An Qingze, every move of Qi Mu could easily cause me to lose all reason. I even thought to myself, since we don't trust each other so much, maybe we ca n' t be together like I imagined. Why don't we talk about it for the rest of our lives? It would only make me seem even more stupid and naive.
Qi Mu finally didn't get angry. Those complicated emotions circled around his eyes and then returned to silence. As he watched me walk out in my clothes, the corners of his mouth curled up to draw the line between us. Perhaps he didn't know how much that arc hurt my heart.
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